Finding Love

Girls day injury and Ellen

I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock and noticed I was still in my outfit from last night and my writing book was on my bed. I got up and turned on the shower and looked in the mirror. My hair was everywhere and my makeup was a mess. I then removed my makeup and took a shower. When I got out I blow dried my hair and straightened it and parted the middle and pulled it back and pinned it. I then walked over to my closet and then I put on navy blue straight sweatpants and a white cami top that was a crop top. I then put on chestnut tall uggs and folded them over. I then put on my Abercrombie perfume and then on my phone I put on a you can't sit with us mean girls case. I then grabbed some money and put it in the back of my phone case. I then walked down stairs and I saw my mom and said, "I'm going out can you drive me?" She said, "Your car is fixed and it's in the driveway so you can take it if you want." I then said, "Sure it's 9:50 and I should get going were meeting at 10!" I then texted the girls telling them I would pick them up. I grabbed my keys and I then walked outside and saw my red 4 seat Ferrari. I then unlocked my car and got in and drove to Eleanor's first. I got there and texted her that I was here. Seconds later she came out and she was wearing a grey muscle shirt and black straight sweatpants with short chestnut uggs and her hair was down and it had wavy curls. She got in the shot fun seat. She said, "I'm in live with your car right now!" I laughed and said, "It just got fixed, so I finally get it back!" I then pulled out of her driveway and then Eleanor said, "Danielle and Perrie are at the boys so we have to go there..." I nodded and then turned on the music and Talk Dirty turned on. Me and Eleanor started screaming the lyrics as loud as we could. After the song ended we laughed then we pulled in there driveway and got out and walked up to the door still laughing. We knocked on the door and seconds later Harry opened it. He smiled then frowned when we saw me. I then ran my fingers through my hair and said, "Were here for Danielle and Perrie." He nodded then looked me in the eyes and we stared at each other for a few seconds and then Eleanor clears her throat. We then looked away and Harry opened the door and let us in. We saw all of the boys and Danielle and Perrie sitting on the couch. Danielle was wearing straight grey sweatpants with a light pink tank top and her hair in a bun with ugh slippers. Perrie was wearing her hair in a pun with a orange free shirt with a knot tied not the side with grey sweatpants and chestnut buttoned uggs. They stood up and they all gave me and Eleanor hugs except Harry he was no where to be seen. Eleanor said, "We better get going!" I said, "Yeah I'll see you boys at the interview tomorrow." Niall said, "That should be fun..." I laughed then they walked us to the door and then Niall said, "OMG WHOSE CAR IS THAT!" I said, "Mine why?" Niall said, "Stay here I'll be right back!" He then ran away and looked at Louis confused and he said, "That's Harrys dream car...apparently you guys have more then one thing in common." I said, "What's the other?" Liam said, "Darcy." I gave them a confused look then Zayn said, "You and Harry both want to name your daughter Darcy. I nodded then Niall came running down the stairs dragging Harry with him. Harry looked annoyed and said, "Now can you tell me what you want!" Wow... He's in a good mood. Niall said, "LOOK OUTSIDE!" Harry walked over to the window and said, "Wow trees so interesting! Can I go back upstairs now!" Niall said, "NO LOOK AT BROOKES CAR!" Harry looked at it then looked shocked and turned to me and said, "IM IN LOVE WITH YOUR CAR! I WILL PRETEND TO LIKE YOU IF YOU LET ME DRIVE IT!" Wow that hurt... I said, "Um excuse me we should get going." I then walked outside to the car and sat in it and put my head in my hands and started crying. I heard the boys and girls yelling at Harry but I didn't really listen. I heard someone unlock the door and I looked to see Harry. I said, "Get out!" He said, "No." Me then got in the shot gun seat and grabbed my keys and locked the doors. I tried to open it and then they were locked so I said, "Seriously Harry give me the keys!" He didn't move so then I reached to grab them but he instead pulled me in and kissed me. I kissed back but then quickly pulled away when I realized what I was doing. I then said, "We can't." He said, "Why? I didn't mean what I said!" I said, "No but you meant it when you broke up with me!" He said, "Please give me a chance!" I said, "I meant it when I told you to forget me so it would help if you stayed out of my life... FOREVER!" He then through my keys at me and got out of