Finding Love

Have i meet you?

I woke up and looked at the clock and it said 7. I looked over to see Harry was sleeping. I decided not to wake him and I went into the bathroom and took a shower. I then blow dried my hair and curled it. I then went in snuck into my room and noticed Paige was already up. I cursed and muttered, "Great... Now they know I was with Harry..." I then grabbed jeans a white lace tank top and a nude colored jacket. I then went in my bathroom and out on my outfit and added a feather bracelet and a heart necklace. I also put on my nude uggs then looked at the clock to see it was 9:30. I walked toward Harrys room and peeked in to see he was still sleeping. I snuck in and grabbed my phone then walked downstairs. I saw that everyone besides me and Harry were downstairs. But the dads and Josh were missing. They all smiled when they saw me and then Anne then said, "The boys went to the store to get food for the party." I said, "What party?" My mom then said, "Harrys grandfather has a party every year the day after thanksgiving." I nodded then Paige walked in the living room and said, "The eggs are ready." We walked in the kitchen and sat down at the table and Gemma sat next to me and said, "You know you and Harry were a lot quieter then I thought you'd be." My face went red then everyone looked at me shocked and Paige just looked confused. Anne said, "He said you wouldn't." My mom and Anne both looked angry, Gemma looked amused and Paige just looked confused. I then quickly said, "WE DID NOTHING BESIDES SLEEP! Not even a good night kiss!" They sighed in relief. Then Paige said, "Now I get it!" I rolled my eyes and everyone laughed. Anne said, "There might have been confusion but last night I was talking about mine and Robins wedding soon your all invited!" My mom said, "Yeah that's great!" I was so embarrassed. We continued eating then when we all finished we helped with the disses. Anne said, "Harrys still not up it's 10:30." I said, "He usually wakes up late when he can because there sceduale is so busy." Anne nodded. Then they turned and looked at me and my mom said, "How do YOU know that?" I said, "Uh he told me?" It came out of more like a question then a statement. My mom then said, "I'm guessing you stayed at Harrys instead of a "friends." I said, "Technically at the time he was a friend." My mom said, "Okay I believe you for now..." I laughed then Anne said, "I'm going to go wake up Harry." He then left and went up stairs. Paige my mom Gemma and I went and sat on the couch and then Paige turned on the TV and dance moms was on... I laughed then said, "Oh my god I hate this episode." It was a replay of the episode where I had the date with Brandon. Anne then came down a few minutes into it and then Anne came down and said, "He's not waking up..." Gemma smirked then said, "I think Brooke can wake him up." I laughed then said, "Ill try..." I walked up the stairs and I opened the door to Harrys room and quietly walked in. I sat in the bed next to him and then I shook him and said, "Haz wake up." She didn't budge then I smirked and got an idea. I leaned over and kissed him. He immediately woke up and then kissed back. He pulled me on top of him and then continued kissing me. I then stratled him and then we continued kissing. We then pulled away out of breath and he said, "That was a great wake up... I could get used to this." I smiled and he said, "So shall we continue..." He leaned into kiss me and then I heard the door creak and we turned to see Gemma and Paige standing there videotaping. I jumped of Harry and then Gemma said, "And post..." Harry sarcastically said, "Thank you for interrupting us." Gemma said, "Don't worry you can relive it later..." Harry said, "Ugh tonight we have the party..." Gemma said, "Yeah...fun." Harry said, "We better get going I want to take you out to lunch." I nodded then Harry said, "Let's go." I said, "Don't you want to get dressed and shower..." He said, "Only if you give me a kiss." I kissed him on the cheek and he frowned. I said, "You'll get a real one when you smell good." He ran to the shower and I heard it then on in seconds. I sat on the bead and then went on twitter. I scrolled through some tweets then I answered and followed some people. I heard the door open then Harry walked out in jeans and a white v neck. He was holding a towel a drying his hair then he saw me and then he smiled. I throw the towel and then he walked over and picked me up and spun me around then pushed me against the wall and then started kissing me. I kissed back and then soon he slipped his tongue in my mouth and I let him. He picked me up and then put me on the