The New Boy

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I need Jack. right now.

"Jack?" I whisper through my cries, hoping that he would somehow appear.

he doesn't.

I fücking hate parties.

actually, I love them, but not this one.

"where the fück could he be?" I say, drying my tears.

I pull out my phone and dial his number. right before I press call, I realize that he probably won't answer me, so I *67 and call him.

"hello?" Jack says, his voice low and shaky. no music in the background.

"where are you?" I say, my voice cracking.

"Jess?" he asks, his voice becoming stronger.

"Jack, where the fück are you?" I say, holding back my tears.

"I'm-" he says and he's cut off by a girl in the background.

"babe, come back to bed." she says.

"Jess, this isn't-" he starts and I yell into the phone, breaking down crying.

"what the fück is it then? that's probably that fücking whore Madison. isn't it? isn't it Jack?" I pause and he doesn't reply.

"that's what I thought. you 'comforted' her after I beat the shit out of her. didn't you? fück you Jack. I'm already having a rough week. I'm going home. and to think I thought that you actually loved me." I say and I hang up.

I pack all of my shit and call my mom.

I walk down to the store, not wanting her to know that I was at a party. and it was Jacks.

she picks me up and I throw my stuff in the backseat and I climb in the front seat. expressionless. I just stare ahead, not even bothering to buckle or look at my mom.

we drive home, neither of us talking. completely silent. the radio not even on.

she pulls in the driveway and as soon as she stops the car I open the door, grab my bag and run inside before she can make me say anything.

I run up to my room and lock my door. I sit on my bed and I cry.

why me? why did I have to find this perfect guy and why did he have to cheat on me? I cry myself to sleep. not wanting to face people ever again.

~JACK'S POV~

Jess called me at the worst possible time.

I love her. I do not want to lose her.

"bro, what the fück is wrong with you?" Josh asks me.

I look over at him and I can feel the tears falling down my cheeks.

"I'm sorry dude. I just-" I start, but I can't finish.

"it's fine. just tell me what happened." he says.

I tell him. everything. not just the phone call, everything that Jess and I have done, not wanting to lose her.

Madison came in halfway through and just sat there and listened.

Josh took her to his house after the fight and I came after. when I got here, they were fücking, but I didn't care. it's not like I haven't fücked Madison before.

that's why Jess heard Madison when we were in the phone.

I looked up at the end and saw that Madison was crying too.

"Jack, I'm so sorry. if I knew I wouldn't have came." she says, as if that would make it any better.

"whatever. I invited you, mainly for Josh, but I still invited you because I wanted to see you and I shouldn't have. I shouldn't have even talked to you. I should've been with Jess." I say, just wanting to hold her now.

"Jack," Madison says taking a step closer to me.

"get the fück away from me." I yell at her, a little angrier than I planned.

she just looks down at the ground and walks away.

"dude, do you love her?" Josh asks me.

"of course I do!" I yell, tears still spilling over my eyelids.

"then go after her you fücking idiot." he says and walks away.

he's right.

I need to go and get her back.

I wipe my eyes and grab my car keys. she said that she went home, so I'm going to her house.

I keep calling her frantically, but she's not answering.

I leave her about 10 voice mails.

"Jess? I'm coming over. I'm so sorry."

"I love you. just let me explain."

"Jess. please answer."

"Jess, I love you."

"it's not what it seems like."

"babe. I need you."

"Jess. please answer me. I love you."

"Jess. I'm begging you."

my eyes start watering again.

"Jess."

"Jess. I'm so sorry. I love you. there are a million reasons for you to hate me, just know that I love-"

the sound of a loud bang and my head slamming against the steering wheel stop me.

a red liquid starts to blur my vision.

"no, Jess." I say weakly and my vision becomes black.

-

not gunna lie, I'm too lazy to check if it's Monday and I can't remember if it is. 😂 so hoping it is.

my schools prom is Saturday.

so excited. omg.

well, this was such a sad chapter.

I'm going to stop this a/n BC I don't want to ruin the chapter.

okay. bye.