Y/Ns POV:
Em has came to the bar and dragged me back to our table seeing as I was drinking alcohol like it was water. I wasn't that drunk though, the only feeling I had right now was pain. Seeing Leah with Vanessa was like a knife straight through my heart.
I glanced over to their table and made eye contact with Leah. She looked hurt and I know that hurt is my fault. She quickly looked away from me as she pulled Vanessa in for a kiss. That felt like a kick to the stomach, but she's not mine anymore.
"Y/N are you listening? What are you looking- ohh shit. I'm gonna kill that girl", Em seethed out as I tried to hold back the tears.
"It's fine Em, just leave it", I said as I made my way to the bathroom and telling Em I'd be back in a minute. At this point the alcohol was starting to take affect and I feel like every emotion had be heightened. The tears started streaming down my face as I couldn't get that image out of my head.
I walked into the bathroom quickly but soon stopped in my tracks when I seen Beth and Viv in the middle of the room kissing. They jumped when they heard the door open and turned round to see me standing there. I quickly wiped my tears as I turned round ready to leave.
"Sorry guys", I sniffled out as I went to turn and walk away before someone's hand softly grabbed my wrist which made me jump.
"Sorry I um-"
"It's okay, don't worry about it", I said avoiding their gaze, I didn't know where to look, they hated me and I don't want to see that look in their eyes.
"Can we talk?" Beth asked softly as I just nodded.
"We're sorry Y/N", Viv said as I immediately shook my head, "no, you don't have to-"
"But we do", Beth said cutting me off. "We've been so shitty to you and we're sorry. We understand okay?", she continued on softly as I just let out a sob and they both pulled me into their arms.
"I'm so sorry, I didn't want this to happen and now everyone hates me and it's my fault", I cried as Beth ran her fingers through my hair.
"We don't hate you, and they don't hate you. Em gave us all some tough words and we agreed we've been harsh, we were just hurt and we're sorry", Beth said as I let out a laugh at Em sticking up for me.
"She hates me", I mumbled and Beth and Viv just shared a look, that sentence alone make me feel sick as I quickly ran into one of the stalls and threw up the contents of my stomach which was just pure alcohol.
I felt someone hold my hair back, either Beth or Viv.
"Viv can you get Emily please", Beth said from behind me as she continued to rub my back. I heard the door open and close as I continued being sick. Ugh I hate being sick.
"I'm never drinking again", I coughed out as Beth laughed when I lay my head on the toilet seat. Gross.
Leah's POV:
We were all engaging in conversation when I seen Viv walk over to our table as she whispered something in Emily's ear as she was sat beside Lia. I started to panic but hid it well as I know her and Beth were in the bathroom and Y/N ran in there not long ago and hasn't come back out.
Emily just glanced at me as she hurriedly made her way to the bathroom as Viv sat down.
"Everything okay?", Alessia asked concerned as Viv just nodded.
"Yea, Y/N isn't feeling well so I came here to get Emily", Viv said, clearly not wanting to go into a lot of detail. My heart hurt a little bit that I wasn't the one that was there comforting her.
Y/Ns POV:
I heard the door open and close again soon after and I assumed it was Emily.
"Em", I croaked out as I threw up again, "why won't it stop", I teared up as I continued to throw up.
"Shhh it's okay, we've got you", Em said softly as she rubbed my back.
"Maybe someone put something in her drink?", Beth wondered out loud as Em replied, "yea maybe, it must have been when she was at the bar". My throat felt red raw with the amount of times I've thrown up, I just wish someone would sedate me at this point.
"She's throwing up a lot, it's like a 20 minute drive back to mine and Lias place, I'm not sure she'll be able to hold out", Em said to Beth.
"She won't need to, mine and Vivs place is only a couple minutes away, all the girls were planning to stay over anyway, Steph and Alessia are the designated drivers", Beth said and I could tell Emily was trying to see if it was a good idea.
"I don't know, what about Leah and Vanessa?", Em asked.
"Vanessa already left, she had work early in the morning", Beth replied and Em nodded in response, "thanks".
I slowly leaned away from the toilet and leaned up against the side of the stall. I just wanted to be home, in bed, sleeping. I was so tired.
"Hey no, stay awake Y/N/N, at least until we get you in the car", Em said as I just groaned.
"Help me lift her?", Em said to Beth as I felt them both lift me up from the floor.
"Wait flush the toilet, I don't want people seeing that", I whined out slurring my words as they both just laughed and flushed it, "you're so weird", Beth said as I just giggled.
We managed to get to the table as Em and Beth set me down gently as I rested my head on the table in front.
"I'll go tell them the plans", Beth said before she gave me a kiss to my forehead and went over to her table.
A few minutes later, Beth came back and told us everything was sorted.
"Let's go, us 3 are going with Alessia", Beth said as I just squealed, "yay, I missed Alessia", not knowing she was standing beside Beth. "I missed you too Y/N/N", she said softly as I just smiled.
We made it to Alessia's car as me and arm jumped in the back with Beth in the front. I leaned my head against the window, my body felt too warm and the glass felt incredible against my skin.
We pulled up to Beth and Vivs and thank god for that. I quickly got out of the car and threw up again all over the grass. I quickly felt a pair of hands on my waist trying to hold me up. I looked up to see Katie softly smiling at me as I started to tear up. Maybe they don't hate me.
We all made it into the house and all settled into our collective rooms. I fell asleep almost instantly but was jolted awake after a nightmare, I was covered in sweat and panting. Fuck sake. They were really bad after I faked my death but they gradually got less frequent.
I looked over to the clock as it read 4.30am. I still felt a little drunk but I didn't feel sick. I slowly made my way out of the bed, careful not to wake Em and quietly crept downstairs. I walked into the kitchen and poured myself a glass of water while leaning on the counter. I let out a sigh to myself. I'm glad the girls are speaking to me, I know Leah is still avoiding me at all costs but at least I have the girls again.
I continued to drink my water and I heard light footsteps coming down the stairs. Please don't be Leah. Please don't be Leah. Of course it's Leah.
She walked round the corner and my breath hitched as we made eye contact.
"Sorry, didn't know anyone was up", she mumbled looking away from me as she quickly got a glass of water and downed it. I didn't know what to say, I didn't know if I should say anything.
"Are you okay after last night?", Leah asked as she started to walk out of the kitchen but stopped with her back to me so she could ask.
"Yeah", I whispered, just loud enough so she could hear.
"Good", she muttered, and with that she made her way back up the stairs without sparing me a second glance. Well at least she didn't ignore me completely I guess.