bed and started taking off my jacket and then through it on the floor. I then started pulling off his shirt and then he got onto off me. We continued kissing and he slid his pants off. He started taking off my pants and then Gemma ran in and said, "Brooke do you want-EW PUT ON CLOTHES!" Harry ran in the bathroom and then I pulled up my pants and gave Gemma an innocent smile. She gaged then said, "Did I just walk in on you and MY BROTHER almost doing it!" Harry came out of the bathroom and then said, "Gemma do you want to shut up!" Gemma said, "I would tell mom but I wouldn't do that to Brooke." I hugged her and said, "This is why your the best styles!" Harry said, "Well I was just the one kissing you so I'm kind of offended." I said, "It's okay Harry your my fourth favorite." I leaned in to kiss him and then he moved away. I said, "Seriously Haz." He looked away giving me a silent treatment. I rolled my eyes and turned to Gemma and then said, "So what were you going to say to me." She said, "I was going to ask you if you wanted to go shopping for the party tonight with me my mom your mom and Paige?" I said, "Sure I was going to go out to lunch but someone's being a baby." I then looked at Harry. He walked away and went downstairs and then I said, "Let's go." I put on my jacket and grabbed my fringe purse. I then walked downstairs and I saw everyone on the couch waiting. Gemma said, "We are ready." They nodded then we walked toward the store. I then saw Harry then walked up to him and went to hug him and then he backed up. I said, "Wow... This was funny at first but now your just being a douche." He rolled his eyes then I walked past him and banged his shoulder. We walked to the car and then we drove off to the mall. We got out of the car and the paparazzi swarmed our car. We got out and I put on my ray bans. I then held hands with Paige and Gemma and our parents were behind us. The mall security immediately rushed over and helped us in the mall. We got in the mall and first our moms went into the store and me Gemma and Paige went into Sally Miller to buy a dress for Paige. After half an hour of looking we found a dress that looked perfect on Paige. It was a pink cross V-neck tank top dress. We paired it with silver strap heels. We next went to meet up with or parents and we found them sitting on a bench with bags in there hands. They showed us there dresses and my mom had a brown halter neck dress with black heels and Anne had a black V-neck with a silver part over the top of the V-neck. She paired it with silver heels. We then showed them Paige's dress then we went to the store to get mine and Gemma's dresses... Gemma tried on her first dress and we all fell in love with it. It was a dark red short sleeve dress with black lace heels. We then went to my dress store and I was between A bright red dress with a sparkly silver band and another dress that was a strapless dress and was silver sparkly top with a light pink ruffle bottom. I tried on both and everyone choose the red one. I then bought strapped silver heels. We then went to the nail salon. Paige got a French manicure, Anne got black nail polish, My mom got a light nude colored nails, Gemma got dark red nails and I got bright red nails with sparkles on my ring finger nails. We then went home since it was 3:30 and we needed to shower, do our hair and get dressed. We drove home and then we all went to shower. I walked in my room and let Paige shower first. I sat on my bead and I got out my makeup supplies and hair supplies. Paige got out then went I'm my moms room to get her makeup done. I then went in the shower and took a 20 minute shower. I got out of the shower and put on my lace underwear and strapless bra. I then put my robe over it and then blow dried my hair. I walked out of the bathroom and toward Gemma's room but Harry saw me and ran toward me and before I could walk away he kissed me then pulled away and said, "Sorry I was a douche." I said, "I'm sorry you were a douche." He laughed then I said, "Well we should both go get ready." He nodded then quickly kissed me on the lips. I walked in Gemma's room and then it saw she was setting up then I said, "Ill do your makeup first." She nodded then went to sit down. I did a simple mascara and blush with eyeliner and foundation. She then did my make up which had red lipstick, mascara, eye liner, and blush. I then did Gemma's hair. It was curled and clipped back. Gemma then did my hair and it was in a braid up do. We then got a text from our moms saying we were leaving in 10. So we then out on our dresses and heels then we put on our accessories. I put on my diamond necklace from Tiffany's