the car and said, "If that's what you want!" I then said, "It is." He slammed the door and walked away. If he only knew that I just lied to his face. Seconds later the girls got in the car and we drove off to the mall. I said, "I don't want this day to be ruined because off Harry." Danielle said, "If your fine then so are we." The other girls nodded then Eleanor said, "Then let's have some fun!" We all laughed then got out of the car and walked into the mall. We first went to Star bucks. I got a iced Carmel frappocino and the other girls ordered and we then walked around the mall. I said, "I have to get an outfit for tomorrow's interview." They nodded then we walked into forever 21. I immediately found a purple and white crop top and a white skirt. I then saw cute dark purple vans that matched the outfit perfectly. Then I walked over to the girls and helped them find outfits. We were on the checkout line and while the lady was checking out my stuff I got a call from Taylor Laughtner. I then picked up and said, "I didn't think id hear from you for awhile..." He said, "Ya I was busy with movies but I missed my Brookie!" I said, "Why do I feel like I'm 5 when you call me that?" He laughed then the cashier handed me my bag and I went outside of the store to wait for the other girls. He then said, "If you were 5 it would be illegal for me to think your hot!" I then said, "If I didn't know any better I'd think that you were flirting with me!" He then said, "Maybe I am but to find out meet me at the cafe on the corner of 5th and saint boulevard. Tonight at 6" The girls walked out of the store then I said, "Alright big shot see you then!" I hung up then laughed and the girls all stood at me then Eleanor said, "I'm guessing Harry called early!" I then said, "No that was Taylor..." Danielle then said, "YOUR FRIENDS WITH TAYLOR SWIFT!" I said, "No Taylor Laughtner... But I think he wants to be more because he asked me on a date!" The girls froze and exchanged weird stares. I then said, "It's not like I have a boyfriend anymore!" They nodded then Perrie said, "Oh look a ray bans store Brooke and I will go look while you guys sort out stuff." I said, "Uh okay..." we walked to the store and Perrie and I both picked out a pair of black thick ray bans then went to find the girls. Perrie then got a text from them telling us to meet them at the nail salon. We walked over to see them waiting outside for us. We then walked in and picked out our colors. I got black color, Danielle got light pink, Eleanor got red, and Perrie got light purple. We finally finished our nails and I looked at my phone to see that it was 2. I decided that I had to be home by 5 to get ready so I had 3 hours left. We then decided to go shopping for dresses for the teen choice awards which was in about a week. I then got a text from my mom saying that I also had to get a black or white formal dress for a banquet. I assumed it was one of those annoying dance banquets we always have. We walked in the store and first looked at teen choice awards dresses. Perrie got a dress that was a strappless white at the top, but had a yellow bottom. Danielle got a dress that was blue black and yellow splatter panted and it was a muscle cut dress. Eleanor got a dress that had spaghetti straps and was pink and black tribal patterned with a black leather jacket. I then got a sparkly white and gold quarter sleeve dress. I then found a white short sleeve dress with a gold old style collar that would be perfect for the banquet. After we all checked out we decided to go shoe shopping. Perrie found a pair of white heals, Danielle found a pair of yellow heels, Eleanor found a pair of black and pink heels, and I found nude heels. I then got gold heels that matched the collar of the dress. We then walked outside and I saw it was 3:30. I said, "I have an hour and a half left so what do you guys want to do?" Danielle said, "Panera?" Eleanor said, "Sure!" We then walked to Panera and we all got Caesar salad and a strawberry smoothie. We then sat down and are. We sat in silence for a few minutes while we ate then Perrie finally said, "So you don't love Harry anymore?" I then said, "I don't know..." Eleanor said, "Maybe you should cancel your date and see how you feel." I said, "Or maybe I should go on my date and see if I can move on." Eleanor opened her mouth to say something but the Danielle said, "Yeah that's a good idea to see if you moved on!" We then paid the bill and was about to walk outside when we saw dozens of paparazzi. I muttered, "Great!" We all held hands and opened the door and tried to make our way through. They were shouting things like:
"Eleanor is it true your just a beard?"
She hated when people asked that
"Perrie are you quitting Little Mix?"
