Finding Love

Joshs Graduation

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I woke up and turned over and looked at the clock and it saw it was 9:15. I went into the bathroom and then I showered and I got out and threw on a varsity three quarter sleeve tee shirt and black jean ripped shorts. I went into my kitchen and then I made myself waffles. And fed Marilyn and then I ate my food and when I finished I cleaned up brushed my teeth then I went downstairs into my recording room and I looked through my lyrics I had written then I and across the song I started writing for the boys yesterday. I decided to continue writing it so I did. After two hour I still barely had any left. I really wanted this song to be perfect because if they would perform it I had this element I wanted it to portray so the only thing I had written was the beginning:

Been a lot of places.
I've been all around the world.
Seen a lot of faces.
Never knowing where I was.

On the horizon.
Oh, well, I know, I know, I know, I know the sun will be rising
Back home.

Living out of cases,
Packing up and taking off.
Made a lot of changes
But not forgetting who I was.

On the horizon.
Oh, well, I know, I know, I know, I know the moon will be rising
Back home.

Don't forget where you belong-home.
Don't forget where you belong-home.
If you ever feel alone-don't.
You were never on your own.
And the proof is in this song.

I've been away for ages
But I've got everything I need.
I'm flicking through the pages.
I've written in my memory.

I feel like I'm dreaming.
Oh, so I know, I know, I know, I know that I'm never leaving.
No, I won't go.

Don't forget where you belong-home.
Don't forget where you belong-home.
If you ever feel alone-don't.
You were never on your own.
And the proof is in this song.

I know it is not slot but it was all I had for now and I was really happy with it. I grabbed my phone and saw it was 12:30. My mom texted me saying:

We will pick you up for Josh's graduations at 3!

I responded saying:

Okay what should I wear???

She said:

Nothing too fancy but not too casual.

I said:

Wow thanks so much for your help.
(That was sarcasm)

She responded saying:

Your welcome Brookyln!

I didn't respond so I just went back to my book and I couldn't think of any more lyrics so I decided to work on some thing else. It was a song I had originally written for my previous album but I didn't think it went with the album and it was called come and get it. I sang it and decided I definitely would want it on this album! It is the new pop music sound I really want for the new album. I then went upstairs and I got ready. First I did my hair and it was in a middle part and I just brushed it and put anti frizz and my natural hair was straight with a little wave to it and I liked the way it was looking today! I then moved on to my makeup and I decided to go for a really natural look today so I put on the usual foundation, bronzer, blush, I filled in my eyebrows, mascara, tinted light pink chap stick. I went into my closet and I put on a matching two piece outfit. The top was a sort of sweat heart strapless neckline and it was a whit crop top with black lines on it and at the bottom of the crop top there was a triangle cut out in he middle. I then had high waisted big bottom pants where you could only see a strip of my stomach, but not my belly button. They went to the bottom of my calves and I had black strapped heels that went to the top of my ankle. I threw on gold locket I basically always wore and then I debated on whether or not I should wear the ring but I decided on wearing it so I looked for it and after 10 or so minutes of searching I found it and I slipped it on. Harry had said that he didn't want it to happen and I believed him because knowing him he would not want to purposely hurt me and as a good future wife I need to be there for him. I went downstairs and grabbed all of my stuff and I put it all in a black side hanging purse. I heard my door ring and I grabbed my sunglasses and put them on the top of my head since it was my mom probably coming to get me. I opened the door and saw Harry. I said, "Hey." He said, "Hi I just came by I left my jacket here last night." I nodded and opened the door and I put my bag down on the counter and looked at the clock and saw that it was only 1:30 so that was really stupid of me to think my mom was here half an hour early! I turned around and saw Harry still standing there. I said, "Oh do you need help finding your jacket?" He said, "No...erm...I sort of didn't leave it here..." I laughed a little and then I said, "Classic move styles." He smiled a little and you could see his dimples. He looked down and then he saw the ring on my ringer and his smiled got even bigger. He looked me in the eyes and he said, "So..." I said, "I forgive you even though you technically did not do anything but I forgive you any way! But next time a slutty stripped try's to dance with you just shove her off!" He laughed and said, "I will unless it is you then I'll do this!" He pulled me on to his lap so I strattled him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and I said, "Oh then what would you do?" He leaned in and kissed me and I kissed back and after a few seconds we pulled away. I then said, "Well I think I would have made an amazing stripper!" He laughed and said, "Let's just keep your striping skills just for me." I nodded and laughed and then he said, "Well the boys and I have to go to an interview it's the first one with our Zayn." I nodded and I said, "I know you probably don't want to talk about it but do you think that there is any chance of him ever coming back?" Harry shrugged and said, "Not as long as Naughty Boy is in the picture." I nodded and he pecked my lips and he said, "I'll come back later love!" I said, "Okay I love you!" He smiled and said, "I love you too future wife!" I blushed when he said that and then he got up and walked out the door. When he was gone I grabbed my phone and went on my phone and I saw a video of when I fell threw the wall the first time and I had completely failed. I posted it on Instagram and I had captioned it: