𝓔𝓿𝓮𝓻𝔂𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓷𝓮𝓮𝓭

Love|Bill Kaulitz

It's a strange feeling... That strange feeling when you realize that you're slowly losing the flame of love that burned in your heart at first and suddenly... everything stopped.

Trying to rekindle that feeling in his heart, Bill wanted to do it...He tried so hard, but he couldn't. He didn't notice how things had stopped so suddenly.

Y/N realized this a long time ago when Bill was paying less and less attention to her, even though she tried to deny it.

Don't let go and hold on, she thought, looking at Bill, who was also looking at her, but there was nothing in his eyes.

Let go, he thought, not wanting to hurt the girl. He waited for her to back off first so he wouldn't have to break her heart. He couldn't do it, but is he still worth suffering? After all, there was nothing else to hope for.

"I've been waiting for you," the girl whispered with a weak sigh. Her heart wanted to jump out of her chest knowing something was going to happen and she wouldn't be able to stop it.

“You need to go home” Bill looked at the door that was left ajar, purposely keeping it open so Y/N didn't have to open it herself.

"I need to go home" the girl nodded, not wanting to take her eyes off Bill.

She looked at him like he was her whole life, and he was just waiting for her to finally leave him.

Their relationship has cooled, there is no longer the same warm feeling that was at first. Why, she thought.

Holding her things in her hand, she gave a weak smile to the boy, who didn't answer her the same, even though she waited.

As she approached the door, she turned to look at Bill again. She wanted so badly for Bill to stop her and tell her not to leave.

"Bill, will you wait for me?"

He was silent, he didn't answer anything, he didn't want to answer because he was in pain, he didn't want to torture the girl because of his mistakes.

"Bill…do you love me?"

"No"

~Saturn☆

I think I have post drinking depression, lmaooo.