Finding Love

...all falling apart

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I put on a long sleeve pink fuzzy sweater and blue jeans. I took my hair out of the braids it was in since Lee put them in braids for my wig. It looked like I had curled it with a curling iron. I sprayed some dry shampoo and threw on my gold locket Cory had gave me and I put in white pearl earrings. I put on white vans and I grabbed my phone. I saw that Harry had texted me saying:
Call me when you get this I need to tell you someone thing. It's important.
I furrowed my eyebrows and I dialed his phone number and then after one ring he immediately picked it up. I said, "Hey Harry sorry I was filming the music video so I just saw your text!" He said, "It's okay are you free now?" I said, "Harry it's midnight." He said, "I know but it is really important!" I said, "Oh okay I'll be over soon." I hung up and then I walked outside and I saw Joseph. He said, "That was an amazing shoot today!" I said, "Ya it was a lot of fun!" He said, "Well are you excited for tomorrow!" I said, "Ya do you know what time I have to be here!" He said, "Don't kill me but you have to be here at 7!" I groaned and he said, "Well at 2 you need to get ready for the pitch perfect 2 premiere so we have to be done by then!" I said, "Okay well I should go but I will see you then!" He said, "Okay bright and early!" I groaned and then I went outside and I got in my car and I drove to Harry's apartment. I pulled up 15 minutes later and I got out of the car. I looked down ignoring the paparazzi flashes and I went up to the door. I knocked on the door and then after a few seconds Harry answered it. He immediately pulled me into a hug and then pulled me inside. I locked the door and I looked up and saw Harry had tear stains on his cheeks. I said, "What's wrong!" He wrapped his arms around me and I could feel tears on my back. I grabbed his hand and pulled him on to the couch. I put my hands on his cheeks and I whipped his tears away and I said, "What's wrong Haz." He said, "Zayn left." I said, "W-what?" He said, "Zayn quit the band." I felt my eyes tear up and I said, "Why." He said, "He wants to go solo or some stupid crapped excuse!" He picked up a table lamp and chucked it at the wall and I said, "Harry stop." He ran his fingers threw his hair and reached for something else but I sat on his lap and I grabbed his face and said, "Harry please stop!" He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close to him. He said, "God I can't take my mind off of how stupid he is! Why would he ever want to leave!" He groaned and said, "Why should I even care about him! He clearly didn't care about us! Screw him!" He wrapped his arms around me and kissed me. Except unlike his usual soft kisses this one was more rough and needy like he just needed me to be strong for him and just to comfort him. I kissed him back and I ran my fingers threw his hair. I laid down and he went on top of me. He continued kissing me and after a while he pulled away and wrapped his arms around me and he snuggled up to me. After a few minutes I looked over and then he fell asleep. I kissed his cheek and I closed my eyes and I was lost in thoughts. Zayn was so happy in the band why would he ever want to leave the band. I don't understand but all I know is I needed to talk to Zayn. Also I need to be strong... For not only myself but for Harry. That was my last thought before I drifted off to sleep...