never simple

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by RavenMoonspark

by RavenMoonspark

Things are never simple for me
Never make me believe
I matter to someone,
The way I yearn to

I'm so alone, so fragile, so broken
Always on my own, I know it
I am nothing to those I love
But an inconvenience or a burden
My pain is always lurkin'
I'm trapped in a body that hates me
Why can't you see?

My pain engulfs me
Like the fiery hell I need
The fact is, I am alone
And always will be
For no one will
Ever love me
Not the way I wish
Not the way I yearn

It's high time I learned
That I am nothing more
Nothing more than a burden
To all those who I love

Especially the ones
Who I'd be with someday
I know there's no way

And so, I'm trapped
Trapped in a body that hates me
A body I hate, too
I wish I could break free
But how can I?
I'm alone, and locked inside
I wish I could let you know
How sad I am inside
How broken I am
And might never heal ....