𝓔𝓿𝓮𝓻𝔂𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓷𝓮𝓮𝓭

2|Trust|Bill Kaulitz

I would like to remind everyone that this is just a one shot and that the members of Tokio Hotel are not like what they are depicted in this one shot.

Tom watched Y/N with his glowing brown eyes as she held her hand, pinching her skin. It was obvious that the girl felt uncomfortable, but there was nothing else she could do when the whole group of friends went out for a picnic.

Y/N meanwhile was watching Bill, who was laughing with Georg and Gustav, completely oblivious to what had happened. The girl was sad that Bill was unable to apologize to her in any way and pretended that everything is fine.

Y/N blamed herself in all kinds of ways. Maybe her outfit provoked Bill, maybe she was too drunk, maybe it was just her fault that it happened.

"Y/N, are you coming with us tonight?" Bill asked looking up at the girl who just looked quickly somewhere in the distance, not wanting to meet his gaze.

"Where?" The girl whispered hugging her knees.

"Somewhere, to do something fun" Bill smirked as he reached out to touch Y/N's knee but Y/N pulled back shaking her head.

"If we're going, we have to get ready" Georg gave Y/N an angry look telling her not to act like that.

Everyone nodded and stood up gathering their things from the grass and headed towards the car. Y/N trailed a little behind, lost in her own thoughts as always, but Georg stopped and waited for the girl while the others continued walking.

"You'll have to go in front, with Bill," said Georg. The girl shook her head with pleading eyes, she didn't want it, at all.

"No Georg, you go, I don't want to" Y/N looked at her brother begging him not to do this to her.

"For the love of god, what is it?" Georg rolled his eyes, not understanding why Y/N is acting so weird.

"I don't want to sit next to Bill, please Georg"

"Stop it Y/N, this is getting annoying" Georg snorted leaving the girl alone.

Y/N felt like she was about to cry. She raised her head and looked at the white clouds, trying to control her tears, which were accumulating in her eye glands.

As much as Y/N didn't want to, she sat in front next to Bill on the passenger side. Looking out the window, she let out a deep and long sigh, letting Tom know that something was wrong with her. Tom knew what was wrong with her, but he couldn't do anything about it around others.

"What is it Y/N? Why are you sighing?" Bill asked as he started the car.

"She's afraid of you" Georg laughed as he sat in the back. Tom gave him a death glare, wanting to punch his friend in the face for mocking his sister like that.

Bill let out a quiet chuckle, feeling awkward knowing what this was about. He knew that Y/N didn't trust him, that she was afraid of him and he didn't know what to do about it. Bill tried to talk to the girl, to somehow revive their friendship, but the girl always spoke to him coldly or did not communicate at all.

Y/N tried to avoid him but she couldn't because  Bill followed her every time. She didn't want to forgive him, she felt angry at him, but at the same time she felt guilty that she was doing something wrong and blamed herself for it.

Y/N didn't even notice the car stopping in their backyard. After gathering her things, she quickly got out of the car and ran home, closing herself in a room.

"Y/N can I come in?" Y/N heard the voice of one of the twins. The girl breathed a sigh of relief when she realized it was Tom. After Y/N replied that he could, she saw Tom with a worried look on his face.

"Does Georg know?" Tom asked as he closed the door behind him.

"Yes" Y/N whispered looking down at her feet not daring to look at Tom in shame.

"Y/N, I talked to Bill, we had a big fight because of you" Tom sat down next to the girl but kept his distance not wanting her to feel awkward, after all she doesn't trust guys at all anymore.

"Thanks" Y/N smiled.

"So, Y/N, I want to give you a sincere apology for Bill and his disgusting actions" Tom smiled too as he saw her smile. "Can I, Y/N?"

The girl looked up at Tom, whose hand was next to hers. Sighing, she gathered her courage, she was still afraid, but the only guy she trusted was Tom, so she felt Tom's hand on hers just as she leaned over.

"Tom, you didn't do anything, it was Bill, he should apologize to me, even though it was probably my fault that this happened" Y/N said as she felt Tom massage her hand gently.

"Don't say that Y/N, don't you dare, because it's not your fault, it's his and only his" Tom scolded
Y/N as he hugged her feeling shivers run through the skin of her arms.

Y/N didn't feel uncomfortable but she didn't dare hug him back.
But she wanted to hug him and not let him go, because he was the only one who made her feel safe and heard.

"What did he say?" Y/N asked pulling her hand away from Tom.

"Do you really care what he said?" Tom answered to the question with a question without understanding why Y/N asked about him as if she still cares about Bill after what he did.

Y/N sighed as she wrapped her arms around Tom herself now, wanting to feel him next to her. Lifting her eyes to meet Tom's brown eyes, she pressed her lips to Tom's as she felt her heart pounding.

"Tom, I trust you, only you"

~Saturn☆

Sorry for the mistakes, I didn't check this one shot this time. <33