Finding Love

we have no privacy

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First I brushed my hair out and then I put it in a middle part and I straightened it with a little wave. I reapplied my makeup and just put on:

Foundation
Bronzer and blush
Filled in my eyebrows
Mascara and eyeliner
Pink tinted Chapstick

That then was all of my makeup! I went into my closet and searched for an outfit and when I found one I put it on. I was wearing black skinny jeans with black booties. I had on a light blue short sleeve sweater. It went from high to low in the front. I had a dark blue long sleeve thin Jean jacket and over that I put on a black blazer like leather jacket. It has silver zippers. I grabbed my nude Michael Kors purse and I put all of my stuff in it and I got my black ray bans and I heard a knock on the door. I opened it and saw Harry and random camera people. I awkwardly smiled and then I let them in. They set up cameras all over the hotel room and one of the guys said, "We are just going to leave them here and we will be outside when you guys are ready to leave!" We nodded and then they left and Harry said, "It is only 2:15 so we have 30 minutes to do whatever we want!" I said, "Do you want to watch tv?" He said, "Sure." We sat on the couch and I leaned on his shoulder and he wrapped his arm around my neck. I grabbed the remote and I flipped through the channels but I stopped when I saw a picture of Harry and I. Harry said, "Brooke you know that you shouldn't-" He suddenly stopped and said, "Brooke turn the volume up." I turned the volume up and I looked at the tv and a reporter said, "THROUGH OUT THE YEARS BROOKE HYLAND AND HARRY STYLES HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FANS HAVE BEEN MAKING EDITS AND FAKE VIDEOS OF A SEX TAPE BETWEEN THE TWO! BUT AS CLOSE AS WE COULD EVER GET TO A REAL SEX TAPE WAS RELEASED JUST AN HOUR AGO EXCLUSIVELY TO US! SOME ONE HAD SET UP CAMERAS IN HARRY STYLES HOTEL ROOM AND IN THE VIDEO WE ARE ABOUT TO PLAY IT BEGINS WHEN HARRY CARRIES BROOKE INTO THE ROOM AND THROWS HER ON THE BED AND THEY HAVE AN INTENSE MAKE OUT SESSION AND BY THE END OF THE VIDEO THEY ARE BOTH IN THERE UNDER WEAR BUT THEN BROOKE TELLS HARRY TO STOP AND BEING THE AMAZING BOYFRIEND HE IS HE DOES AND GIVES HER HIS TEE SHIRT AND THEN YOU CAN SEE WHEN BROOKE IS ASLEEP HARRY IS STILL UP LOOKING AT HER SMILING! WHICH IS SUCH AN ADORABLE BARRY MOMENT! THEN-" I turned it off and I ran into my hotel room and bursted into tears. Harry immediately came in after me and he wrapped his arms around me pulling me into a hug. Harry said, "Brooke it's not that bad!" I pushed him off me and I said, "What are you talking about it's humiliating!" He said, "It's not that big of a deal love! We weren't even naked!" I said, "But it's the fact that we have no privacy!" Harry said, "Brooke calm down!" I said, "How am I supposed to calm down when there were cameras everywhere and what if we did have sex!" Harry said, "Calm down!" I walked past him and I went into the bathroom and I locked the door and I picked up my phone. I dialed a person who would understand this and has gone through worse. Aka Kim. After a few rings she picked up and I said, "Kim..." She said, "What's wrong!" I said, "Someone put a camera and filmed Harry's hotel bedroom and we were making out but that's it but..." I was crying and Kim said, "Brooke I'm so sorry! And I know that right now you feel like people invaded your privacy and they did but I don't want you too give up anything because of what one person did and basically I think you should just tweet something saying like fuck you!" I laughed and I said, "Thank you Kim! You actually made me feel a lot better." She said, "Just stay strong B I love you!" I smiled and said, "I love you too!" I hung up and then I fixed my makeup and I walked out of the bathroom and I went over to Harry and I hugged him. He wrapped his arm around me and I said, "I'm sorry I overreacted!" He said, "It's okay. I under stand why you were mad." I said, "Let's just go meet them." He nodded and we are walked outside and then the camera people video tapped us and some people