Something's Changed Because of You

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Neyudia's POV

"He's coming," the voice said.

I've been hearing that voice for the past week.

What does it mean?

I didn't know who the voice was but its helped me over the years. I've been occupied more since I will be taking the role of Tsahik. I was with Ronal talking about how things had to go once I became Tsahik.

" Do you understand Neyudia," asked Ronal.

I nodded. I knew I had to prepare for this, but why now? I wouldn't take part anytime soon.

I finished my "lesson" as you can say.  I heard running from behind me. I was very cautious and had my knife in my hand. I turned around and it was only Tsireya. She saw my knife and backed away.

" It's just me," said Tsireya softly.

" Sorry, you know how I am. It's better to be safe than sorry," I said, kinda feeling guilty.

Tsireya was an emotional person and had a sensitive heart and I always felt the need to protect her.

" So what's going on," I asked.

" Can we talk privately? It's nothing important but I just want to express my feelings to someone. Is that okay?" she said as she looked at me embarrassed.

" Of course, come on let's go," I said as we walked to her marius.

" So what's on your mind?"

" I feel something and I'm not quite sure what it is," she said confused.

" What do you mean? You have to add more context to that."

" How do you know if you are developing feelings for someone?", she asked.

I was stunned to hear this.

Who was this person she was confused for having feelings for?

I wasn't the best person to go to for these things. Obviously I've had crushes but I wasn't the type for romantic things.

" Well what do you feel?"

" When I'm with him, it's like my heart is happy. I feel my heart flutter and he makes me laugh and smile until my cheeks hurt," she said as she giggled. I like his company and he actually tries to spend time with me. He even said I had cute dimples," she said as she smiled wide.

Oh shit.

She couldn't have a crush on Lo'ak. Ronal will never allow that. He has demon blood and he was a forest na'vi.

"Please tell me this isn't Lo'ak you're talking about right?"

She looked down. And started to fidget with her fingers.

" It is him."

" Tsireya, listen to me carefully," I said as I grabbed her hands.