Sincerely, Yours

50. A practice goodbye

(Mature Content)

Contrary to what Luan had said, he was starting to have second thoughts about having sex in public. Though he was mostly sure that no one would spot them or hopefully hear them, if they did get caught both Thoma and him would get arrested for sure and that would be just absolutely the worst. 

Luan's mind was racing and Thoma seemed to see his apprehension because he paused his actions and tilted Luan's face to meet his. He asked with a panting breath, "You having second thoughts, my dear?" 

Luan blushed and covered his mouth with his hand. He nodded and Thoma chuckled. "Even if I promise you that I won't let anyone see us? Or hear us?" Thoma asked and begin to glide his hands down Luan's pants. Luan grabbed onto his shoulders and threw his head back once Thoma's hand wrapped around the tip of his dick. 

"Ugh.... we can't be...fuck...sure that no one will....come," Luan panted and bit his lip as Thoma started to tease the tip of Luan's dick with his thumb and pump him slowly. 

Thoma leaned over him and kissed his neck, "Just trust me, Lu. I won't allow anyone but me to see you like this." 

Luan knew this wasn't a battle he was going to win so he decided to succumb to the pleasure. "D-do.. you have a condom?" Luan asked and Thoma groaned. "No..no I don't always just have one on me." Luan laughed and kissed his cheek. "With how much we have sex, you should start having one on you just in case."

"Can't I just..cum on the ground or something?" Thoma asked but he looked away in embarrassment. "What the fuck have you done to me, Lu? I can't believe I'm so desperate to be close to you that I just.." Thoma started to spiral so Luan kissed him.

"That's fine." Luan said, turned against the wall and pulled down his pants to just under his ass. "Just make sure you loosen me up first." He said over his shoulder and Thoma practically pounced on him. His middle finger made it inside Luan quickly and he yelped before quickly covering his mouth with both hands. 

"Sorry, did I hurt you?" Thoma asked worriedly. Luan shook his head and Thoma continued his movements. Luan wanted to urge Thoma on to add more fingers but he didn't dare uncover his mouth. He was already struggling to hide his moans and whimpers as it was. Thoma was watching him closely. Understanding that Luan was going to try and remain quiet throughout this whole situation, he pressed in another finger and waited for Luan to act. 

Luan shuddered and his legs began to shake, showing Thoma that he was fine and could continue. Thoma's patience was wearing thin and as he watched his now third finger easily enter Luan, he couldn't wait any longer.

Leaning over Luan's shoulder he whispered, "Is it okay if I start now?" To which Luan nodded. Without a moments hesitation Thoma lined himself up with Luan's entrance and pushed the tip of his dick inside. 

Fuck, I'll never get used to how incredible this feels. 

Luan was moaning through his hands and Thoma looked down at the scene of his dick slowly entering his slim boyfriends body while Luan struggled to control his voice. "This is so fucking hot," Thoma mumbled and slipped out of Luan to the tip before plunging back in completely. 

Luan's mind was quickly turning to mush as Thoma continuously entered him and he doubted his legs were going to hold out for much longer. They hadn't done this position very much, being that Thoma was taller than him by a good few inches and the angle was never right, plus there were so many other positions they enjoyed better. 

But right now, hidden in this alley but still very much in public, Luan thought it was incredibly hot. Thoma suddenly hit his prostate and Luan jolted, his eyes rolling back in his head. 

"Mmmph," Luan said through his hands and Thoma dug his hands into Luan's hips before finding that spot again and continuously ramming his dick into it. 

"Ahh Thoma, fuck s-stop..." Luan mumbled through his hand. His dick was dripping and he was overcome by the pleasure, making him unable to hold his voice back. Thoma understand he was close and pressed further into him, bringing his hand around to jerk Luan off. 

Luan moaned and Thoma covered his mouth with his other hand to keep him quiet. He began to thrust faster and Luan came undone. His legs shook as his orgasm overcame him and he collapsed onto the ground. He looked up to see Thoma jerking himself off and Luan leaned in to kiss the tip of his dick. 

"Ahh, fuck Luan. You're so sexy." Thoma moaned as he came onto the ground of the alley. 

Luan hid his face in his hands as the reality of what they just did in public dawned on him. 

Oh my god, oh my god, oh my  god.

"Hey Lu, are you okay? I didn't hurt you did I?" Thoma asked worriedly and leaned down to remove Luan's hands from his face. 

"Did I upset you by pushing you to have sex in such a public place?" Thoma was panicking and trying to comfort Luan but finally Luan raised his eyes to meet Thoma's. 

"No, it was good...really really good, its just..." Luan started but mumbled something incoherent under his breath. "It's just...?" Thoma asked and Luan mumbled through his hands, "I can't believe how much I liked it..Is there something wrong with me?" He said and Thoma tried to hold his laughter in but he just couldn't.

"Bwahaha, oh my dear Lu. I wish you would tell me more of adventurous things you want to do. I'm willing to do them all with you." Thoma said and hugged Luan to his chest. "I love you so much." Thoma said with a deep laugh and Luan's embarrassment was satiated and he cuddled into Thoma's chest. 

Thoma rubbed his back and then said into Luan's hair, "Let's head back. Can you walk okay?" He asked with a kiss to Luan's forehead and the latter nodded. 

They both adjusted themselves and slowly made their way back to the street where Luan retrieved his discarded his bike. Their walk back to the hotel was filled with small talk and discussing plans about Thoma's flight home tomorrow. 

Once back at the hotel Luan collapsed onto the bed and Thoma made his way to the bathroom to shower. 

Luan heard the shower turn on but then seconds after he heard the door creak open and he looked over to see Thoma come out in nothing but a towel. 

"Hey honey, have you seen my shower stuff?" Thoma asked and Luan blushed at the term of endearment. It made him feel like they were married. 

"I packed up most of your stuff this morning, let me fetch it for you." Luan responded and slid off the bed to Thoma's suitcase. 

"You that ready for me to leave?" Thoma joked and Luan answered without looking up at Thoma, "Actually I wanted you to spend every last second you're here with me and not have to worry about rushing around for all your stuff tomorrow or tonight." Luan admitted.

He didn't hear anything for a while and then he felt Thoma's hand pull him to his feet. He wrapped his arms around him and kissed his nose. "We won't be apart for long, my dear. But I agree that I want to spend every second I can kissing you, holding you, and talking to you until I leave." Thoma said. 

"Join me in the shower?" Thoma asked, even though he'd already started slipping his hands under Luan's shirt.

Luan squirmed and said, "Okay, but I can't go again right now. So don't try anything."

Thoma feigned shock and pulled Luan's shirt over his head. "As if I would ever go against your wishes, my dear."

As they laughed and washed each other off Luan was all the more sure that saying goodbye to Thoma was going to hurt like a bitch, regardless of how long they would be apart. Tonight he'd have to simply pretend they were just spending another night together before a day of adventuring.