Second Chance | Aizawaxreader

77. Journal pt 2

warning: this is a verryyyy long chapter. i was gonna split it into multiple but i just didn't like it split up.

another warning but this time a real serious one: depictions of rape.

also i take back what i said in previous chapters, now i actually think it was good for me to wait to publish daikis chapters.

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It had been a couple of weeks and you hadn't touched the journal... or the check. Which if you did end up wanting to deposit, you should do soon before it becomes void.

You were sitting on the couch, watching Eri and Haru play together. Shota was standing over them, giving them his opinions on the block towers they were building.

You still hadn't been sleeping good, even when you closed your eyes you couldn't sleep, you'd just lay there.

Aizawa crouched down to add a few blocks to Haru's tower, then he added a few blocks to Eri's tower and stood back up.

Haru felt his stomach grumble and looked up at you. "Mommy, I'm hungry."

"Mommy?"

You opened your eyes and turned to Haru. "You're hungry?... What do you want to eat?"

Haru hummed for a while.

And a while more...

"Chicken fingers!" He finally exclaimed.

"Ooh!" Eri said, jumping up to her feet beside her block tower. "Chicken fingers!"

"Mommy!"

You opened your eyes again. "Yes chicken fingers are good." You began to sit up and dragged your hands over your face.

"Do you want to go for a drive for chicken fingers?" Aizawa asked Haru as he leant down and picked Haru up.

"I do too!" Eri said excitedly.

Aizawa lent back down and picked Eri up with his other arm, just so she wasn't left out. "Let's go then"

"Y/n?"

"Mommy!"

You opened your eyes again and saw Aizawa standing near the couch while still holding Haru and Eri.

"You should go upstairs and lay down in bed." Aizawa said.

You shook your head and started to get up. "No, we're getting chicken fingers right?"

"We're gonna go while you stay here and rest." Aizawa said as he put both Haru and Eri down so he could lead you upstairs.

"Oh... I don't want to stay here alone..." You said even though you continued to follow him into the bedroom.

You sat down on the edge of the bed without him asking and leaned back til you were laying down. Then you closed your eyes for a moment.

"But lay against the pillow."

You opened your eyes again when you felt his hands on you. Aizawa had picked you up for a moment just to turn you so your head would be on the pillow.

"We won't be too long." He said as he reached across you to put the blanket over you. "And if you need anything you can call me."

You hummed with your eyes still closed. "Shota, why haven't you gone back to work yet?"

"Because I'm injured." He answered simply.

You opened your eyes to look at him and saw him looking at you with a straight face.

You frowned. "No you're not. You're better." You knew that if he was really still hurt he wouldn't have been able to pick up Eri and Haru like that, plus he was moving around as much as he used to it seemed. "Did you lie to me about being in trouble?"