Second Chance | Aizawaxreader

33. Smartie Pants

I need to address some things.

Someone was commenting that they think i'm lucky, but they were commenting it like while i was ranting about the roe v wade overturning on the todoroki story, and when i said my mom forced me to do stuff and she'd comment on my body and stuff. they wrote "i think you're lucky, my mom doesn't care about me." and "i think you're lucky, women aren't respected where i live at all" stuff like that.

like clearly i'm not the most unfortunate person in the world, and neither is that person since they r commenting on wattpad- but like it's so unnecessary.

just cuz women aren't respected at all where u live doesn't mean i'm gonna sit back while our rights r taken away where i live.

and bitch, never tell me that i'm lucky cuz my mom cares about me. making comments about my body and forcing me to things i hate is not caring. idc what ur situation is, don't compare me to u and i won't do it either.

it's not a competition. grow up.

there's always worse things going on in the world, i just so happen to be me and this is the stuff that i deal with. but remember- someone always has it worse than u and no matter how much info u get from my books, u never truly know what's going on in my life, that goes for other people as well. u don't know what they go through. don't tell them they're lucky cuz u wanna compare situations.

of course there's worse places in the world than america, it would be great if we can prevent it from becoming like those places. if u think the banning of abortions is 'lucky' then ur braindead and let's just wait and see what other steps they'll take. just cuz it's better than what goes on in ur country doesn't mean it's lucky.

now i want to be clear- if they said something like "women aren't respected here, it's also a problem" that's fine. but don't tell me the women in america r lucky, as if we're let off the hook easy with this law change. cuz that's just dumb. injustice is injustice. no matter the quantity, no matter where in the world it is, no matter who it happens to, i'll never see it as lucky.

it's like if i told u i had a fever and someone commented "well i have cancer" like u just don't do that. it's unnecessary and not a competition.

anyway

hopefully u guys understand what i mean and i'm not coming off as a bitch- i think i'm a lil intense sometimes

AND NOW IM WRITING THIS ANOTHER DAY: someone commented on the shinso book with the catphobia, 'if u think that's bad imagine being scared of needles, i'm scared of needles it's so humiliating' like girl. a cat. stop trying to downplay the shit i go through cuz u wanna compare it to urs. also, just the audacity to comment that literally right after i say i have the phobia and that phobias r a totally normal thing. 😐. like it's ok, u can have a phobia of needles, but don't downplay other phobias. i would think someone with a phobia would be able to understand that.

let's move on i can't be getting this irritated.

ok let's not move on cuz i got called 'a sick fuck' for my shinso story.

someone didn't like the peer pressure that that y/n goes through and called me a sick fuck for joking about it. firstly, i never joked about anything. idk where they got that idea. a lot of my stories involve traumatic topics (hence why they r all labeled mature and have trigger warnings) however, in all of my stories, i never once joked about these topics. secondly, my stories r meant to spread awareness. that person must've really not read any of it, because if they did they would've read that all my y/n's r based off me. calling me a sick fuck for spreading awareness about traumatic topics that i have gone through myself is an absolute horrible feeling. telling me to delete my stories because i'm not thinking about how i'm effecting other people is an awful feeling. i try to think about how everything i publish can effect people, which is why i'm very careful while writing and take the time to develop the healing arcs of all the y/n characters. some of my books r older and aren't as good as my newer ones, yes. but they still never made jokes, or took these topics lightly. i think that person's a sick fuck for commenting that without thinking about how it could've effected me.