No she wasn't!
"Danielle your just using Liam!"
I saw her tear up but I just squeezed her hand, but most things were about me...
"Brooke is it true you had an abortion!"
"Are you going on a date tonight!"
"Are you engaged to Jason Dilerentis!" "Are you really the one who turned him in!"
"Taylor tweeted about your date wear is it!"
Seriously he had to tweet.
The last one I heard was. "Did you know the wanted is going on your with one direction!"
I froze OMG JAE IS IN THE WANTED! THE GUY WHO HAD ABUSED ME! I spotted my car and we walked up to it and unlocked the door and quickly got on and drove away before anyone could get anymore pictures. I sighed and said, "Why can't they leave us alone!" Everyone shook there heads and didn't answer. I turned on the music and heard little whispers. I ignored it then drove to Louis since that's where I was dropping the girls at. I pulled into the driveway and we all got out. No one talked to me still, Eleanor then knocked on the door and I turned around to face them and I said, "GUYS IF THIS IS ABOUT HARRY I ALREADY SAID I DONT WANT TO DATE HIM! HE IS THE WORST GUY FOR ME AND I KNOW HE WILL JUST DUMP ME ONCE I SLEEP WITH HIM!" I then heard a voice say, "You really feel that way." I turned around to see Harry with tears in his eyes. I looked down and the girls walked through leaving us alone. I couldn't look to face him then he said, "I loved you." I finally looked up at him and said, "THEN WHY DID YOU DUMP ME!" We saw paparazzi running up the driveway then Harry grabbed my arm and pulled me in the house. I immediately yanked my hand away and he slammed the door. He said, "YOU WERE ENGAGED!" I said, "NOT BY CHOICE AND I TOLD YOU I WOULD HANDLE IT AND I DID!" He said, "Your not engaged anymore..." I said, "No Jason's going to jail with the evidence against him!" He said, "What evidence did you show the cops!" I said, "I CANT SAY!" He said, "THATS WHY IT DIDNT WORK OUT! YOU KEEP SO MANY SECRETS!" I said, "FINE ILL TELL YOU MY WHOLE LIFE STORY! MY BEST FRIEND WENT MISSING WHEN I WAS 13 AND NONE OF MY FRIENDS CAN REMEMBER ANYTHING FROM THAT NIGHT BECAUSE WE WERE DRUGGED AND THEN ONE YEAR LATER THEY FOUNF HER DEAD AND SOMEONE STALKED US FOR 2 YEARS BUT I CANT TELL ANYONE BECAUSE THEY KNOW ALL MY SCRETS THEN THEY SUDDENLY STOPPED LAST YEAR FOR NO REASON AND GAVE ME ALL THE PERVERTED VIDEOS JASON AND HIS FRIENDS TOOK AND ON ONE OF THEM IT SHOWED JASON KILLING ALLISON SO I TURNED THEM IN OH AND THE MOST SCREWED UP PART IS THAT YOU AND YOUR BAND IS GOING ON TOUR WITH THE GUY WHO ABUSED ME!" Harry said, "WHICH ONE!" I stayed silent then he said, "WAS IT NATHAN! SIVA! MAX! TOM! OR JAE!" I said, "I have to go..." I then ran out of the door past everyone and through the paparazzi. I then got in my car and quickly drove home. I parked my car in my driveway and unlocked my door and ran to my room and started crying. A few minutes later the door opened and it was Taylor. I looked at the clock and it said 6:15. I looked up and I said, "I'm so sorry something came up I lost track of time." He then said, "It's okay." I walked down stairs with him and opened the front door and I said, "Can we reschedule." He said, "Sure but before I leave I need to do this..." He leaned in and kissed me and everything felt wrong. I pulled away and said, "I don't like you like that!" He said, "Um okay I get it your still into that Curly guy! Isn't he gay man whore anyway." I slapped him across the face and then said, "HIS NAME IS HARRY AND HES NOT A FUCKING MAN WHORE YOU ARE!" I then saw the paparazzi standing there and I slammed the door in his face. I then heard laughing and I turned to se Josh and my Dad. My dad said, "I don't think I have ever been prouder of you!" I laughed then Josh said, "You kicked his ass!" I laughed and said, "I did didn't I!" We then sat down and ate dinner except my mom and Paige weren't here. I then decided to go to bed early since I had an interview in the morning and I had to be there by 6. I then set my alarm for 5 and then I texted Eleanor saying: You were right I'm not over him.I then fell asleep.
