Finding Love

The Grammys

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I woke up to my alarm at 7:30 and unlike usual I was wide awake. I walked into my bathroom and took a shower and then I blow dried my hair and threw on blue jeans and a white v neck with flip flops. I went in the kitchen and fed Marilyn and ate breakfast. I brushed my teeth and then got in my car and drove to the venue. I stopped at Starbucks and got coffee on the way and when I pulled up to the venue and I got out and went in and we did a quick run through. After that they rushed me backstage and Lee started on my hair and makeup and I took a picture with her and captioned:
She's backkkk
She finished up on my hair and makeup and my hair was sort of half up half down and curled. My makeup was:
Usual red carpet foundation and eye prep
Orange/brown sparkly eyeshadow
Winged black eyeliner
Nude pink lipstick
She handed me my dress and I put it on and it was a red straight long strapless sparkly dress with black on the top and black heels. My nails were a clear/white color and I had my promise ring, small drop diamond earrings and a small black clutch. They quickly led me to the red carpet. I started walking down and I posed and they kept having to fix my dress because it kept creasing. After they let me be done posing I saw Taylor. I went over to her and I hugged her. She said, "Ah I love your dress!" I said, "Aw thanks I love yours too!" She said, "Thanks I'm really excited to see your performance!" I said, "Ya I'm really nervous for it though!" She said, "Your gonna do great trust me!" I smiled and I said, "I have to do some quick interviews then head in because in the second performer." She said, "Okay see you in there!" I nodded and smiled and walked over to the interview area. I first went to Ryan Seacrest. He hugged me and said, "You look gorgeous!" I said, "Thank you!" He said, "Okay well I had my people looking for videos of interviews we had done when you were younger and this is what they found." He played the video:

Ryan said, "What do you do when you see all if the hate and stuff you get especially on social medias?" I said, "Well you just have to shake it off!"

The video ended and I made a weird face and I said, "Wow that's..." He said, "Was Shake It Off idea created back then or?" I said, "It was a pure coincidence!" I then continued that interview and did the rest of them and they told me I could socialize for 15 minutes. I looked around and saw the boys posing. I saw Perrie and the other little mix girls watching on the side and I walked over to them and said hi and stuff and then Perrie and I started cheering for them and they started laughing. The boys walked over to us and Harry pulled me into a hug me and he said, "You look gorgeous love." I said, "Thanks Styles your not to bad yourself!" He leaned in to kiss me and I said, "Nope can't ruin the lipstick!" I hugged the rest of the boys and then a lady came over to me and told me I had to go inside. I said bye to the boys and then I went inside the building and followed the lady to my dressing room and I saw Lee and Scooter and the rest of my team. Lee said, "Brooke sit we need to start and I'm just changing your hair!" I said, "Okay!" She put my hair in a neat fancy high ponytail and straightened it. I quickly changed into my dress that was a black halter dress that was long and straight. It had a middle cut out and one on the side. I then had long diamond hanging earrings and no other jewelry. My shoes were the same and Scooter said, "Brooke your up in 10!" I said, "Okay." I put on my ear pieces and I walked to the stage and people wished me good luck. I was really nervous not only because it was at the Grammys but I was performing the song Harry wrote and he didn't know it. They led me into stage and it was pitch black so no one in the audience saw me. The music started and then the lights went on and I started singing:

Oh, oh, oh, oh
I don't ever ask you where you've been
And I don't feel the need to
Know who you're with
I can't even think straight but I can tell
That you were just with her
And I'll still be a fool
I'm a fool for you

Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart is all I want
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit of your heart
Just a little bit is all I'm asking for
Oh, oh, oh, oh