and Gemma put on a diamond choker. I then grabbed my silver sparkly clutch and put my phone and lipstick in it. We then walked downstairs and saw everyone except Harry. We waited a few minutes then Gemma said, "He does this every year..." Anne then said, "Calm down Gemma he will come..." We waited a few more minutes and then Gemma said, "I told you..." Robin said, "Why doesn't someone go get him?" Gemma said, "I tried last year." I said, "Ill go get him." I walked up the stairs and knocked on his door and I heard him say, "Go away Gemma. I know I told you I would go but I can't please leave..." I said, "It's Brooke." I heard the door unlock and it opened to see Harry with red eyes like he was crying. My heart broke seeing him like this then i hugged him and he lead me in and closed the door. He sat in the bed and started crying and I hugged him. I said, "Sh it's okay don't cry... Do you want to talk about it?" He nodded then said, "My grandma always believed in my dream of becoming a singer and then my grandpa did to but ever since my grandma died my grandpa judges me all the time... every time I see him he always tells me if I finished school I would have done all of these things but I just through my life away." He started crying again and then I kneeled down next to the bed in front of him. I looked up at him and said, "Harry you are amazing at what you do and so not let anyone tell you different... The only thing that matters is that you believe in yourself and your dream." I leaned in up and kissed him. I pulled away then he joked and said, "If you want me to feel better you have to give me a little more than that." I laughed and then kissed him and he kissed back immediately then pulled me up on his lap. I pulled away after a few minutes and I said, "Come on every one is waiting..." I stood up and reached my hand out he grabbed my hand and we walked downstairs. Anne Gemma and Robin all looked shocked. Harry said, "Is it alright if I come this year?" Anne nodded then hugged Harry the hugged me and said, "Thank you." I smiled then we all went outside and there was a limo and our bodyguards. We got in the car and we all sat down. Everyone was talking for the first few minutes and Harry and I just sat quietly. Harry then decided to rub my leg. I then quickly swatted his hand away and he smirked. I leaned in and quickly kissed him. We then pulled away and then we kissed again but longer for this time. I'm guessing we were kissing for a while because then my dad cleared his throat and said, "Maybe Andy should sit between you two." I rolled my eyes and said, "Seriously dad we were just kissing." He said, "It looked like it was leading to more." I said, "At least he wouldn't sell me out." My mom said, "What are you talking about Brooke?" I looked at my dad and said, "Nothing..." I then looked out the window. We pulled up and then I saw a lot of paparazzi. Everyone got out of the car except Harry, he said, "What if my grandpa doesn't approve of me?" I said, "He will love you, just like I do." Harry said, "Only if you could prove it to m-" I cut him off and kissed him. He quickly kissed back then I sat on his lap and continued kissing him. I heard the door open and then I saw Gemma standing there. I got off his lap and straightened my dress then got out of the car and grabbed Harrys hand. We walked through the paparazzi. They kept yelling questions about us dating but we weren't supposed to confirm or deny anything about our relationship. I heard a bunch of peoples shouting rude things and trying to push through us. I wasn't really listening until I heard, "OMG BROOKE YOUR SO FAT PLEASE BE BULIMIC AGAIN AND DO US ALL A FAVOR!" I tried to shake it of and not let other to me but somehow it did. We walked inside and Harry said, "Are you okay?" I said, "Ya I'm fine I'm just going to use the ladies room." I walked into the bathroom and to my luck there was no one there. I walked in the stall and sat down in front of the toilet. In a matter of seconds I stuck my fingers down my throat and puked. I then flushed the toilet and started crying. After a few minutes I walked to the sink and washed my hands and then fixed my makeup and hair. I then walked out of the bathroom and saw Harry talking to a older man. Harry saw me and smiled and the man turned around and it was Allison's grandpa... He looked as shocked as I did. I walked over and said, "Hello Mr. Dilerentis what are you doing here?" Harry said, "His last name is Styles." I was confused then just nodded. He then said, "How have you been Brooke?" Harry said, "Wait you to know each other..." He then said, "Yes I'm Allison's grandpa to." Harry said, "Oh