Finding Love

Brunch

I went to my room and put on a green quarter sleeve dress with white small designs on it and the same colored green small buttons going down the middle. I put on a necklace with a green ball. I put on foundation and nude lipstick and some black winged eye liner and nude eyeshadow on my eye lip and dark nude eyeshadow on the cress. I then curled my hair in beach waves and put on white vans. I grabbed a side white purse and threw my stuff in it and quickly fed Marilyn and then grabbed my phone and typed in: Can you hookup while being pregnant? I searched it and they all showed up saying no. I angrily grabbed my phone and called Zayn. He answered on the second ring and I said, "WHAT THE HELL ZAYN!" He said, "What?" I said, "YOU CANT HOOKUP WHILE YOUR PREGNANT!" He said, "Oh I thought you could?" I said, "Ya well you can't!" I started tearing up and Zayn said, "What's wrong?" I said, "Zayn I can't do this anymore okay!" He said, "Brooke don't say that your a strong person!" I said, "No I'm not! Harry will break up with me when I get all fat so I can't make that happen okay!" Zayn said, "Brooke don't do it!" I said, "Harry will hate me the media will hate me my family will hate me! I have to go to a lunch with Harry his grandma my mom his mom and my sister! What am I going to tell them oh sorry I'm pregnant Zayn!" He sighed and said, "Listen okay. D-" I hung up and cried I heard the door open and Harry said, "I'm here Brooke!" I whipped my eyes and said, "One second!" I fixed my makeup and grabbed my stuff and walked down stairs and Harry said, "Are you okay love?" I nodded and he leaned to kiss me but I quickly turned to the side. I don't deserve him. He sighed and ran his fingers through his hair and said, "Let's go." We walked on the elevator and rode down. We then rode down and we got out and cameras started flashing. Harry grabbed my hand and we went outside and I immediately felt insecure. I hid behind Harry just incase anyone would notice about the stomach. Harry opened the door for me and I quickly got in then he did. We started driving and after a few minutes I said, "Where is the lunch?" He said, "Just some sushi place." I froze. I quickly grabbed my phone and texted Zayn saying:
SOS I'm stuck at sushi place for lunch! Find out place and please help!
We pulled up and I saw Zayn texted back saying:
Just stall I'll be there
Harry opened my door and grabbed my hand and we quickly went in. We saw everyone at a table and we walked over to them and I hugged them all. Harrys grandmother said, "Sit down we already ordered its nice to see you all!" We sat down and the order was Harry me Paige my mom Anne and Harrys grandmother. Anne said, "Sorry Gemma couldn't be here she has uni." We all just nodded and made small talk and then the food came. I froze as I saw a huge plate of sushi on my plate. Harry put his hand on my knee comfortably and I fake smiled. I just stared at the food and everyone talked. Paige said, "Harry are you guys working on your album?" Harry said, "Ya but we only have around 6 songs done." Harry looked at my plate and he put his hand on my knee and whispered, "Are you okay love?" I looked down and teared up and shook my head. Harry said, "Um can you excuse us." Harry grabbed my hand and I stood up and he put his hands on my waist and we walked to the back area. After we were out of sight of our parents I pulled away and sprinted to the bathroom and locked the door. I bursted out crying and Harry knocked and said, "Brooke what's wrong!" I didn't respond and he said, "Come on p-please I c-can't just sit here while your l-like this!" I didn't move and a few seconds later I heard someone say, "Harry let me talk to her." It was Zayn! I opened the door and let him in and he ran his fingers through his hair and said, "You can't do this to Harry anymore he's gonna figure out and wouldn't you rather have him know from you!" I nodded and whipped my eyes. He said, "I don't think you should tell him now but after christmas he needs to know." I nodded and hugged him and Zayn said, "Okay eat the rice and say your just feeling a little under the weather now I have to go meet Perrie for lunch." I said, "Okay thanks Zayn." I gave him a quick hug and he walked out and I fixed my makeup and took out my phone and tweeted:
Thanks @zaynmalik your always there when I need you❤️
I then walked back to the table and Harry whispered, "You okay?" I nodded and said, "Ya I just feel a little under the weather." He nodded and everyone continued eating and then after we finished Harrys grandma said, "Harriet why don't you go get your dear grandmother a glass of wine." I giggled a little when she said Harriet. Harry elbowed me and smiled and said, "Ok red or white?" She said, "Red." He stood up and pecked me on the lips and went over to the bar. I turned back to the table and then his grandma said, "Now that he's gone we can get the real information." I laughed and his grandma said, "So anything new with you and Harry?" I froze. She knows! No how could she do I look fat! I glanced at my stomach and I shook my head and said, "Not really." I felt my phone ding and it was Cory. He texted me saying:
Want to have a bestie day(;
I quickly texted him back saying:
Yes I have really important things to tell you! Pick me up at 43 sunrise road.
I looked back at the table and said, "I really should get going tell harry I said bye." I walked away and smiled and waved and walked to the front and a few minutes later I saw Cory's car and I hid my face and went outside ignoring the flashes and I quickly got in Cory's car.