I raised my hands to knock on the door, but paused the moment I heard my name. Out of curiosity I placed my ears against the door, but all I heard was the sound of footsteps coming my way, and fast. I quickly moved away from the door, right before it swung open. My eyes widened in shock when I saw Yunho right in front of me. He stared back at me for a few seconds in silence.
"Yunho? What are you doing in-"
Before I was given the chance to finish my sentence, he simply walked away. I watched his figure as he walked on without looking back once. I turned my head back towards the door, this time knocking on it. I was quite nervous over what may have happened between the two, but I quickly shook the thoughts out of my head. The door swung open once again, revealing San. He stepped aside, allowing me in his house. I studied his face a bit before stepping in.
"What brings you here?" He coldly asked
"So I'm not allowed to visit now?" I let out a nervous chuckle
He shut the door, but stayed still. We stood around beside the front door, neither of us moving from our spots. San seemed spaced out, staring at the ground beside me.
"Since we're asking questions, let me ask you this. Did you know?" He suddenly brought his gaze up to me and placed his hands on his hips
"Know what?" My smile dropped
"See I'm telling myself that there's no reason you'd keep it from me. If you knew you'd tell me right?" He repeatedly asked
"San what are you talking about?" I breathed out
"Did you know that Yunho had feelings for you?" He tilted his head while staring at me intensely
I was at a loss for words over his question. So that's what they discussed.
"Why are you asking me this all of a-"
"Leo, I'm begging you, just answer it." He interrupted me
I went silent once again, almost afraid to answer.
"I wasn't totally sure of-"
"So you knew." He deeply exhaled as he turned away from me
He suddenly walked away to his room, leaving me dumbfounded.
"Where are you going?" I scoffed in disbelief
"Leave whenever you want to, I'll be in my room in the meantime." He walked in and shut the door behind him.
My heart raced as I felt a lump form in my throat. I chased after him, knocking on his door.
"San, why are you doing this? Open the door." I fought back the tears threatening to fall
He didn't answer though, even after I kept knocking. I wondered if he had planned to ignore me forever.
"San please, I really don't know why you're acting like this." I sobbed as the tears began to stream down my face
Suddenly he opened the door, and without any expression over his face, he stared at mine. I kept my eyes on his, fighting back the tears yet it proved to be useless.
"You told me that it wasn't about me, and that he wouldn't ever do anything like that. So tell me why he walked in here full of confidence and confessed his feelings for you to me."
"I don't know San, I don't know what he's thinking." I cried
"I'll tell you what he's thinking. He thinks you're not serious with me, and that you'll end up going to him sooner or later." San clenched his teeth
"Is that what you're hurt over?" I scoffed hopelessly
"No Leo, you know damn well I'm hurt over the fact that you knew yet kept it from me. For god's sake were you planning on making things good with him again even after you knew?" He furrowed his brows
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Your Lies | Choi San
FanfictionThe days go by as time heals. But what about the engraved memories of pleasure and misery and everything in between? - "You?" I breathed out