I met her this weekend she's very lovely." I mentally face plammed. His grandpa just laughed then said, "That's funny." He then looked at me and said, "I see your back to your old ways..." He then walked away and played with my hands then I turned and face Harry and he looked confused. I said, "I have no idea what he's talking about." Harry just nodded not really believing me. I heard an announcement then say, "Dinner is being served so make your way to the buffet." I looked to see Mr. Dilerentis standing there. He then looked at me and said, "That means everyone..." Harry grabbed my hand and led me over to the buffet. I saw so much food and I didn't feel like eating because I would just throw it up. Allison grandpa walked over to us and said, "Brooke I remembered you loved this." He then put a bunch on my plate and turned to Harry and said, "Make sure she eats it all...and don't let her go to the bathroom after." Harry had wide eyes then looked at me. I then walked away and pushed through everyone to the bathroom. I was just about to walk in when someone grabbed my hand I turned to see Allison. I said, "Why are you here?" She said, "Make sure Harry doesn't tell my grandpa that he know where I am!" I said, "Why?" She said, "I still don't know who tried to kill me so I don't know if I'm safe." I then nodded and she said, "Brooke stop." I said, "What do you mean?" She said, "I know your turning bulimic again." I stuttered and said, "No I'm not." She said, "Then why is there throw up on your dress." I said, "You can't tell anyone help me get it off!" I then looked down to see there was nothing on my dress. I looked up and Ali was smiling, she said, "I knew you would admit it but you need to stop!" I said, "Your not my mother you can't tell me what to do!" She said, "Then I'll tell your mother." I said, "To bad the whole world thinks your dead!" She then said, "I have to go..." She then left and I turned to go in the bathroom and someone grabbed me again. I said, "Ali leave me alone." They pulled me to face them and I looked up to see Harry. He then said, "I talked to Paige, she told me about how you struggled with bulimia..." I didn't look up at him he then said, "Look me in the eye and tell me that your not bulimic again." I couldn't look at him. He said, "Do it!" I said, "I can't!" He said, "And why is that!" He let go of me and crossed his arms. I said, "Because I can't lie to someone I love." I looked up at Harry but quickly looked away. He looked like his heart was broken and he was going to cry, but he also looked angry. He slammed him fist on the table next to him and is jumped back. He said, "This is all my fault!" I said, "It's not..." He then said, "THEN WHY BROOKE!" It turned out to be a scream because everyone turned and looked at us. I pulled him into the bathroom and said, "Are you trying to tell everyone!" He then said, "If it takes you getting better!" I heard a knock on the door and it flung open to and I saw my dad. He said, "Brooke can I talk to you." Harry went to leave then my dad said, "No you can stay." Harry nodded then we walked over to the bathrooms bench. My dad turned to the lady who works in the bathroom and said, "Can you give us some privacy." She walked out of the room and my dad the said, "Is it true." Tears then slipped down my cheek and I said, "I'm sorry." My dad said, "Does your mother know?" I said, "I don't think so..." He said, "Good she won't ever know." Harry said, "I think you should get help." I said, "I can't." Harry said, "Why?" My dad then said, "It will ruin her image and we don't even know how many times she did this." They both looked at me and I said, "Once." My dad said, "I will watch you eat all of your meals and then you aren't aloud to go to the bathroom until an hour after you eat when your food has been digested and if you don't do any of these things you will go to rehab." I nodded then my dad left. Harry sat there and I said, "I'm sorry." He said, "It's not your fault...it's mine." I said, "How can it be your fault I'm the one that stuck my fingers down my throat." He put his head in his hands and sighed. He then said, "How did my grandfather know?" I said, "He was Allison's grandpa and she found out about it and then wrote it in her diary and after she..." Harry said, "After what?" I said, "After she died." I then started laughing. Harry looked confused and I said, "You probably think I'm crazy... Well after she died her grandfather found them then gave them to a crazy stalker who ruined my Demi and Sammy friendship and relationship and pointed out every one of my flaws, so you might want to talk to your grandfather about why I'm bulimic and