Sincerely, Yours

38. Pain and Pleasure

(Mature Content)

Luan sucked in a breath as Thoma lined himself up with his opening. He dared to look into Thoma's eyes and they looked back at him, his eyes dark and his face flushed. Watching Thoma's face as he slowly entered him made heat rise all the way up from his stomach to the top of his head.

"Ugh... God Luan, you feel so incredible," Thoma moaned and buried himself to the hilt inside Luan. He kissed him softly, a sharp contrast to his harshness seconds ago, and Luan wrapped his arms around his shoulders as he begin to thrust. 

Thoma spread Luan's legs further and thrusted deeper into him, causing Luan's nails to dig into Thoma's back. He groaned and pulled himself almost completely out of Luan before thrusting back in harshly.

"Agh... oh Thoma.. fuck, it feels so good," Luan moaned and gripped around Thoma's shoulders tighter.

Thoma picked Luan up and set him on his lap so they were facing each other. The absence of Thoma's dick inside him was only temporary as Luan quickly lined himself up and sank down his length. 

Thoma looked down between him and his eyes widened, startling Luan into doing the same. Thoma's hand went to rest on Luan's stomach where an obvious bulge had formed. "Shit... that's so hot," Thoma moaned. He grabbed Luan's hand and replaced it over the bulge. 

"Do you feel that, baby?" Thoma asked in a strained voice, "That's my dick wanting to pierce right through you." 

Luan felt drunk with lust and pushed himself up and then back onto Thoma's dick, finding a rhythm that was bringing him closer and closer to orgasm. Thoma's lips sucked harshly on his neck and Luan threw his head back. His lips traveled lowered, back to his nipples where he sucked one into his mouth and began to nibble and suck so hard Luan knew they'd be sore for days. 

Luan's orgasm was fast approaching and Thoma appeared to notice from the drugged out face Luan wore. "Look at my beautiful lover, drunk with lust. Does my dick drive you that crazy?" Thoma asked while biting and sucking every inch of Luan's chest and neck.

"Mmm.. yes, I.. love.. it.." Luan moaned out before his orgasm made his vision go white. He heard Thoma curse as Luan tightened around him and he came shortly after, pressed deeply inside of Luan.

 Luan's whole body fell limp off of Thoma and back onto the bed. Thoma looked down at his lover who was covered in bites and hickies. He couldn't help but touch each one lightly. "Fuck, you look so beautiful like this." Thoma said quietly. Luan laughed dryly and opened his arms for Thoma. 

He threw away the used condom and cuddled into his boyfriend, both of them sweaty and tired. 

"We should shower," Thoma said but Luan shook his head. "Can't we just lay here for just a sec, in post sex euphoria?" 

Thoma chuckled and nodded. "Sure, of course. But I have a feeling we're both gonna fall asleep, my dear." 

"Mmm no.... we'll get up in a few minutes and watch a movie and then I'll have you drive me home after," Luan mumbled, though his eyes felt heavy.

"Mhmm, sounds like a plan. Although you should just spend the night here, since you'll be leaving me soon." Thoma observed. He got a breathy "Mhmm," from Luan and they laid in silence until they both had fallen fast asleep.

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Neither of them officially woke up until 9 am and it was Thoma who woke up first. Luan was turned around and cuddled into him and he couldn't help but just watch him sleep. As beautiful as he was sleeping softly, Thoma wanted him to open his deep brown eyes and meet his. 

He kissed his nose softly and Luan's face scrunched up and Thoma couldn't help but chuckle. He kissed him again, "Baby, baby, baby," Thoma whispered and followed every 'baby' with a kiss.

"Mmmm...." Luan groaned and slowly opened his eyes. "Oh, I must be in heaven. But this angel has super crazy hair," he said with and quickly ruffled through Thoma's unruly curls, making them spread out even crazier. 

Thoma laughed and begin to tickle Luan, who tried to cuddle under the blankets to escape his attack, to no avail. 

"Stahp!!" Luan yelled and Thoma stopped with Luan on top of him. "Sorry to wake you up like this, I just can't keep my hands off you." Thoma said but though Luan had been smiling only seconds before, his smile faded.

"Hey, what's wrong?" Thoma asked and Luan met his eyes. 

"I want to start every day like this. But I have to leave in the next couple days and.. god, I'm just gonna miss you." Luan admitted and Thoma smiled at him. He was happy that Luan was starting to be more honest without him having to pry it out of him. 

"Well.." Thoma said and grabbed Luan's face, "Let's figure out everything that you need to take care of. I'll help you get a flight and call your teachers, give you rides to work and such. Will you let me do this much?"

Luan nodded and they got up to go shower together. They both washed each others hair and bodies. Afterwards, they took turns drying each others hair while at Thoma's desk in his room. 

"Here, click here," Thoma pointed to the screen while carefully drying Luan's hair. "This flight takes off tomorrow night. It'll be making a few stops but compared to the other prices we've seen, this is pretty reasonable."

Luan was trying not to let all his stress overwhelm him and he leaned his head back to smile at Thoma. "Thanks for helping me Thoma," he said and Thoma gave him a quick kiss before turning his head back towards the screen. 

"Stop trying to distract me and yourself. Book this flight and then we'll head to your work okay?"

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Thoma spent the whole day with Luan, helping him figure everything out so he could leave tomorrow. Luan held it all together the whole day, smiling, apologizing and doing his best not to let his true emotions show. Only once they were in the car and Thoma was absentmindedly asking about dinner did Luan break down. 

"Oh my god, what's wrong?" Thoma asked and tried to hold Luan but it was awkward in the car.

Luan mumbled something incoherent and Thoma softly asked him to repeat himself.

"Thoma... could you.."

"Yes, my love, what is it?"

"...would you come with me? Please, come to Japan with me."