Finding Love

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I opened my eyes and saw it was 10:50. CRAP! I have to be at the appointment in 10 minutes! I snuck out of Cory's room and ran to my car and then came back in and changed into the random clothes I had. I then left Cory a note saying where I went and that is be back in an hour or so. I then went to the women's area and checked in and I was immediately led into a room where I waited for the doctor. After 5 or so minutes Doctor Daniels came in and he said, "Hello Brooke how are you doing?" I said, "I'm good how are you." He said, "Good now I came in here to discuss something very important with you." I said, "Is it serious." He said, "It won't affect you now but in the future." I said, "What do you mean?" He said, "Well when we ran the pregnancy test on your blood we found some irregular activity." I said, "What kind of irregular activity." He said, "Well you said you had missed your period so we checked into that and found out that your irregular heart beat had triggered some sort of problem with your cycle." I said, "What does this all mean?" He sighed and said, "You're not pregnant." I said, "I know." He said, "And you'll never be." I said, "W-what?" He said, "Due to the stress that's been put on you your hormones got off and there is a 99 percent chance that you will never be pregnant." I stood up and said, "I need to go!" I ran back to Cory's room and broke down crying. I know I didn't want to be pregnant now but one day I did! Cory said, "Are you okay?" I shook my head and sat next to him and hugged him and he said, "What happened?" I said, "I-I can't get p-pregnant ever." He said, "Brooke you don't know that for sure." I said, "But the doctor said there is a 99 percent chance of me never being pregnant!" Cory whipped my eyes and said, "Well when the time comes you'll deal with it but not now you don't need any added stress." I said, "I know but-" He said, "You choose the ending of your life no one else so don't let some stupid doctor tell you how to live because you Brooke Hyland are going to be that 1 percent." I smiled and hugged him and then I said, "I should head out I have the album photo shoot." He said, "Okay well I'm being released today so I'll see you soon!" I hugged him goodbye and then went in my car and drove to the studio. I pulled up and got out and then went in and they led me into hair and makeup and then we started the photo shoot...
6 hours later we were finally done! We did a bunch of shots at the studio but the last 2 hours we went to this mountain where you could see clouds and room the cover shot there and it was gorgeous. Scooter then told me that my album was going to be released in 2 days and tomorrow morning I was shooting a music video for the heart wants what is wants and it would be released in 3 days at the Grammys! Which I was performing the heart wants what it wants! We would start rehearing the day of the album release! I was also nominated for 4 categories:
Best female singer
Best group(bang bang)
Best album(even though it wasn't released)
And another award which scooter said was a surprise!
I then drove back to my house and went to sleep...
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I woke up and showered and then let my hair air dry and quickly threw on random clothes and sunglasses since they would be doing my hair and makeup at the shoot. I fed Marilyn and drove to the location that Scooter told me. I pulled up and then went in and they started on my hair and makeup and 2 hours later they were done. My makeup up was very minimal and my hair was in a low messy bun and I had a black cool bra and a see through long sleeve romper type black top and a leather jacket that just went over my shoulder. We then went over the music video and what we would be doing and then we started filming...
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Many hours later we were done! We then edited it and had the final cut. Scooter then said, "The album release party you had with a bunch of fans is tonight because your album is released at midnight." I said, "IM SO EXCITED!" He said, "You can get changed here and it's at this hotel!" I walked into the dressing room and put on my unicorn onesie and slippers and my hair was already curled so I left it that way and then I just took off my makeup and reapplied it and put only foundation and mascara on. Scooter then said, "Okay I texted you the address and he fans are all there so you can kinda sneak up on them!" I said, "Okay I'm so excited!" I then got in my car and drove to the hotel and my Randy led me in and then they waited outside and I walked in and there was a bunch of fans everywhere and I walked around and talked to them in different voices and had my hood up so they wouldn't recognize me. Then at 11:50 I went on the stage and I said, "HEY GUYS!" They all turned towards me and screamed and I smiled and I said, "So do you guys want to here my new album?" They all screamed and I said, "Well here it is!" Scooter turned it on and we all listened to it and when it was done they all cheered and I walked around and took a bunch of selfies and pictures with everyone and we danced and partied and then everyone else was going to leave but Scooter told me that I could show them my music video." I walked on stage and said, "Now before you all leave I want to share with you my first single off the album the heart wants what it wants!" They cheered and then Scooter played it. We then took a group picture and I had to go. I hugged a bunch of people goodbye and then drove home because I had to be at the ama rehearsals at 1. I quickly went on Instagram and twitter and told everyone to go buy the new album. I then posted the group picture and I captioned it:
Thank you to all my amazing fans who celebrated the album release with me I love you all<3
I then drove home and showered then fell asleep...