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❤️One in the same|Todoroki

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Hello! This is going to be a very heavy story. There will be mentions of child abuse, neglect, depression, suicidal ideations, self-harm, alcohol, and drugs(weed). If any of these topics trigger you DO NOT READ! Also if you are having suicidal thoughts please seek out help! Whether that is a friend, teacher, parent, guardian, family member, or a professional like a doctor or therapist. If you feel like you can't talk to anyone in your life know you can! Someone cares. Someone loves you. :)

On a lighter note- this story features protective Dadzawa!

Written on- 01/09/2023-01/11/2023|Number of words- 5051

I sit on the school rooftop glancing at the edge. The never-ending thought to just step off it passes through my mind. I sigh and go to the door and open it to head to class. Another day of pretending I'm happy and I'm okay. Another day of faking a smile. Once I am in the building I put on the invisible mask I wear every day. A smile goes on my face, although I know my eyes are telling a whole other story no one ever notices though. I walk into the classroom and sit down at my desk. I see student after student walks in and eventually, my best friend walks in with the rest of the Deku squad. They are all laughing and smiling. I internally sigh wanting to be that happy and careless. If only it was that easy. I pull my sleeves down farther not wanting anyone to see the injuries under the jacket. everyone is now sitting and talking to their perspective friends. I glance over at Todoroki and sigh. He's talking to Momo again, I almost feel like he likes her more than he likes me sometimes. Just as I was about to put my head down on my desk Mr. Aizawa walks in. I internally groan and take a deep breath knowing today will be a long day like always. School ends after what felt like days. We are all released and I am about to walk out to go home when Todoroki calls me over to where he, the Deku squad, and Momo are all standing and talking. I walk over and look at my best friend.

"Yes, Shoto?" I ask.

He smiles at me and looks at everyone else.

"We were wondering if you'd like to come with us to the mall?" Momo says and I look at all of them.

"Um- I would love to but I have something to do at home and can't miss it. I'm sorry" I say and they all nod. I go to walk away when someone grabs my wrist. I hold in the urge to cry out in pain and turn around.

"Yes, Shoto?" I ask and he looks into my eyes as he lets go of my wrist.

"Are you sure?" He asks and I nod.

"I'm positive. I'll see you all Monday" I say and they all say goodbye as I walk out. I pull up my sleeve and look at my wrist. My cuts from last night look fine and are not bleeding.

"Thank goodness, I don't need blood on this Jacket again," I say to myself as I walk out of the building. I'm soon home and see no cars in the driveway.

"Thank god," I say as I walk into the empty house. I see a letter on the entry table and read it.

'Your father and I have a business trip to go on, therefore you are alone. Don't make a mess and NO friends are allowed over. We will be back next weekend, don't miss school, and don't be an attention seeker and hurt yourself again.

I sigh and roll my eyes slightly.

"If you weren't such crap parents maybe I wouldn't try to kill myself constantly," I say to myself.

I lock the door and go to the kitchen. I open the fridge to see no food again. I go to the pantry and find instant ramen and decide to make it for dinner later. I go up to my room and get undressed, I look at myself in the mirror the only thing I'm wearing are my underwear and bra. I look at myself and see scars and cuts along my arms and thighs. I see bruises on my stomach, shoulders, and back. Knowing they are from the last few beatings I've had. I shake my head and get into the shower after taking my undergarments off. I let the hot water run over my sore body. After about an hour I get out and wrap a towel over myself. I walk into my bedroom and find some comfy clothes. I decide to put on a long sleeve black top with constellations on it, a pair of black sweatpants, some black socks, and a random pair of underwear with a random sports bra. I walk down the stairs and into the living room. I turn on the TV and put on a movie for background noise. I go to get the instant ramen ready. I open the cup and put it under the coffee maker for hot water. After it's done filling I cover it and let it sit for three minutes. After the three minutes are up I take the cup and go to sit. I watch the movie while slowly eating. The movie ends and I finish my noodles. I then look at the time, 6:00 pm the clock reads.