Finding Love

LAX

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I saw that it was 5 o'clock and my plane was at 7. I said, "I am going to change quickly before we leave!" They all nodded and I walked back into the changing room. I began to quickly get ready. For my outfit I put on light colored ripped boyfriend jeans that were rolled up. Then for my top I put on a black fuzzy short sleeve crop top. For my shoes I put on short black booties with buckles on the sides of them. For my hair I put it in a middle part and I brushed it out so it was messy, but still curled. I adjusted my makeup to do some touch ups and I put on some bracelets. On my left wrist I had a black watch and a gold cartier bracelet. Then on my right wrist I put on a silver charm bracelet. I put all of my clothes and what I would need into my car bag. It was a structured white backpack. I then put it on my back and walked out of the changing room. My mom said, "Are you ready B?" I nodded and said, "Yep!" Anne said, "Okay let's go!" We walked out of the room and went out of the building. Being sure to thank the lady at the front desk before we left. We quickly got into the car which was parked out front and we began to drive to the airport. After a while we pulled up to the airport. I hugged everyone and I said goodbye. I got out of the car with the car bag backpack on and then I walked over to the trunk and I opened it. I grabbed my two rolling suitcases and took them out of the trunk. I said goodbye to everyone once again and then I started walking towards the airport doors. Paparazzi began to surround me and take a lot of pictures and then that caused a lot of fans to crowd around me. I quickly went inside and a few paparazzi and fans were in the airport. They chased me and took pictures. I walked to the security line as quickly as possible. Paparazzi followed me and started asking really annoying questions. They kept yelling many things like:

"BROOKE WHERE IS HARRY!"
"WHOSE THE BABY DADDY!"
"YOU CHEATING ON HARRY WITH ZAYN AGAIN!"

I got to the front of the line and then I started passing through security. A few of them were still following me continuing to ask really obnoxious questions. I said, "Shut the fuck up." I walked out of security and grabbed my bags and walked to the gate and they couldn't follow me anymore, but they were still taking pictures and yelling. I flipped them off and then I walked on to the gate and got on the plane. Thankfully I had a single seat, which even though it is the "first class" section I sometimes are stuck sitting with some creepy business people that are trying to get me to invest in their products or whatever. I went into my bag and grabbed my phone headphones and a sort of shawl. The shawl was white, black, and burgundy red. It was a sort of blanket, but acceptable to wear in public. I then put on my headphones and turned on my music. Then the whole plane ride I basically spent it listening to music, answering boring emails, and most importantly sleeping...

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It was a direct flight so it only took 8 hours. By the time I landed it was 3 in the morning... To say the least I was very exhausted. I got to the airport and there was a car waiting for me out front. I got my suitcases as quickly as possible and then I went outside and got into the car. As we drove back to my apartment I scrolled through my phone and I saw a twitter post of me giving the paps the middle finger. I laughed at it and then posted it on Instagram and made it black and white. I then decided to caption the picture:

mood

After around 30 minutes I got dropped off at my apartment and I paid the driver and then I quickly went inside and fed Marilyn and then took her to my room and changed into pajamas. I took off my makeup and brushed my hair and then I laid down on my bed and I past out in less than a minute...