In the shadow of Hermione Granger.

First kiss?

Sunday October 28th

We go to my room and luckily no one is there, I lock the door behind us, and I sit down on my bed, but Ginny notices my painting of her, and she says: "Did you do this?"

I stand up and walk over to her and say: "Yeah, do you like it?"

Ginny: "Do I like it? I love it, you really have sense for the small details".

"Thanks, I do my best".

Ginny: "This is really beautiful; you are really talented"

"Thanks, this was actually what I wanted to show you."

Ginny: "Wow, I cant believe I never noticed that you go down to every little detail and I love how you made my eyes"

"Ginny, you are making me blush."

She doesn't say anything, she just takes my hand, and we sit down on my bed, I look deep into her blue eyes, they are like a big blue ocean, that I easily could get lost in, I could look into her eyes forever, I feel like I've been dreaming about this before, now that I think about it I've been dreaming a lot about her lately, but only once that we kissed, else it has been us flying on our brooms, or going on adventures in the forbidden forest.

I'm very nervous, this is my first kiss ever. I take my eyes from hers and look down on her lips, does she have lip-gloss on? Maybe? Do I need lip-gloss? Are my lips dry? My mind is spinning with a million thoughts at once, but I block them all out when Ginny lays her hand on my cheek and she leans in and her soft lips touches mine. I close my eyes and enjoy the feeling. It feels amazing, it's like the whole world disappears, I take my hand and gently lay it on her cheek, our lips let go for a brief second and then they find their own rhythm. Ginny moves her hand from my cheek to my shoulder and deepens the kiss. After what feels like forever Ginny gently lift my chin and kiss me one last time before pulling away. We are both speechless for a moment and the Ginny cuts the silence by saying: "If you are that good with Sebastian, then even I would be jealous."

I laugh shortly and say: "Sebastian and I didn't kiss, remember."

Ginny: "No way that was your first kiss"

"Yeah" I chuckle a bit.

Ginny: "But you are a natural, Deans was all wet and a bit disgusting, but this, wow, I can't even describe it"

"Harry is lucky to be kissing with you."

Ginny: "You really think so"

"Yes, I mean it."

Ginny looks at the time and says: "Shit, is it that much, I had a study-date with Luna"

"What time is it."

Ginny: "Almost three-forty-five"

"Well times flies when you have good company".

Ginny: "It really does, I got to go, but thanks, this meant the world to me"

She gives me a quick hug and then disappears through the door. And I'm alone with my thoughts. Astra hoots in her cage and I say to her: "You keep this between us" I want to speak to Hermione about this, but I know I cant because Ginny's boyfriend is Hermione's best friend and that would just complicate things for the golden trio. 

So, I sit down at my desk with my quill and paper and write: "Am I in love with her, I cant be, I've had a crush on Sebastian for forever, can your feelings change so easily, maybe, I'm confused." 

While I write Sophie burst into the room with tears running down her face, I put my paper away and go over to talk with her.

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