what I did to deserve my life!" He said, "It's okay your just in shock of your relapse." I said, "Wow you don't believe me..." He said, "I saw Allison so there is no way she's dead." I said, "I'm guessing you never googled her." He took out his phone and started typing. I freaked out and said, "Wait Harry don't!" He said, "You told me too!" He then looked at the phone and said, "This isn't the same girl I saw." I said, "Ya that's her...sister." Harry hugged me and said, "I'm so sorry." I said, "Me too." I hated lying to him. I then said, "Well let's go." I stood up and reached out my hand he grabbed it and we walked out. We turned the corner but Harry pulled me back and said, "Wait..." I looked at him confused then he said, "listen." I heard my dad and Allison's grandfather talking. Allison's grandfather said, "Did you take care of it?" My dad said, "Yes but what about her and Harry?" Allison's grandfather said, "They need to break up. Does Brooke know who the marriage is with?" My dad shook his head then Allison's grandfather said, "Don't tell her she's going to marry Jason!" Harry then said, "Your engaged..." I looked up and he looked hurt. I said, "Ya..." He then stormed into the bathroom and slammed the door. I ran after but he locked it. I then said, "Please...let me explain." I heard him cry then I leaned against the wall and buried my face and cried. I picked up my phone and dialed Jason's number. He picked up then I immediately said, "WHAT THE HELL IM NOT MARRYING YOU!" He said, "Hello to you to." I then said, "I WOULDN'T EVEN DATE JAE SO WHAT MAKES YOU THINK I WOULD MARRY YOU!" He said, "Whys that?" I said, "YOU AND YOUR PERVERTED WE SEE ALL CLUB I BET YOU WERE THE ONE THAT TRIED TO KILL HER!" He said, "What do you mean try?" I said, "TELL YOUR GRANDFATHER THAT IM NOT MARRYING A DICK LIKE YOU OR I WILL SHOW EVERYONE!" He says, "I have no idea what your talking about." I said, "Whatever... Have fun in hell." I hung up then walked over to the room my dad and Allison's grandfather were in. I walked in and slammed the door. They jumped and my dad said, "Brooke why are you in here?" I said, "Oh you know just. Hearing how I'm engaged to Jason!" My dad said, "You knew you were engaged." I said, "Ya but not to JASON!" Allison's grandfather said, "You have to break up with Harold and marry Jason it's good press no one will get hurt!" I said, "But Jason will get hurt and so will you when I release those videos!" He said, "YOU WOULDN'T DARE!" I said, "WATCH ME!" He grabbed my wrist and I said, "What are you going to do get rid of me like you did to Allison!" He said, "YOU ARE WAY OUT OF YOUR LEAGUE RIGHT NOW I DIDNT KILL ALLISON!" I stormed out the door and I walked over to my mom and said, "Where did you put my bag!" She said, "It's in the coat area why?" I walked over to the coat area and got my bag and grabbed the flash drive." I walked toward the door and someone grabbed my hand and pulled me back. I looked up to see Harry. I said, "Listen Harry I'm not engaged by choice it's arranged but if you drive me to the police station it will be over." He nodded then walked toward the door. I said, "Wait your not going to say anything?" He continued walking and opened then door and made his way through the paparazzi to the car leaving me to find my way. I finally found the car and got in and told the driver where to go. He drove of and then I turned to Harry and said, "Wow thanks..." He rolled his eyes then I turned to face him and I said, "Okay I already told you I didn't want to marry him so what's with all this drama?" He then said, "Why didn't you come to me! I'm your boyfriend." I said, "What was I supposed to mean?" He said, "THAT YOU WERE GETTING MARRIED!" I said, "I have it all under control okay the marriage will be done soon then we will be alright!" He said, "No need to do that..." I said, "What do you mean? If you don't want to be together just say so and well end it." He said, "I don't want us to be together..." The driver then said, "Were here." I got out of the car and slammed the door and Harry screamed, "WAIT!" He caught up but I stayed turned around and then he said, "I still want to be friends... Goodbye kiss?" I turned around and slapped him. I then said, "Pretend we never met! You don't talk about me and I promise I won't talk about you." I then walked into the police building and turned around to see Harry getting in the car. Tears slipped down my cheek then I thought why am I crying over someone who wouldn't even fight for me... I then walked toward the front desk and said, "I have evidence on a murder case." The person immediately looked up and said, "Ill get the detective!" She