Our Story/TBS imagine

67

"Don't ever leave me." Thomas said through the darkness of the night.

It was now 2am.

We spent most of our time at funeral get-together at the pond, but towards the end we went and talked to everyone.

We came home getting a sandwich for tea on the way back.

It took me along time to get Hazil into her room.
She kept saying "I'm so alone, no one cares anymore." And she would start crying again.

But finally, at 12am, she fell asleep.
I was now lying my head on Thomas's chest as we lay in bed cuddled up together.

"Why would I do that?" I asked, not moving.
"My life isn't normal. I mean, I'm not like a typical boy you would date. I've got fans and I travel a lot. Usually they don't like my girl-"
"Thomas." I sighed "I don't care about that stuff, I care about you and Hazil. I understand your fans don't like me, who can blame them? I took the cutest boy." I looked at him.
"If," he sighs, he's serious "if I think its wrecking your life, if things get serious. I can't drag you with me."

My heart drops

"What?"
"If I don't feel like your living your life anymore, then, I can't let that happen, can I? So, I won't be able to keep you."
"But, you just told me to never leave you?" I was panicking.
"Life is so real, I realised that today. After what Hazil said. If I lost you my life would fall but she can cover it up, I would cry Y/N, believe me. But I don't want you to drag your life after what I do-"
"But I won't." I argued.
"Okay." He leaned down and kissed me.
I placed my head back on his chest.
"What's your dream?" He asked.
"Haven't you asked me that?"
"Tell me again."
"To be an actress."
"Oh yeah, I remember. Why don't I help you start auditioning for things?"
"Because, I have Hazil to look after." I replied, though I wanted him to do that.
There was silence for a while then he carried on "Do you want her to stay?" He asked.
"She has no where else to go." I replied.
"She wanted to go to an acting school, her parents looked into it and were thinking of it. I was so happy because she was following my footsteps. I was thinking of looking into it again. I think its in LA, but I'm not sure, so she would have to board."
"Really?" I looked at him again.
"I think she would like that." He replied, smiling.
"If I had that opportunity, then I would love it!" I laughed.

I rested my head back on his chest and I closed my eyes. I was so tired.
"I love you Y/N." Thomas whispered.
"I love you too Thomas."
"I'm sorry."
"What for?" I heard him begin to speak but it was unclear, soon I was swept away into the endless hole of my mind. When I wake up, I'm all alone.