Our Story/TBS imagine

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"Okay, so have you got everything?" I asked, looking through his suitcase for about the 5th time that evening.

"Yes, I promise. We even made the list! Look, it's all ticked off!" Thomas held up a small piece of paper with all his things he needed to pack. "Why are you so stressed, you weren't like this with the scorch trails?"

I looked at him, "I don't know. I just, I just feel like you shouldn't go." I sighed.

"Y/N, look at me." Thomas walked over and cupped my face with his hands. He was sitting in a chair opposite the bed when I was leaning against the bed; I had been strangely tired and weak lately "I'll be back before you know it, okay. As soon as we finish we can plan our beautiful wedding and our beautiful family."

"Okay." I smiled and kissed him.

Thomas walked over to his suit case and zipped it up.

I stepped back a little bit and felt my head go dizzy. I stumbled a couple of feet and fell on to the chair Thomas was just on.

"Oh god, Y/N!" Thomas was at my side holding my hand and rubbing my head within seconds.

It took my eyes a few seconds to focus on Thomas "I'm fine." I sighed, rubbing my head.

"what was that?" He asked.

"I don't know, but I'll be fine." I replied again, feeling a sharp pain in my stomach which I didn't mention.

"I'll be back as soon as I can." Thomas said, rubbing my head.

"Thomas,"

"Yeah?"

"When, when we have a baby" I didn't want to say this but I knew I had too "you can't leave me. Like go abroad and film."

"Y/N-" not the response I wanted.

"No Thomas. You cant! This baby-if it happens- is not going to have a father who leaves all the time! We will move to America if we have to! But you aren't going to leave me to raise OUR child!"

"It might not even happen yet Y/N! How could you ask me such a thing?" His change of attitude scared me slightly.

"Because, babies are good when you want one. If you aren't ready to start a family then that's-"

"DONT ASK ME THAT!" He screamed over me.

"THOMAS! Calm down!"

"Maybe we shouldn't have a baby then!" He screamed.

"WITH THIS ATTITUDE THEN I WOULNT WANT A BABY HERE!"

"FINE!" Thomas screamed and dragged his suitcase out of the room and downstairs without saying anything else.

Panic flooded my veins.

Thomas didn't want a baby. But I'm not pregnant, so that's okay?

Right? No I'm not pregnant.

I haven't checked for over a month.

Oh god.

I felt a burning feeling in my throat and ran to the toilet to vomit.

I washed my mouth out over the sink and sighed.

I looked down and saw a un-used tester.

I looked in the mirror "please, please don't be in there."

I grabbed the tester and crossed my fingers.