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I groaned then woke up and shut my alarm off. I then walked into the bathroom and took a 10 minute shower. I then blow dried my hair and then made my hair wavy. I then put on light pink lipstick and put on black eyeliner mascara and a little blush. I then out on the outfit and shoes I got yesterday. I then grabbed my phone and put all my stuff in my Prada bag. I lastly put on my Michael Kors watch and then went down stairs since if was 5:40. I left a note for my mom telling her I left and then I walked out the door and since it was so early there was no paparazzi. I then drove to Ellen's studio and got there in less than 10 minutes. I walked in and went to the hair and makeup and they quickly touched up a few things then set me to the interviewers waiting room. I walked in and no one was there yet since I always came early. I sat down and went on my phone and then tweeted telling people to watch Ellen. I started following some fans and responding. I then heard the door open and I looked up and saw Harry walked in without and of the guys. I muttered, "Just great." He stood there awkwardly rocking back and forth. I said, "You can sit." We sat down then I said, "So where are the other guys?" He said, "Finishing in hair the should be here soon." We sat her in silence then I heard Harry say, "Damn she looks hot." I said, "Great to see that's what you notice!" He said, "Shit I said that out loud." I said, "Yeah you did." Harry got up and walked over to me and sat down next to me then said, "Listen Brooke just because we aren't dating doesn't mean I don't care about you." I said, "What's your point?" He said, "This may sound crazy but I'm still in love with you and all I need for you to tell me is who hurt you because I want to make them hurt as much as they hurt you!" He leaned into kiss me but I turned my head and he ended up kissing my cheek and I said, "I'm not ready to start dating you again." He got up and stormed out of the room and slammed the door. I through my phone across the room and started crying. I then walked into the bathroom and fixed my makeup. I finished touching up my makeup then I went to pick up my phone and it was all shattered. I said, "GREAT!" I through it again then ran to pick it up and the pieces of glass were everywhere. I started picking up the pieces and the door opened. I looked up and saw all the boys except Niall walking in. Liam walked over to me and then said, "Wow what happened!" Louis then skipped over to me and said, "Aw did Brookie get mad and through her phone!" I snapped and said, "Yeah I did and you have him to blame for that!" They looked shocked then I said, "I'm sorry for snapping I just got mad." Louis said, "It's okay we still love you!" I then walked over to the couch and took a sip of water and Louis said, "We know you love Harry." I spit out my water and said, "What?!" Louis then said, "Eleanor." I rolled my eyes and I said, "She clearly misunderstood." He then said, "But I saw the text!" Harry said, "I KNEW IT!" I said, "KNEW WHAT!" "THAT YOUR STILL IN LOVE WITH ME!" I brushed past them and left the room. I was looking around when I saw a girl that looked just like Demi from behind talking to Niall. I started walking toward them then someone pulled me back and it was Louis. He said, "Just because you aren't happy with your love life doesn't mean you should go ruin Niall's!" I said, "I wasn't going to! I just need to talk to Demi!" He said, "You don't know her though!" I then walked past him and then I turned around to face him and said, "You know nothing about my history besides that I have a dead friend!" He looked shocked then I through my hands up and said, "Wait you didn't even know that!" I then turned and walked toward Niall and Demi. I then tapped Demi's shoulder and she turned around and said, "I'm sorry I'm busy now!" I said, "Demi seriously don't be a bitch!" Niall said, "Brooke don't say that to Demi!" I said, "Niall I'll explain later!" I then pulled Demi away and then said, "You better talk to me because I lost two of my best friends trying to talk to you and I'm probably losing two more and an ex boyfriend right as we speak!" She said, "I told you that when I changed my name I wanted nothing to do with anything to do with Allison!" I said, "A is gone! Jason's going to jail!" She said, "YOUR WRONG!" I said, "And how's that!" She said, "Jason's grandfather has connections! He could tell everyone who I really am and what we did on that tape!" I said, "I only had that one video on it what are you talking about!" She said, "You don't have the