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💙I thought you were dead|Dabi

WARNING THIS WILL CONTAIN SUICIDAL THOUGHTS AND ACTIONS READ AT OWN RISK!!!!

Mention of alcohol and pills

Written on- 08/09/2024~08/10/2024|Number of words- 2052

I stood at the top of the tallest building in Musutafu, having climbed the fire escape to get there. I sigh as I sit on the edge. I looked down and realized, the asphalt looked so soft from up here. I clutch onto my bottle of Gin and look at the empty bottle of pills in the other.

"If I survive, I guess I'll see you tomorrow," I say to myself before I take one more sip of the alcohol before I chuck it behind me. I take one last deep breath before leaning forward. I close my eyes as the wind rushes past me. The events that lead me here flash before my eyes as I fall.

"Yo! Y/n, want to practice our quirks at the forest before we go home today?" My best friend asks.

"Sure Toya, I'd love to. Maybe I can manipulate your fire this time," I say laughing

"We'll have to see," Toya says with a smile before walking to his last class.

-

The fire started to spread and fast. Tears prick my eyes as I try my hardest to manipulate the fire away from his body, It finally works after a minute of concentrating. I run toward my best friend's body tears in my eyes.

"Toya! I yell scared.

"Toya!" I say as I kneel beside my bestfriends burt boody.

"HELP! SOMEONE HELP!" I scream silently cursing myself for forgetting my phone at home this morning. I hear sirens and soon I see firefighters and police everywhere.

"Sweetheart you need to come with us," A medic says.

"NO! I won't leave Toya!" I scream as I'm pulled away from him.

"Sweetheart, you can see him at the hospital, we need to get you checked out," The medic says pulling me to an ambulance.

"I'm fine! Let me stay with my friend!" I say before coughing violently.

"I promise I'll keep you in the know," the medic says.

"Fine," I say finally stopping my struggling and laying back. Exhaustion soon takes over and I fall asleep as we start to drive away from the scene.

-

"He's dead?" I yell out shocked.

"Y/n it's not your fault-" My uncle says and I scuff.

"Yeah, and my quirk is water manipulation... not my fault. I totally couldn't have stopped it sooner if I had just concentrated enough," I say annoyed.

"There was nothing you could've done, I promise you," He says and I sigh starting to cry.

"Why him? Why my best friend?" I ask as fresh tears fall from my eyes.

-

You gotta move on, it's been three months since the incident, come on, let's get to school," My friend Miria says smiling.

"Yeah, whatever," I say as we walk to our middle school.

"So are you going to pursue hero work?" Maria asks.

"No... we always promised to be a duo... I can't become a hero without him... I'll probably become a firefighter or something," I say shrugging.

"As long as you are happy!" Maria says.