rushed off then I got a call from my mom and I answered. She said, "Where are you we are going back to the Styles..." I said, "I'm not at the party." She said, "Then where are you?" I said, "The police station..." she said, "BROOKE MARIE HYLAND!" I said, "I'm not in trouble I'm just going something I should have done awhile ago..." She said, "Okay we'll be there in 10." I said, "Okay I have to go." I looked up and the detective walked in and lead me to a questioning room. He said, "What do you have?" I said, "I have a videos that Jason Dilerentis and his friends have taken." The detective said, "That has nothing to do with the murder." I said, "The last video they took was of Allison being murdered..." He then grabbed the computer and I put the flash drive in. We watched the video and I cried. The detective then said, "GET ON THE PHONE TRACK JASON DILERENTIS! ALERT THE MEDIA TO BE ON THE LOOK OUT!" He then turned to me and said, "You're dismissed we will call you when we find him." I got a text from my mom telling me she was in the lobby. I then ran out and saw my mom dad Josh Paige Gemma Anne Robin and Harry was no where to be seen. I started crying and they all ran over to me. My mom hugged me and someone said, "What happened!" I turned around to see Allison's grandfather. I said, "Your grandson is going to rot in jail for murder!" He said, "What did you do!" I said, "I showed them the videos!" He grabbed his phone and the police man came over and grabbed it and pulled him into the room. Anne then said, "OMG what's happening?" I said, "Jason his grandson killed his sister and my best friend and then stalked us and I had videos and now-" I bursted out crying and after a few minutes I stopped then Gemma said, "I'm sure Harry wants to see you let's go." I started crying again and then Gemma said, "Brooke what's wrong?" I whispered, "Everything..." Gemma said, "Let's get you back to my house then well have a girl talk." I nodded then walked outside and there were paparazzi and reporters everywhere. I just ignored them and pushed through. We got in the car and my dad said, "I knew I shouldn't have let you date Harry..." I said, "Oh but you'd rather me be with a murder!" He said, "At least he wouldn't break your heart." The car pulled in the driveway and I said, "At least Harry never sold me out!" I then got out of the car and there was paparazzi everywhere. Gemma pulled me back in the car and said, "Harrys coming to help." I muttered, "Great." A few seconds later the door opened to see Harry. I immediately looked away then me reached out his hand to help me but I just pushed by and walked to the front door. Since it was locked I had to wait until Harry came to unlock it. He finally came then he walked by me and I smelt his cologne and thought how could I miss him so much when he's standing right next to me. He opened the door and we walked inside and Gemma lead me up to her room then I immediately started crying. She sat me down and told me to tell her everything. I said, "When I was 13 I was Gavin our annual sleepover with my 3 friends Demi Sammy and Allison... We all passed out because we were drunk and then in the morning we woke up and Allison was gone...none of us talked for a year then when we were 14 they found Allison's body and then we got these texts from this person who knew all of our secrets that could get us arrested or worse. So we couldn't tell anyone. Then I dated this guy named Jae but we never even kissed and then I found his Allison's brother Jason's and this other guy Matts videos of my friends and I changing and of all the people so I broke it of and he started hurting me then they burned it but I kept the copy and hid them in a secret place my friends and I would go to and that video was of them killing Allison but she's not dead and then when I was 16 the-" Gemma said, "She's not dead?" I said, "Yeah I saw her but no one believes me and even Harry saw her but I told him that it was her sister and then when we were 16 the texts just stopped and I continued my career and then my dad told me after I started dating Harry that I was in an arranged marriage. He never told me who but then I made him give harry a chance and he agreed then we met you grandpa which is Jason and Allison's to and they told me that I was arranged to marry Jason. Then I started puking again and Harry Your grandpa and my dad know but they don't even want me to get help because it will ruin my reputation. Then Harry found out about the marriage so he got mad and was asking me why we were together then he said we should just be friends then asked for a good bye kiss then I slapped him. I then told him to