went to get the other cameras. I crossed my arms over my chest and we walked on to the elevator and we didn't really talk the whole ride down since it was incredibly awkward with all of the cameras. We got into the lobby and Andy was there with other security and I didn't say anything I just walked outside and security lead us to the car and the cameras followed us. I ignored what the paparazzi was says my considering it was all bad or gross comments. I finally got in the car and we sat down and then started driving. Harry wrapped his arm around me and I leaned my head on his shoulder and we didn't say anything. We pulled up to the restaurant at 2:15. We were a little late considering everything that had just happened. Harry got out of the car and then he put his hand out and I grabbed his hand and he helped me out of the car. We held hands and I put my sunglasses on and we both looked down and walked into the restaurant. We got into the restaurant and looked around and Gigi and Cody waved at us. We walked over to them and they had already known about the whole camera thing and signed off whatever they had too. When we got over to them they stood up and I hugged both of them and so did Harry. Harry and I sat down across from them and the waiter brought over more menus and we thanked him and then he left. I said, "I'm sorry we're late." Gigi said, "Oh it's fine I heard about what happened." I nodded and Cody said, "Well it could have been worse!" I laughed and so did we all. Gigi said, "Well if you think every one is saying bad stuff you are wrong I just watched this video from clevver!" She handed me her phone and I played the video and Harry and I watched it. The person was Chelsea Briggs and she said, "HI GUYS ITS CHELSEA BRIGGS AND YOURE WATCHING THE HOLLYWIRE HOT MINUTE! OKAY SO I KNOW THAT EVERY ONE IS TALKING ABOUT THE BROOKE HYLAND AND HARRY STYLES "SEX TAPE!" WELL FIRST OF ALL THEY WERENT NAKED SO IT WAS NOT A SEX TAPE! SECOND THIS VIDEO JUST PROVES HOW MUCH HOTTER THEY ARE! I MEAN YOU ARE ALL FREAKING OUT ABOUT HOW THEY JUST KISSED. ITS NOT LIKE YOU ALL HAVENT SEEN HARRY SHIRTLESS AND BROOKE IN A BRA AND WHO CARES THEY ARE BOTH HOT SO THEY CAN DO WHATEVER THE HELL THEY WANT! AND HONESTLY CAN WE ALL APPRECIATE THAT BUTT GRAB!" Harry and I blushed and then she continued, "AND THIRD THIS VIDEO IS JUST ANOTHER REASON WHY HARRY IS THE PERFECT BOYFRIEND! WHEN BROOKE HAD TOLD HIM TO STOP EVEN THOUGH NO MAN WOULD WANT TO STOP IF BROOKE WAS ON TOP OF YOU LOOKING AS HOT AS SHE IS! BUT HARRY IS SUCH A GENTLEMAN SO HE STOPPED, GAVE HER HIS SHIRT AND THEN CUDDLED WITH HER! I MEAN IF THAT IS NOT GOALS I DONT KNOW WHAT IS! AND NOW MY PERSONAL FAVORITE WHEN BROOKE WAS ASLEEP HARRY WAS SMILING AT HER AND JUST SORT OF ADMIRING HER AND THE WAY HE WOKE HER UP IN THE MORNING! NOW THAT IS ALL FOR TODAY BUT THE LESSON THAT WE ALL LEARNED WAS ONE BARRY IS HOT! AND HARRY IS BOYFRIEND GOALS!" The video ended and I looked up and smiled at him and he hugged me and we laughed. I handed Gigi back her phone and I hugged her and I said, "Thanks I really needed that." She said, "No problem babe." I sat back down and quickly tweeted saying:

@/ChelseaBriggs I love you!! Your video made me feel so much better about every thing that had happened💋 #iloveyouchelsea

I tweeted it and then I decided to also post a picture of Instagram of Chelsea and I and I just captioned it saying:

#iloveyouchelsea

I posted that and then I put my phone away and then the waiter came over and we ordered. The food then came very quickly and we began eating. We hung out for a while and just all talked and caught up and stuff and then we all walked out together and then Harry and I got to our car and I hugged Gigi and Cody goodbye and then Harry and I got into our car and drove back to my hotel. We pulled up and we went through the back door so there was no paparazzi. We got in and quickly went up to our hotel room and the camera people followed us to our room. We got into our hotel room and one of the camera people said, "Okay so we need you two to change outfits for the interview on today so we will give you 30 minutes to do that!"...