Finding Love

Lunch with Sel

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To begin getting ready I first blow dried my hair. After I finished blow drying my hair I straightened it and put it into a middle part. Then I put on my makeup. Today I decided to go pretty simple/ natural for my makeup so I put on:

Foundation
Blush and bronzer
Filled in eyebrows
Chapstick
Black mascara

That was all for my makeup since they would re do it for the fashion show later! I went into my suitcase and picked out my Paris fashion outfit. I basically have a different style for every place I go and probably one of my favorites it the Paris fashion. I put on a muscle top cut black dress. It was plain black and went down to the bottom of my calves and a few inches above my ankle. It had two slits on both sides that went up to my high thigh. Then I put on my little black booties that went up a few inches above my ankle. To finish off my outfit I put on the same muscle cut sleeves, but it was a cream ish colored fur vest that went down to my waist. I got my creme colored Prada side purse and the same big black sunglasses I was wearing before. I set my makeup and hair with makeup spray and hair spray and then I was all done. I texted Andy saying:

Hi I just wanted to tell you at 12 I am going to lunch with Selena at Monte Restaurant!

He immediately responded saying:
Okay meet me in the lobby when you are ready!

I got all of my stuff I would need and put it in my purse. I then walked out of my room and made sure to lock the door behind me. I then got on to the elevator and went down to the lobby. I got into the lobby and immediately spotted Andy. I walked over to him and he said, "Are you ready to go?" I nodded and said, "Yep!" He nodded and motioned other security to come over and they opened the door. You could immediately hear screaming and saw cameras flashing every where. They lead me through the crowd with luckily no problems! We got into the car and drove to the restaurant and I went on Instagram and saw a picture I liked of me and a fan when I was arriving in Paris. I posted it and captioned:

nyc✈️paris

We then pulled up to the restaurant and we quickly got out of the car and went inside the restaurant. I walked in and saw Selena so I told Andy and I walked over to her. She stood up and hugged me and we said hellos and then we sat down. The waiter brought over waters and then handed us the menus. Selena said, "Your going to the Louis show tonight right?" I said, "Ya are you?" She nodded and said, "We should get ready and got together!" I said, "Ya I'll text my makeup and hair person now!" I pulled out my phone and texted Lee saying:

Hey! Can Selena and I both get ready at my hotel room for the Louis show tonight?

She immediately responded saying:
Ya that's fine with me!

I said:
Okay thanks! See you then.

I put away my phone and looked up and said, "She says that it's okay with her!" Selena said, "Yay!" I smiled and said, "How is Zedd?" She blushed and said, "He's good how's Harry!" I said, "He's good!" She laughed and said, "Ya with Zedd there is basically no drama!" I nodded and said, "Well for once there is basically no drama in my life!" Selena laughed and said, "So you and Harry are all good?" I said, "We really are good!" She smiled and said, "That's good because I know you guys have struggled in the past." I nodded and she said, "But as your friend I just want to make sure your happy because I know when I was with Justin I felt like I had to be with him and it was a lot of pressure and I wasn't okay." I looked down and my eyes teared. I said, "It's just...Before I met him I wasn't happy...but now-" I felt tears roll down my cheeks and I whipped them away. I continued saying, "But the fact that I wasn't happy with out him scares me because what if in a few years things don't work out and then I don't trust my self to make the right decision." She nodded and said, "I could always tell how you were before with the whole bulimia and now I can tell how happy you are with Harry and I can tell that you guys are a love for the books." I smiled and hugged her and I said, "Thank you." Both of us were tearing up. We pulled away and whipped our eyes. The waiter came over and we ordered our food. A few minutes later the food came and we began eating. Selena said, "So I know you have your album that you are working on do you have any titles or songs written?" I said, "I've been struggling with the album name and I have a lot of songs written but for me it's hard to pick because I want the album to be all about the new me and women empowerment and sort of my revival!" She smiled and suddenly said, "Revival!" I said, "What?" She said, "Your album name!" I said, "Oh my god that's perfect!" She smiled and said, "It fits your whole sort of theme about your struggle and what you have been through and how much you have changed!" I smiled and said, "That is an amazing name and I really love it!" She smiled and said, "Well I'm glad I can help!" I smiled and we then continued eating. When we finished we split the bill and then Selena said, "I'm going to drive in my car but I'll follow you to your hotel!" I said, "Okay that good I'm ready to go whenever you are!" She nodded and said, "Let's go!" We stood up and walked out the door and got into our cars and both drove to my hotel...