Finding Love

Surprise surprise

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I opened my eyes and then grabbed my phone. I saw it was 12. Wow I slept later than I thought. I got up and walked over to my bathroom and took a shower. 30 minutes later I got out and blow dried my hair and put it in big voluminous curls. I put on my robe and walked back into my room. I grabbed my phone and scrolled through twitter. I saw Harry tweeted: Just chilling at home:)
I smirked then walked over to my closet and put on a black push up bra and black thong. I put on a black lace tank top and tucked it into black short high waisted shorts. I then put on a white tank top that had a zipper up the front of the shirt. I then put on a red leather jacket with studs. I then put on matching red studded high top converse. I looked in the mirror and saw that you could see the top of my boobs popping out of the top of my shirt. This will definitely work... I then grabbed my phone and keys and walked downstairs. I saw no one I guess they were all out. I walked outside and got into my car. I then drove off to Harrys apartment. After 10 minutes I pulled into his apartment and got out of the car and quickly walked to his door. I turned the knob and it was already opened. I walked in and I saw no one, I locked the door and then walked up to Harrys room and opened the door. Harry immediately looked over and I smirked and took off my leather jacket and said, "It's just so hot in here aren't you hot?" He sat up and said, "I am now." I turned to the door and walked over and tried to lock it. I said, "How do you lock this." He said, "It doesn't." I said, "No problem." I took a chair and put it on the door so no one could come in. I said, "So I've been thinking and I decided that we need some alone time." I unzipped my shirt and his eyes widened and he immediately stood up. I walked over to him and grabbed my arms around his neck and immediately kissed him. He quickly kissed back and then I opened my mouth and he quickly kissed back. He pulled away and said, "I don't think we should-" I started unbuttoning his shirt and said, "I think that you think to much." After his shirt was unbuttoned I took it off and then kissed him and he immediately slipped his tongue in. He lifted me up and carried me to his bed and the put me down and laid on top of me. I pulled him closer to me and he slowly slid of his pants and then started taking off mine. My phone started ringing and I grabbed it and hit ignore. Harry started kissing my neck and then I moaned and he took of my shirt and my phone rang again. I ignored it again and Harry said, "Someone really wants to reach you." I said, "Well they have to wait." I pulled Harry closer and we continued making out. He moaned and then started giving me a hick. He then grinded on me while I just lied on top of him. I then pushed him back and laid on top of him and I moaned and after a few minutes the door bursted open. Harry threw the sheets over us and said, "REALLY EVERY GOD DAMN TIME!" We saw all the boys standing there smirking. Louis said, "Aw is little Hazza and Brookie naked under there!" Harry said, "LOUIS SHUT UP!" Liam said, "Brooke your mom called and she said it was an emergency." I muttered, "Crap." I looked up at the boys and Niall said, "What?" I turned bright red and then said, "Um I'm kinda not wearing anything under this..." They nodded and quickly left. I got up and Harry pulled me back down the kissed me. I pulled away and said, "Liam said it was important." Harry said, "Will I see you later?" I said, "Maybe not sure..." He nodded and I put back on my clothes. I kissed his cheek and said, "See you soon." I ran downstairs and got in the car. I got a text from my mom and it said:
Come to dance studio. Hurry.
I drove off to the studio quickly and I was so confused. Whenever Harry and I get close someone has to ruin it. I pushed the thoughts out of my head and pulled into the studio. I quickly got out and walked into the studio. No one was at the front desk so I walked into the dancers den and saw all the girls...crying. I said, "Um what's wrong." My mom walked over to me and hugged me. She said, "Mrs.Miller...died." I started crying Mrs. Miller was Abby's mom and she was like a grandma to me. I walked over to Abby then hugged her and she was crying. After a few minutes she pulled away and went to the other girls. I then stormed out of the room and walked out of the studio and then I heard my mom scream, "BROOKE WHERE ARE YOU GOING!" I ran outside and hopped in the car and drove off. After 5 minutes of driving around not knowing where I was going I decided to go to the recording studio. After 10 minutes of driving I pulled into the recording studio and there was a ton of paparazzi. I took off my leather jacket and used it to hide my face and I quickly got out of the car and started walking to the studio door. A paparazzi said, "HOW ARE YOU DEALING WITH MRS. MILLERS DEATH! AT LEAST WE GOT RID OF A DEVIL!" I snapped back and said, "WELL SHE WASNT A HEARTLESS BITCH LIKE YOU SO SHUT THE FUCK UP AND GET A REAL JOB!" I then walked in the studio and slammed the door. I walked into the recording room and I immediately broke down crying. I slid against the wall and grabbed my phone and went on twitter and tweeted:
Don't wait until it's too late to tell someone how much you love, how much you care. Because when they're gone, no matter how loud you shout and cry, they won't hear you anymore...
I then walked over to the writing area and grabbed my old book and looked through my old songs. I found one that caught my eye it was called Fix A Heart. I remember when I wrote this after Alison had went missing. I walked over to the recording booth and turned on some background music and turned video on my phone and then started singing:
It's probably what's best for you
I only want the best for you
And if I'm not the best then you're stuck
I tried to sever ties and I ended up with wounds to bind
Like you're pouring salt in my cuts

