Finding Love

Recordings

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I got out of the shower and saw I had a text. It was from Scooter saying:
Be at the studio in an hour you and Justin are gonna finally record your christmas song and we have another one we want you to record. I quickly texted back saying I would be there. I then blow dried my hair and threw it in a messy bun. I put on a patterned colorful headband and pearl earrings. I put on foundation and mascara. I out on a nude bandeau and a long sleeve creme colored sweater and folded the sleeves up and the put it off the shoulder so you could see my bare left shoulder. I then put on blue jeans that had rips in them. I finally put on nude heels with a strap. I grabbed my phone and grabbed Marilyn and walked down and got in my car and drove to the studio. I pulled up 5 minutes later and I grabbed Marilyn and got out. I walked in the studio and the lady at the front desk said, "There in studio B waiting for you." I nodded and walked in the studio and I hugged Justin Blake and Scooter and then Scooter said, "Okay let's get recording!" I handed Marilyn to Scooter and then Justin and I walked into the recording booth. We started singing:

[Justin Bieber]
I just can't wait

[Mariah Carey]
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
And I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree

[Mariah Carey]
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas Day

[Mariah Carey]
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas
Is you
You, baby

[Justin Bieber:]
Oh, I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
And I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe

[Justin Bieber]
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click

[Justin Bieber]
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do?
Cause baby all I want for Christmas is you
You

[Mariah Carey & Justin Bieber:]
Oh-ho, all the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children
Laughter fills the air

[Both]
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need?
Won't you please bring my baby to me?
Yeah

[Mariah Carey]
Oh, I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just wanna see my baby (Yeahhh)
Standing right outside my door

[Mariah Carey]
Oh I just want you for my own

[Justin Bieber]
For my own
Baby

[Mariah Carey]
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true

[Both]
Baby all I want for Christmas is
You baby

All I want for Christmas is you baby
All I want for Christmas is you baby
All I want for Christmas is you baby

After the song finished Blake said, "Great job guys take 5 and then Brooke you'll record Santa tell me!" I nodded and then I felt dizzy. I fell over a little and then Justin caught me. He said, "You okay!" I said, "Uh ya just a little light headed..." Blake came back in and said, "Ready Brooke?" Justin said, "No she needs a minute!" I stood up straight and said, "No I'm ready." Justin groaned and walked out and I started singing:

Santa, tell me if you're really there
Don't make me fall in love again if he won't be here
Next year
Santa, tell me if he really cares
'Cause I can't give it all away if he won't be here
Next year

Feeling Christmas all around
And I'm tryna' play it cool
But it's hard to focus when I see him walking 'cross the room
"Let It Snow" is blasting out
But I won't get in the mood
I'm avoiding every mistletoe until I know
It's true love that he thinks of
So next Christmas
I'm not all alone, boy

Santa, tell me if you're really there
Don't make me fall in love again if he won't be here
Next year
Santa, tell me if he really cares
'Cause I can't give it all away if he won't be here
Next year

I've been down this road before
Fell in love on Christmas night
But on New Year's Day I woke up and he wasn't by my side
Now I need someone to hold
Be my fire in the cold
But it's hard to tell if this is just a fling
Or if it's true love that he thinks of
So next Christmas
I'm not all alone, boy

Santa, tell me if you're really there
Don't make me fall in love again if he won't be here
Next year
Santa, tell me if he really cares
'Cause I can't give it all away if he won't be here
Next year

Oh, I wanna have him beside me like oh-oh-oh
On the 25th by the fireplace, oh-oh-oh
But I don't want a new broken heart
This year I've got to be smart

Oh, baby
If ya won't be, if ya won't be here!

Santa, tell me if you're really there
Don't make me fall in love again if he won't be here
Next year
Santa, tell me if he really cares
'Cause I can't give it all away if he won't be here
Next year

Santa, tell me if you're really there
Don't make me fall in love again if he won't be here
Next year
Santa, tell me if he really cares
'Cause I can't give it all away if he won't be here
Next year

I sang it a few more times then Blake said, "Okay your good for today!" Scooter said, "The songs will be out tomorrow and well see what people say about music videos!" We nodded and started walking out and Scooter said, "Oh and Brooke and Justin you have an award show tomorrow it's the mma." We nodded and he said, "Brooke you also have an interview and you have the ballet dress rehearsal the day after tomorrow." I said, "Ok." Justin and I walked out and he said, "Brooke are you sure your okay?" I nodded and said, "Ya I'm fine...anyway have you asked Selena?" He shook his head and said, "I was on my knee and then I pretended to tie my shoes!" I bursted out laughing and he said, "Ugh!" I said, "Just trust yourself she'll say yes!" He said, "Okay I have to I have dinner with my family!" I said, "Ok tell them I say hi!" I gave him a hug then hid my face and walked to my car and got in and drove home. I pulled in and then got out and went inside. I took of my shoes and walked over to where Marilyn was. I fed her then ran upstairs and put on a black silk and lace mini lingerie dress. I then took my hair out do it was wavy. Then I went downstairs. I went in the kitchen and started making eggs. 10 minutes later I finished and I started eating them. After I finished I sat on the couch and turned on the tv. I started thinking about the pregnancy and everything and I got up and went down to the bar and got a wine bottle.