forget about me and I'll forget about him then I went to the cops and showed them and he's trying to be found and you know the rest." Gemma hugged me and said, "I'm so sorry." She started crying and I said, "Why are you crying." She said, "Because of what you had to go through!" I wiped my eyes and then said, "Great I have to go on Ellen with Harry!" She said, "What's bad about that?" I said, "I can barely think about him without wanting to cry so how am I supposed to sit next to him and talk I him in front of the whole world and pretend I'm okay when I'm not!" My mom then walked in and said, "Brooke our flights early so get your stuff packed." She left then I went in mine and Paige's room and went to get my suitcase but I couldn't find it. I said, "Just great it's in Harrys room." I looked around to see I was talking to myself. I rolled my eyes then got up and walked toward Harrys room. I knocked on the door and heard some shuffling around. Harry opened the door and he didn't look bad at all while I bet I looked like a mess. I looked away from his face only to see he was shirtless and only wearing sweatpants. I then looked at the wall and said, "Um I need my stuff." He put his fingers through his hair and opened the door and I walked by. I went over the room and grabbed my stuff. I stuffed it all in my suitcase then I found one of Harrys shirts then I handed it to him and said, "This is yours..." He said, "Keep it." I then put the shirt in my bag and left the room. I then walked back to my room and brushed my teeth and washed of my makeup and put my hair in a messy bun. I then put on sweatpants and a sports bra. I walked out of the bathroom and I saw Paige sitting on her bed on her phone. She heard me then looked up and smiled. I sat on the bed then she said, "I'm here if you need me...you don't deserve anything you got." A tear slipped down my cheek and I said, "I always pictured my life having a happy ending." Paige then said, "Maybe it's not about the happy ending maybe it's about the story." I laughed then hugged her and said, "Your a great sister." I then grabbed my phone and posted her quote on twitter. Paige then said, "You only need to move on when your ready so don't rush it." I then nodded then walked over to my bag and put on Harrys shirt and said, "I'm not ready to let go yet..." I then plugged in my phone and went to sleep.
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I woke up to someone shaking me. I opened my eyes and saw my mom. She said, "Get dressed were leaving in an hour!" I got up and took a quick shower. I then got out and blew dried my hair and curled wavy curls then put a few pieces back. I then out on jeans and brown flats and then I out on a white buttoned up shirt and rolled up the sleeves. I then got a bunch of gold bangles and my black Michel kors bag. I then grabbed my stuff and walked downstairs. My parents were packing the car and I handed my dad my suitcase. I then walked over to Anne and said goodbye. She then said, "Trust me Harry will fight for you." I laughed a little then said, "If he wanted to fight for me her wouldn't have left me and dumped me." Anne said, "You guys broke up I thought it was just a fight..." I shook my head then she said, "Well I'll see you at the Kids Choice Awards!" I hugged her and said, "Yeah I'll see you then." I then walked over and gave Robin a hug and said goodbye. I then walked over to Gemma. She immediately hugged me and said, "Ignore Harry he will come around..." I said, "I doubt that." She then said, "If he wanted you back would you take him back?" I sighed and said, "I don't know..." She hugged me and then we said goodbye and I walked toward the door. I heard a creek then turned around to see Harry coming down the stairs. I then looked away quickly and said, "Let's go..." I walked out the door and put on my ray bans and Andy helped me walk past all of the paparazzi. Yelling at them to get back. We finally got into the car and drove off to the airport. I got a text from Louis saying: I'm sorry about the breakup. I then responded and said: I'm not..." I then looked up to see that we were at the airport. Andy opened then door and the security rushed over and got our bags and Andy lead me through the paparazzi and fans. I stopped and signed stuff and took pictures with fans. Andy then told me that we had to go so I waved goodbye and walked in the airport. We walked into the airport and were quickly lead into the waiting room. I went on my phone and tweeted: Finally flying home✈️ This trip taught me a lot👍
I then responded to some tweets and then I posted a quotes saying:
A girl doesn't need a man who doesn't need her...