And I just ran out of band-aids
I don't even know where to start
'Cause you can bandage the damage
You never really can fix a heart

Even though I know what's wrong
How could I be so sure
If you never say what you feel, feel
I must have held your hand so tight
You didn't have the will to fight
I guess you needed more time to heal

Baby, I just ran out of band-aids
I don't even know where to start
'Cause you can bandage the damage
You never really can fix a heart

Ooh, ooh
Whoa, whoa
Yeah
Ooh, ooh
Whoa, whoa
Whoa, whoa
Oh, oh
Yeah

You must be a miracle worker
Swearing up and down
You can fix what's been broken, yeah
Please don't get my hopes up
No, no, baby, tell me how could you be so cruel?

It's like you're pouring salt on my cuts

Baby, I just ran out of band-aids
I don't even know where to start
'Cause you can bandage the damage
You never really can fix a heart

Baby, I just ran out of band-aids
I don't even know where to start
'Cause you can bandage the damage
You never really can fix a heart
Oh no, no, no
You never really can fix a heart
Oh no, no, no
You never really can fix a heart
Oh-oh, oh, oh-oh yeah-oh, oh, oh, oh
You never really can fix my heart

I didn't even notice I was crying until I finished singing. I whipped my eyes and looked up and heard clapping. I saw Harry and he came into the booth and I hugged him and cried into his chest. He hugged me tightly and said, "That song was amazing." I said, "No it really wasn't." He said, "It really is you should put it on the album." I said, "Can we just not talk about the album or anything." He hugged me tighter and he said, "You should get home your moms worried about you." I nodded and then he said, "I'll take you home..." I said, "What about my car?" He said, "I'll bring it to your house tomorrow." I faked a smile and Harry frowned and said, "You don't need to pretend." I said, "Let's just go." I grabbed all my stuff and Harry grabbed my hand and pulled me close to him. Paparazzi started taking pictures but Harry pushed through and opened the door for me and I quickly got in. We sat in silence and we drove to my house. Harry got out and opened my door for me and walked me inside. He said, "I'd come in but I have to go home and finish some birthday wrapping." I smiled and Harry said, "You sure you'll be okay?" I said, "Yea I'll just have to face it." He nodded and hugged me and then went to walk away and I said, "Wait! You call that a goodbye!" He turned around and I smirked and ran over to him and kissed him and he quickly kissed back. After a few seconds he pulled away and smiled at me then went back into his car and drove off. I walked inside and my parents ran over to me and immediately hugged me and my mom said, "Where were you!" I said, "I was at the studio but I'm just going to bed since I have a busy day tomorrow." She said, "Okay see you tomorrow!" My dad said, "Goodnight Brooke." I walked into my room and changed into pajamas and took off my makeup then went to bed.