Story 14 - Jikook Part 3

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Jimin Point Of View

I couldn't believe our conversation that happened in Kookie's bedroom. All this time I thought he wanted to forget it. He was waiting for me or a sign.

Kookie ran out but I heard Jin yelling for Kookie. I was crying my eyes out like Kookie was. I wanted to be 100% sure about my feelings for Kookie and I wanted to tell him in a way he deserved but times running out.

I got ready and put on one of Kookie's tops and jumpers. Kookie is the one I love and want forever. I realise that now but I don't know how to say it to him. After Kookie confessed to liking me he also confessed to trying to move on which I don't want him too.

Even if Kookie isn't here. I wear his clothes as it helps calm me and feel like Kookie is right beside me. I need to talk to him today and sort everything out.

I went down stairs after going to the bathroom and brushing my teeth. I got to the kitchen with everyone around Jin. Namjoon had his arms round Jin and he was clinging to Namjoon. Yoongi saw me and decided to speak up.

'What happened in Kookie's bedroom Jimin?' Yoongi asked. Everyone else had their eyes on me. I breathed deeply, closing my eyes. I opened them and my vision was blurry.

'I messed everything up. Kookie was being distant with me because he's trying to get over me. Everything he said was true. I wasn't 100% sure how I felt and I wanted to make sure before I did anything. Now Kookie thinks I don't feel the same and now he's saying he can't protect me and if I need it to go to one of you guys as it's too hard for him. We kissed and had a small moment but it stopped when Kookie got into his right mind again. I'm losing him and I've never had him to lose.' I said and began crying.

Jhope came to me and then the rest. We hugged.

'I saw Kookie before he left for swimming. Even if he says he wants to move on I don't think he will. He said you will always have his heart and he will always love you even if you never do and if he's trying to move on. He told me to look after you as he trusts me to be the one to keep you safe as he can't anymore. He loves you so much he's pushing us away when he's hurting like this so you can have our attention and comfort as he knows you need it more than him.' Jin said and I started crying louder.

'What do I do Jin. I love him. I always have but because he was keeping his distance I thought he regretted the moments we had that's why i didn't do anything but now. I didn't know he was trying to forget me. He always had hope but he said it's gone now as he said that if I felt the same something would have happened a few days after that game or a wee bit after it and it never. I'm so stupid.' I said crying. The others let go of the hug but Taehyung continued to hug me.

'I was looking through the window when Jin and Kookie were having that conversation. I saw it hurt him having to say that as it's you he wants. He doesn't want to give up but he can't take it anymore so he's doing what he thinks is right. You love him so much just like him I say everything you have said to us say to him. Go to the company swimming pool and have another moment there. Maybe you could make out in the pool.' Taehyung said and I chuckled a bit.

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