Our Story/TBS imagine

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It had been three months since the whole drama.
Since the wedding.
Since meeting Thomas.
Since leaving my family.
Since deleting my best friend for good.

I had moved into my new flat, but I was usually with Thomas anyway because I missed him greatly when I was all alone so he would come and stay with me most nights.

I spent most of my time on set, because I had nothing else to do.
Thomas keeps saying how I should start doing acting and I say no and then he would say 'you're really good' then I would say 'you've never seen me act.' Then 'I know you're good' and that's how the long conversation of acting would start.

I have to admit, I had been considering auditioning for some agents, but when I was about to apply I backed out. It's just some stupid dream of mine.

The only problem was Thomas was going back to the UK soon.
Well in 2 weeks and I was so scared to let him go.

Thomas would say how he will fly to me all the time and I said I would do the same, but in reality, does he have the time?

The question had been killing me for the past few weeks.
And my trust for him hasn't grown back yet.
I think I'm just paranoid, worried that something I did to someone else would happen to me.
I love Thomas, I really do - Even though I haven't said it- he means so much and he's really the closest thing I have to family at the minute.

I keep thinking that I need to go and see my family. I need to go and apologies, but I can't, there's something in my heart screaming not to.
And there's something else in my heart screaming Thomas is up to something. But how could he? He's always with me.

Me and Kaya had grown very close. I sort of see us spending a lot of time with each other in the future.
Ki Hong, Dylan and Will had also grown close, it felt like a big family.

Will, Kaya and Thomas had tried to persuade me to go back to the UK with them, but leaving the USA without telling my parents scared me, even though I hadn't spoken to them.

I was currently lying my head on Thomas' lap, staring into his eyes as he did into mine.

"I don't want to leave." He said.

"I don't want you to leave." I made a sad face.

"I will miss you."

"I will miss you too."I smiled

"No matter what happens, stay my girl?" He asked.

"I will always be you girl." I said, leaning up and kissing him gently.

"I love you Y/N." He kissed me back, but I still couldn't say those three words out loud.