I managed to calm down and tell Rafe exactly what happened. I was reluctant at first but he insisted he wanted to know and he did care.
He consoled me whilst I cried some more and comforted me telling me it's not my fault.
I still don't get why they wouldn't hear me out.
"Do you remember anything from last night?" I ask him the one question on my mind before I stop myself.
"Some of it, why?"
"How much?" I cross my fingers that he remembered our conversation but I don't have much hope.
"I remember being alone with you." He smirks devilishly dirty thoughts probably crossing his mind.
"Do you remember our conversation?" I hold my breath waiting for an answer.
"Of course."
"You do?" My tone surprised.
"I remember everything whenever I'm around you." My heart leaps at his words.
"Can I ask you something?"
"Anything, beautiful." He rubs his hand up and down my thigh.
"What are we?"
"Whatever you want us to be." He brushes my hair behind my ear planting a soft kiss on my forehead.
"Can we even date if we have to keep it a secret?" I ask him quizzically.
"Let's just tell people. The only real problem is your brother. Let's be honest your mom will be buzzing, she loves me." I chuckle at his confidence when it comes to my mom. He's not wrong my mom would love it if she found out me and Rafe were dating. The only person I'm worried about finding out and how they react is my brother.
"Maybe after midsummers, I'll have to think about it. Once it's out everything could blow up and it will never be the same." I sigh anxiously at the thought of my brother kicking off if he found out.
"Why not before? I want to take you to midsummers." He entwines his fingers with mine.
My heart does a million somersaults. "You do?" I ask him in disbelief.
"Of course I do."
"We will still see each other there I guess. I mean we'll be sat with Sarah and Topper so it'll kinda be like a double date?" I try to reassure him with a positive outlook on our secret relationship.
"I don't want to be sat with my sister and Topper. I want it to just be me and you the entire night." He starts pecking gentle kisses down my neck.
"I would love that Rafe but I'm not sure we can." I run my fingers through his hair, a throbbing sensation growing between my legs.
He trails soft kisses up my neck, along my jaw before meeting my lips. I part my lips granting his tongue access in desperate need to taste him.
He pulls back, the both of us breathless, propping up on his elbows he looks down at me. "What?" I ask him nervously, my cheeks most definitely flushed. His lips are upturned as he admires me from below.
"You're just so beautiful. I can't believe you're mine." I could feel my face burning a deep red at I can't stop my dimples from engraving into my cheeks at his compliment.
"Kiss me." I demand putting my arms around the back of his neck using all my strength to pull him down to meet my lips with his.
He gives in and crashes his lips back to mine. His hand spanning my hip before slipping beneath my top. His hands warm against my cool silky skin. He cups my breast, massaging gently, teasing the tip of my nipple.
He pulls my top up reaching down and planting wet kisses up my stomach. A wetness growing hungry between my legs. He stops to slip his T-shirt off chucking it to the side. "Sit up." He orders and I do as he says. He grabs the hem of my top pulling it off me and discarding it to the floor. He pops the button of my jeans, shimmying them down my waist before adding to the pile of clothes on the floor.
He hooks his fingers either side of my panties slowly pulling them down as they tickle my legs. He runs his fingers over my folds causing me to suck in a breath, his eyes remain glued to me as he watches over me hungrily. "You're so wet baby." He starts circling my clit causing spouts of pleasure to ripple through my entire body.
"I'm wet for you." I tell him, meaning every word. He smirks devilishly at my words.
"I love it when you talk dirty, princess." He pumps two fingers in and out of me, I raise my hips in pleasure whilst letting out a quiet moan. "You like that baby?" He teases before removing his fingers from inside me and pulling away. He removes his joggers along with his boxers revealing his hard cock. He takes it in his hand pumping it a few times as he rakes my naked body with his eyes.
Feeling the sexual frustration I tug at his leg telling him to come to me. He chuckles. "You being needy, Ness." I feel incredibly vulnerable underneath him as he climbs back on top of me. "What do you want Nessa?" His low and husky voice was enough to send me over the edge.
"I want you to fuck me Rafe." I beg.
"I'll fuck you baby, I'll fuck you real good." He tells me before lifting my legs up to rest on his shoulders and lining his length up with my entrance. He didn't wait a second longer before crashing into me with full force, I moan out loud in pleasure.
"Oh god, fuck!" I whimper as quiet as I can.
"You're so tight baby, I fucking love it!" He props up and slows his movements in and out of me as we both look down to watch before our eyes meet again.
The familiar hot feeling building up in my stomach. "I'm gonna come Rafe. I'm gonna come all over your big dick." He picks up his pace with my dirty words of encouragement.
"I'm gonna come inside your tight pussy." He breathlessly whispers in my ear. On the verge of euphoria, my walls clench around his shaft and his moans in my ear are what sends me over the edge.
My body trembles and my toes curl as Rafe's hips stutter as he slowly rocks into me to prolong his orgasm.
He collapses on top of me, his breathing heavy. He kisses my forehead and my lips before hopping off me and offering his hand to help me off the bed.
I freshen myself up in the bathroom before returning to find Rafe laid in his bed holding open the covers gesturing for me to climb in. I waste no time sliding in fitting against him perfectly.
My head lay on his chest going up and down listening to his breathing as it goes back to normal.
Rafe runs his fingers through my hair keeping his arm around me tightly. "I don't care what Topper says. I'm taking you to midsummers and no one is going to stop me."
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Inconvenient Attachment
Fanfiction[STILL WRITING] School has just kicked out for summer. The pogues are ready to have fun and party hard. Vanessa a kook by blood but pogue by heart, has no clue what's about to occur. Rafe, the boy she has known her entire life somehow crosses her p...
