PLAYING: brutal - Olivia Rodrigo
"They say these are the golden years, but I wish I could disappear."
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When I got home I ran up to my room. I was embarrassed, angry, insecure, jealous, and all of the above. Why can't I be her? Why doesn't he like me? I thought we liked each other. I guess not.
20 minutes later
The phone has been ringing non stop for the past five minutes. It's probably Michael. I don't wanna talk to him anymore. I'd rather talk to Damian. Too bad I didn't get his number.
30 minutes later
I've been crying for the past 20 minutes. What does he see in her that he doesn't see in me? What does she have that I don't? I'm heartbroken. I'm sure he doesn't like me back. The look on his face should say everything. I don't wanna go to school tomorrow. But I have to.
1 hour later
The phone has finally stopped ringing. I'm guessing he, as I'm Michael, gave up. I'm not crying anymore, I'm just drained. I don't wanna think of him, see him, talk to him, I don't wanna do anything. Who do I call? I wanna talk to someone about this.
Jeremy, mark, or Fredrick?
I'll go with Jeremy.
I went to the phone and put in Jeremy's number.
Ring
Ring
Ring
Ring
Ring
"Hello?"
Thank god.
"Jeremy, can you come over? I need help."
"Uh- yeah, give me 10 minutes."
"Alright, bye"
I hung up the phone then put on some comfortable clothes. Biker shorts and a oversized hoodie.
Wait.
This is Michaels hoodie.
Whatever, don't cry, it's fine.
10 minutes later
Knock
Knock
Knock
Must be Jeremy.
Creaaaakkk.....
"Hey, come in!" I said, inviting Jeremy in.
"Soooo what's up? Need help confessing to your mikeyyyy?" He joked.
"Not the time Jeremy...." I mumbled.
He looked confused.
I explained what happened today, and he was invested. It cheered me up a bit, but I was still sad.
"Girlll you need to just ignore him, talk to that other guy Damian instead" Jeremy said.
I guess I'll take his advice.
"Okay, thats what I'll do then...!"
"Alright!" He said back, cheerfully.
"You should really go, I'm sure my parents will be back soon." I told him.
"Alright, bye y/n!" Jeremy said, getting up and walking out the door.
I've GOT to show up to school looking good tomorrow.
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First love / Late spring - m.a. x reader
FanfictionYou and Michael have been best friends since you were 6, in the first grade. Now, you are 17, about to be seniors in high school. Over the years, you've gained feelings for Michael. And little do you know, he's gained feelings for you too. But you d...