videos..." She then started walking away and I grabbed her and said, "I know about the perverted ones!" She said, "No the ones of that night when we were drugged...we did something really bad!" I said, "What did we kill Alli!" She then said, "No but we buried her alive!" I said, "THATS FUNNY BECAUSE SHES NOT DEAD!" Demi said, "You should of taken grief counseling with Sammy and I when it first happened and maybe you would be crazy now!" She then walked away and then I punched then was then screamed in pain. My hand was all red and started swelling up. A phone started ringing and my head shot to the pay phone next to me. I slowly walked over and picked it up and the person said, "I TOLD YOU NOT TO TELL ANYONE!" I said, "Al-" They then said, "DONT SAY MY NAME! JUST LISTEN... I need you to look at the wall and there is a picture of Marilyn Monroe." I said, "I see it." Allison then said, "Lift it up and behind it there is a video tape... Someone is recording us. Take it and tell them you know who they are and you are going to the cops and then go to security and stay near people at all times!" She then hung up and I lifted up the picture and sure enough I saw the recorder. I then said, "I KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND IM GOING TO THE COPS!" I then grabbed it and ran to find security. I then saw Demi and said, "I HAVE PROOF!" I was walking up to her and then a man ran up to me and said, "You need to go backstage your on soon!" He rushed me backstage and then my makeup team ran up to me and freaked out when they saw my hand. They then grabbed a wrap and wrapped it up. Then I heard Ellen say, "And here are our next guests Brooke Hyland and One direction!" We all walked out and waved and smiled. The crowd cheered and then I heard someone scream, "SOON WE CAN BE CELL BUDDIES!" I then looked in that direction and saw no one. I started freaking out then Liam grabbed my hand and pulled me over to the couch where everyone was sitting. Ellen then said, "So let's do what I like to do... DRAMA!" We all laughed then she said, "So whose in a relationship?" Louis Liam and Zayn raised there hands then Ellen said, "Wait Harry and Brooke aren't dating!" We shook our heads then she said, "I guess this gift is for nothing but I'll give it to you guys anyway!" She pulled out a HUDGE bag then she pulled the first thing out and said, "These are Harrys 'I LOVE ELLEN' speedo underwear!" We all bursted out laughing and then she pulled out something else and said, "We can't forget Brooke's matching bra thong lace cover up set!" Louis said, "If Brooke doesn't want it I'm sure Eleanor would." We all laughed then she said, "Next is a cup for all your..." She gulped and said, "Juices." She pulled out a cup and we laughed so loud then she said, "We also have some extra large condoms since I hear Harrys very large right Brooke?" I blushed then looked down then Harry kissed my cheek then I pushed him away and blushed more. She then said, "We also have a 'Ellen is better than sex' blanket!" She pulled out a blanket then she said, "My personal favorite is a pregnancy test and a young pregnancy plan incase someone forgets to use the condom." She said pointing to Harry then she said, "I heard he's had a few knock ups and one night stands." I heard someone in the audience say, "HES NOT THE ONLY ONE! WE ALL KNOW BROOKE GOT KNOCKED UP THEN HAD AN ABORTION!" Security then rushed over to the person and pulled him out. I then bit my lip trying not to get upset and I just awkwardly laughed along then she said, "And last is the abstinence is key matching shirts!" The whole room bursted out laughing. She then said, "I don't think Jesus would appreciate that." We laughed then she said, "So Brooke we hear you sent an innocent man to jail!" Everyone laughed except Harry and I and I just awkwardly shifted in my seat. I said, "Well he's not innocent I just turned in evidence." Ellen then said, "Yes and they released this morning that there was a video of Jason Dilerentis killing his sister Allison who had been missing since you were 13 correct?" I nodded then she said, "So we know that there was you Allison Sammy and another girl but she never told the media her name because she changed it can you tell us her name?" I said, "Her original first name was Destiny but that's all I can say!" Ellen then said, "Okay but before we do anything else Brooke is going to perform her new single Mean To Me!" I got up and walked over to the stage and then the music started. I started singing:
You barely spoke to me
I get it, I can see
Your friends, they laugh out loud
Then whisper when you talk to me