I then got a text from Eleanor saying: LOUIS TOLD ME YOU GUYS BROKE UP! Why... I then texted back and said: long story... I'll text you when I get home tomorrow I need a girls day before the Ellen interview! She texted back saying: Sure ill text the girls! I then shut off my phone and Andy came over and said, "The plane is boarding..." I got up and walked toward the plane and showed them my ticket and passport. I then sat down in my seat with Paige next to me. I plugged in my headphones and listened to music and fell asleep. I woke up and saw Paige awake. I then said, "How much time do we have left?" She said, "An hour what do you want to do?" I said, "Should we do a tweet cam?" She said, "Yeah let's tweet!" I logged into twitter on my computer and tweeted a tweet saying: Me and Paige are doing a tweet cam! I then turned on my camera and me and Paige both at the same time said, "Hi guys!" I then said, "We are on the plane back from London and we have about an hour left!" Paige then said, "You guys can tweet in some questions and we will answer!" I then scrolled through some tweets and they all were asking about the cop news. I then said, "Well I'm guessing you all saw the new of me at the police station... Well I DID NOT get arrested! But I turned in some evidence to a case and that's all I can really say for now..." I then scrolled through more tweets and then Paige said, "If you had the perfect date what would it be like?" I smiled and looked down thinking about my date with Harry. Paige said, "Mine would be a dinner and a movie... Idrk though I have not been on a date before..." I said, "Mine would be a date at a park with lights decorated and just being together..." Paige smiled then said, "I know all about that! I'm always watching!" I then elbowed her and then said, "Okay let's answer some more questions!" I looked through the tweets then Paige whispered to me, "There's a lot about you and...him" I nodded then Paige said, "Who is your favorite one direction member?" Paige then said, "NIALL!" I said, "Uh..." I then saw Niall tweet me saying: TELL YOUR SISTER SHES THE BEST PERSON EVER! I know I'm your favorite don't worry... I then got a tweet from Liam saying: Everyone knows that I'm your favorite! I saw that Zayn also tweeted me saying: Liam and Niall both know I'm your favorite😉 You can lie and make them feel better! I then got one more tweet from Louis saying: EVERYONE IS CRAZY BROOKE LOVES ME THE MOST! BROOKE YOUR SISTER IS CRAZY FOR NOT PICKING ME LIKE WHAT DO YOU NOT LIKE ABOUT ME IM LOUIS FREAKIN TOMLINSON! I laughed then saw no tweet from Harry...Of course. I then said, "Uh I can't answer that..." I then said, "Um Paige and I have to go but we'll try to do a tweet cam soon!" I then shut off the camera then walked to the airplane bathroom. I shut the door and then sat on the floor and cried. After a few minutes I got up and fixed my makeup then walked back to my seat. Paige said, "Are you okay?" I said, "Yeah I'm fine..." I then tweeted something saying: #gemmaisthebetterstyles I then attached a picture of Gemma and I. I posted it and refreshed it and saw it had over a million retweets already. I then heard an announcement say, "Please turn off all of your electronics we are preparing for landing." I turned off my phone and computer and waited for us to land. After 5 minutes they finally announced we were leaving the plane. I grabbed my carry on bags and packed up all of my stuff. I exited the plane and went to get my bags. I then got a call from Eleanor. I picked up and said, "Hey I just landed!" She then said, "Okay so do you want to meet with me Perrie and Danielle for a lazy day tomorrow?" I said, "Sure what time and where?" She said, "10 at Starbucks." I said, "Okay see you tomorrow. I have to get my bags!" She said, "Okay remember to wear lazy clothes!" I then hung up and got my bags and walked outside through the paparazzi to my car. We then finally got home and I immediately went to my room since the time change confused me so it was really 11 pm here. I then set my alarm for 9 and went on twitter I saw a tweet from Harry saying: Can't wait to see the. Boys tomorrow we are recording some new stuff! Great I thought he's coming back... I decided to not go to bed yet and I decided on writing a song. It was about Harry... I started and it went like: I wake up every evening with a big smile on my face and it never feels out of place... I then continued writing up to the chorus and it was: When you see my face hope it gives you hell, when you walk my way hope it gives you hell, if you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well, then your a fool your just as well hope it gives you hell. I then drifted off to sleep...