Something's Changed Because of You

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Neyudia's POV

I told Neteyam to meet me in my marius since it was only me now. We would have to be hidden to avoid anyone seeing us. I tided up the area so it wouldn't look like a mess. I then heard someone come through the entrance.

My love Neteyam.

He was breathing heavily as he sat down. I knew it was him trying to calm down before he said anything. I went over to him as I tried soothing him by playing with his braids.

"Thank you," he said.

I headed to the pod as he followed me. He laid down with his head between my legs.

"What happened," I asked.

He huffed.

"You don't have to tell me," I said as I kissed his head.

"It's just so frustrating sometimes having every bad action in your hands. Everything Lo'ak does and happens to me is my responsibility and I have to protect him and take the blame. Obviously I will always make sure they are safe but mostly I just want something to not be on me you know," said Neteyam as he looked at me.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to drop all of that on you."

"No it's okay I'm here for when you need me. Most of the time you just need someone to listen or talk to about what you feel."

"Your parents need to realize that you are a different person and it's a lot to handle. You wanna live your life too. You just got to push through."

He smiled at me as he wrapped his hand around my thigh and kissed it gently. He got up and headed to a bracelet I had hanging. I felt my heartbeat beat rapidly.

"What's this?" he asked.

I gulped.

"Just a bracelet from someone," I said.

"How come you don't wear it?"

"It's not mine."

"Who's is it?"

I took a while to respond as I prepared myself.

"It was hers. My sister's," I said slowly.

I was always sensitive about talking about her. Thinking about her just reminded me of what happened to her was on me.

He walked up to me as he gave me a hug as he pushed my head on his shoulder with his hand.

"Don't think about the bad memories. That's all you think about. Remember the happy times, remember her as the person she was."

I grinned at him. He always knew how to relieve anything.

"Tell me about her."

I let out a long breath before I started to talk.

"Li'lan was such a carefree person. She was so extroverted, so full of energy. Swimming for hours," I chucked.

"She saw the good in everyone, even my parents when they treated her horribly. I only kept going for her, she was motivation. I couldn't leave her with them. When Roxto and I were close, she would tag along with me sometimes. I thought it was pretty annoying but Roxto loved her. When she saw bullies she would always help out even if she didn't know them. She was my inspiration and I was lucky to be her older sister. Overall, she was a great Na'vi and sister and I shouldn't have taken her for granted."

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Neteyam's POV

I grabbed her hand as I put my other one on top.

"Tuk reminds me of her. So innocent but so pure," said Neyudia.

"I'm lucky to have my siblings, I love them a lot. You have Tsireya and Aonung," I said.

I may hated Aonung but I knew Neyudia cared about him deep down considering they grew up together.

"I guess you're right."

We laid down as she had her hands on my chest tracing shapes. We loved just being in each others presence. We didn't necessarily need to be talking or doing something. Neyudia would put her head where my heart was located almost every time we cuddled.

"Why do you always put your head on that area," I asked.

I was very curious to know why.

She looked at me as she kissed the corner of my lips.

"I like hearing your heartbeat and the sound of you breathing," she said.

"Not in a creepy way but it's reminder to me that someone in this world cares about me and you know-"

"Loves you?"

"You can say that."

"You do know I love you Neyudia right?"

She looked a bit shocked when I said that. I knew the word love was something big and not used often in her life.

But I was in love with her. I did love her. She has a hold on me no one can have. My heart is only reserved for her. I was made to love her. I was and am forever hers.

"Do you mean it though?" she asked.

I pushed her strands of hair behind her ear to have a better view of her alluring face. I observed all her facial features: her lips, nose, her slight light two dimples, her eyes, her scar, everything.

"Of course I do," I said.

She played with the beads in my hair as she felt the details of the material.

I couldn't get enough of her. Seeing her made my heart skip a beat every single time. She gave me such a fresh feeling like no other. She was meant for me. We were meant to be. Eywa brought us together.

"Do you imagine yourself with someone else?"

I knew what that question meant and it would tell me how serious she was about our relationship.

"What kind of question is that?"

"I'm just asking now answer the question."

She sat up.

"No I don't. I only see myself being with you. I only want to be with you. I want to live my life with you," she said, looking at me with those dazzling ocean eyes.

"And I do mean it."

Just looking at her I could feel my pupils grow in size.

"If only you knew the things I feel being with you," I said going on top of her.

I kissed her temple as I kissed down to her neck.

"No one can be you, Neyudia," I said.

"I'm just better," said Neyudia.

I laughed and kissed her cheek.

"Oel ngati kameie," she said.

"I see you," I said between kisses as I felt her smile against mine.

I'll always see within you.

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AUTHORS NOTE: In honor of my birthday I made a little special chapter that was a little moment of the love birds. I have on a trip right now so I'll see if I will post this week. I will try🙏🏻 Thank you for the support!🤗