The Girl Reborn / Neteyam x reader

Message From Eywa

The last thing I remember seeing before losing conscience was Neteyam rushing over and looking pissed and ready to kill.  I'd never seen that look before on him, I was scared even.  I didn't want him to get in trouble and I've just never seen that darker side of him.  

I could hear what went on for a minute before I was completely gone.  

It felt like I woke up but I wasn't in the same place.  I woke up in a forest but not mine.  I was confused and looked around until I saw a big Soul Tree.  I walked over to it feeling pushed and sat down.  

"Eywa, I don't know if you're here but I'm scared," I told the tree.  I sat there for a minute.  

I couldn't see the being talking to me, "Oh my dear y/n," I heard the most beautiful voice from everywhere but mainly coming from the tree.  "I've been here since you came, I knew you were special." I could only assume Eywa was giving me a message, "You are strong, but this body isn't built for this world.  I have sent you messages,"

Messages?  This doesn't make sense.

"I know my dear child, it doesn't make sense but it soon will.  You have to trust, I am with you y/n."  She continued basically reading my mind, "You will understand once the time is right until then do not fret upon this, you have a big problem coming, I am choosing you to protect."

"Why me?  I'm human," I asked

"Trust dear child, trust."  Eywa told me, "I have to let you be but I have something for you, close your eyes," 

I did as she told and closed my eyes to feel things around me change.  When I opened them I saw my parents standing with their backs to me.

"Mom? Dad?" I spoke starting to tear up.  I wanted to run to them but they turned around before I could get to them holding their hands up.

"Don't come any closer y/n," My mom spoke.  "You're too fragile right now and we don't wish to risk you crossing over."

I just want to hug them.

"Hunny, we’ve seen who you’ve become and are so proud of you," Dad told me.  I took a step closer and they gave me worried looks, "You can't come closer, you'll cross over and it's not you're time, you still have so much to do."

I fell to the ground and started to cry, why can't I just hug my parents? 

"Hunny we know it hurts but you have to pull through, for Neteyam..." Mom softly said.  Neteyam?  What about you guys I thought.

"We are here with you, but you need to go back," Dad said causing me to get really frustrated and my emotions to go all over the place.  The area around us was starting to shake.  "Y/n, we lo-" dad got cut off.

I looked up and they were gone and things were going black again.  I just want to wake up now.  Things stayed black for a while before it felt like my soul was being dragged around and shoved back into my body which honestly was not pleasant.  A light appeared and things were fuzzy.

I blinked a few times feeling like I was blind and my soul was trying to piece itself back together.  I looked to my side as I saw Neteyam but my brain is still trying to process everything.  Things started to clear as my thoughts became clear and I squeezed his hand to let him know I know of him being there.

Between everything that happened in the fight and in what I assume is purgatory.  Neteyam looked relieved and smiled perking up his ears but I was not.  I didn't get to say bye to my parents again.  Eywa has a plan that I have no clue about.  My parents couldn't even say they loved me because I became too much of a wreck.

It was like everything hit me all at once and my soul still felt torn.  Looking at Neteyam I began to bawl my eyes out and cover my body as physical pain started to come.  I'm not built for this world as Eywa said.  I'm weak and I can't.  I just can't do this.  I'm scared.  Crying more than I've cried before I felt lost and broken.  My spirit feels gone and I just want to cross over.