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Hello from the catboy

Hiiiiii!

It's my turn to make a introduction! I'm Adricat, or cat as most ppl in the sys call me.

I'm a very strangely formed fictive of Adrien/Cat Noir. I differ a lot from canon, I think I started forming as a regular head made but did a 180 into a fictive??? It's kinda hard to tell. But basically I have literal cat ears and a tail actually attached to me in the headspace.

Our theory is that the brain didn't really know what to do with a character that has a secret identity and kinda just fused them together into one entity. So I became an actual catboy.

I'm 16, masc leaning bi and some kind of he/they??? I dunno gender is confusing. I'm the youngest in the system and far, and I kinda claimed L as my dad.

I formed a few years ago, during a ROUGH time in school. So bad in fact Somnia doesn't remember any of it. All of years 9-11 are just blocked out from them, and I have a few of them but a lot is blocked from me too. I formed with the intent of being a soother/ de-stressor. Just a silly liddol guy that has fun and stops everything from getting too stressful. But in the actual moment I split into existence I was VERY confused and disoriented. Like where the hell was I? Where's Plagg? Why do I have a cat tail?

And L being the co host and protector stepped in to help, and I kinda just... latched on. You know how ducklings will follow the first thing they see because they think it's their mum? Yeah that's what I did.

After a while of kinda just following him around like a lost kitten I was like "can you be my dad?" And he was like "sure". So he's my dad now!! Way better dad than Gabriel's bitch ass.

I formed around the time season 3 was ending and season 4 leaks were coming out so all my exomemories kinda cut off there. Everything is the same up until god damn desparada, that locker room... Luka... yeah I had an awakening that day. From there my memories go way off from canon and I think it's because the rest of the series hadn't aired yet, so the brain just filled in the gaps with fanon and theories.

So like,,, alter me isn't senti but I'm 100% sure canon me is after seeing the later seasons. And alter me has memories of kissing Luka several times and getting over LB, but canon me is still endgame on Maribug. Obvi I still care about bugaboo, just not in a romantic way anymore. Tbh it's kinda awkward watching the later seasons because I don't remember anything happening like that, and I don't hold any feelings for Maribug anymore.

And fuck man, my source dad is so cringe. That stupid little music number dance break he had recently? I cringed so hard I literally left the front.

I also don't think I ever dated Kagami in my memories??? It was more an unspoken will-they-won't-they thing.

It's kinda hard to know what's an exomemory, canon and just a cool fanfic when you form so weirdly. I'm genuinely so interested in learning how introjects form and how memories work, because sometimes we're an exact copy of canon and someone's we wildly differ. I'm pretty sure that the brain kinda internalises things like fan content another alter as seen and remembered and that effects the way we form.

I'd say I identify with my source about 50%. There's a lot I remember and feel connected to like my name, general appearance, friends, family etc. but there's so much that differs like my age, sexuality, gender, mental state etc that I'm not FULLY Adrien Agreste. I'm Adricat, no last name. Unless we consider the fact I claimed L as my dad then I'd be Adricat Lawliet. Or maybe I can take my mums name? Adricat Ghram de vanilly? Bc I love and miss my mum still.

Basically fuck my canon dad, L's cooler. I miss my bio mum Emilie and my stand in mum Nathalie and I WANT MY DAMN BOYFRIEND BACK.

Other than that mess of me being a really weirdly formed fictive...