Sullies of Haunted Yesterday (Casa Fuego Series #4)

Chapter 39

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Kakatapos lang ng dinner namin kaya ngayo'y nasa kuwarto na ulit ako. It was a great dinner. Animo'y may piyesta sa dami ng pagkain, pero alam ko namang naghanda talaga sila dahil ngayon lang ulit umuwi si Eros.

Mahaba rin ang naging dinner dahil nagkwentuhan pa. It took a while before it registered to me that I was having dinner with the Hermedillas, but that was because they never let me feel that I was out of place. Kahit pa rito na ako lumaki, iba pa rin ang lugar ko noon kaya hindi ako sanay. Pero ngayon, magaan ang pakiramdam ko kasama sila.

Kakatapos ko lang magshower. Umupo ako sa dulo ng kama ni Eros, naka puting roba. Nilagyan ko ng lotion ang aking palad at unti-unting kinalat iyon sa aking balat. I took my time applying the lotion, massaging the muscles of my legs in between, until I heard a knock on my door.

Tatayo pa lang ako para buksan ang pinto, iniisip na si Manang Vilma iyon o isa sa mga kasambahay dahil nasa kaniya-kaniyang kuwarto na ang mga Hermedilla, pero nagulat ako nang kusang bumukas iyon. Saka ko lang napagtanto na si Eros ang pumasok nang isara niya ang pinto.

"Did I disturb you?" he asked quietly.

Hindi agad ako nakasagot. I got distracted. My eyes were busy checking him out. He was wearing a black robe, and a pair of black indoor slippers. Mamasa-masa pa ang kaniyang buhok. Mas lalong bumagal ang kilos ko, halos makalimutan na nga ang ginagawa.

Tumikhim ako. "Hindi naman. Anong ginagawa mo rito?"

Ngumuso siya. Pinagmamasdan niya akong nakaupo sa kama niya. I can sense the malice in his eyes, but I couldn't reprimand him because there was malice in my eyes too, discretely checking him out.

"I realized I didn't bring any t-shirts, thinking that I have tons here at my room that I left years ago. I went here to get one."

"Ah. Okay. Sige lang..." napakurap-kurap ako nang nanatili siyang nakatayo sa harap ko.

He licked his lips and nodded before he proceeded to the walk-in closet. Napatikhim ako at agad pinagdikit ang mga binti ko.

I'm feeling something in between my legs. Some kind of yearning... craving, even. I'm still discovering myself sexually and emotionally, but it doesn't need a lot of analyzation to figure out that I'm... turned on.

I'm not sure if it's a good time to have sex with him, though. More so, this might not be the right place. I can't keep quiet. He can't keep quiet, too!

But could I really survive the night without... making love with him?

We could... sneak in, right? We just have to... stay quiet the whole time...

Napapikit ako nang mariin. Ano ba 'tong mga naiisip ko?! Simula noong unang gabi namin ni Eros, panay na ang pag-iisip ko tungkol sa ganitong bagay. Hindi na mawala sa isip ko. At hindi lang iyon nananatili sa isipan ko, kundi nararamdaman ko rin sa buong katawan ko.

This isn't a bad thing. It's not bad... and is even normal... to discover myself sexually. But maybe I have to figure out how to control myself, too, because right now, all I could think about is making love with him! I'm so close to not caring that we are in their mansion!

"Emy?"

Napamulat ang mga mata ko nang narinig siya. Nasa harap ko na ulit siya, hawak na ang t-shirt niya. Ngayon ko lang narealize na naka sweatpants na pala siya habang naka-roba.

"Are you alright?" he asked sensually.

"Oo naman!" agap ko. "Okay na? Nakuha mo na?"

He showed me his t-shirt. "Yup. I'll change in my room..."