Our Story/TBS imagine

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I should if known.
I should of guessed she didn't really care about me anymore.
But, I can't help but wonder if you did even care about me?
It was always her.
When I got my first boyfriend, she got her first kiss. When I got an A, she got an A*. She always had the spotlight.
She never really cared about my feelings. It was always her.
I should of known.

"Okay." I whispered, I was shocked, maybe a little sad but it wasn't his fault, it wasn't even Alice's fault. Thomas didn't know I even existed.
But, he never told me about Alice, why?
I took a deep breath.
"Here it comes." Hazil screamed with excited.
"Hazil, please." Thomas had gone extremely pale "Y/N, I love you so-"
"It's okay." I whispered, then I looked at Alice.
"Wait for it Hazil, this is when it gets good." Alice laughed.
I frowned at her.
"Me and Hazil got along well, she told me about you and how much she hated you. How much you are trying to be her amazing mum-who I was in fact great friends with."
"So you too have been talking?" Thomas asked.
"You can't stop me." Hazil glared.
"You know she hates Y/N Thomas, she has no one. She needs someone." Alice said, as if I wasn't there.
"Hold on a minute." I raised my voice "I have been there for Hazil, she just hated me from the beginning. What about that stupid shopping trip! When I spent over £100 on you!" I was getting so angry "you used me Hazil! Are you kidding me?"
"Don't get angry at her!" Alice screamed.
"SHUT UP ALICE!" I screamed. "Just everyone shut up!"
To my surprise no one spoke.
They allowed me to think, which was all I needed.
"Okay, Alice, I will ask you very nicely first time then not so nice the second time. Please leave my home. I am happy here, you can talk to Hazil all you like, because she needs someone to talk to, and that's obviously not me. Please, don't ever contact me again." I stood up and waved my hand towards the door.

She glared at me.
"Y/N-"
"I will ask you once." I threatened.

Alice sighed, but then slowly got up.

"I'll be in touch Hazil." She smiled at the young girl then turned around to look at Thomas "goodbye Thomas I'll-"
I interrupted her, I knew exactly what she was doing "leave. Now." I said sharply.

And she did.

Now she stood face to face with me.
I stood in the warmth of my own home, and she stood in the dry of July air.

"I guess this is goodbye, Y/N." Alice sighed.
I suddenly felt sadness fill my heart "goodbye."
"This won't be the last-"
I knew what she was about to say.
And a few hours ago and I would be begging her to stay and make her stay until we grew old, like we always dreamed.
But I couldn't do that anymore.
The relationship was destroyed, the trust was completely lost.
"I don't think we will see each other again, I'm sorry Alice." I felt the tears in my eyes.
"Okay then." She sighed, I saw the tears "I'm sorry Y/N."
I allowed a tear to fall "and I'm sorry too."

I began closing the door when it dawned on me; when I was with Thomas when he was filming in the forest he got a phone call from someone called Alice.

"WAIT!" I called out as she was nearly half way down the path.
She turned around.
"Were you in America a few months back? Did you phone Thomas?" I asked.
"Yes, I knew he was in America. But only a few times. Once he didn't even speak it was just a dead line."

I felt my heart shatter.

"Goodbye Alice." I said sincerely.
"Goodbye Y/N." And with that my best friend walked away from me for the very last time.