My Love

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Fluff? Angst? Idk

It's only been a couple of months since both Minjeong and Jimin were dating.

Beforehand Karina had been chasing Winter around, hoping that the younger girl would accept her feelings.

And at first Winter didn't bother, but the more she thought about it, why not? She didn't think anything lovely would happen.

But it ends up being something that she wasn't expecting.

Now she lives in the same house as Karina, sleeps in the same bed as Karina and shares pretty much everything they could together.

As if they were married couples, which winter knew all too well.

Being divorced 3 times taught Winter that love was nothing. Nothing special, nothing real.

It's either wealth or nothing.

Yet she still doesn't get why she's trying. She doesn't get why Karina's trying in this relationship.

Most of the time Karina gets used to a cold Minjeong, if that makes any sense.

Not a single 'I love you' left Winter's lips.

Not a single kiss was given by winter.

Yet karina still gives winter all of those no matter what.

At first karina thought the girl was just hating her, or disliked her but the more she came to think she realized that Winter did love her.

She just wasn't ready to show that side of her.

As Minjeong came home from her tiring day, she didn't care if she slumped into Karina's arms for the night.

Because from all the tough work she's done, maybe a little comfort doesn't hurt.

And the moment Karina's arms wrapped around her almost immediately, she felt warm and content.

"Tough day, my love?" Karina kisses Winter's forehead.

She just nods in return as her eyes closed.

But her mind was full of thoughts, flooding her brain. All of them were about Karina.

Why does she love me?

Why does she try so hard?

What if she were to just leave me one day?

There were too many thoughts.

"Jimin?" Minjeong whispers as she lays in Jimin's arms.

"Yes my love?" She takes in the warm sweet scent of Winter's hair.

"Why do you call me that?"

If anything, Karina was a bit stunned at the question.

"Because I love you, winter."

The younger girl just shakes her head in denial, refusing to believe that Jimin loves her.

"No, you don't need to. You can't love me." Winter's voice trembled.

"Why not my love?"

There was a long silence in the air as Karina rubs winter's arm.

"Because I never say such things to you, I never care for you the way you care for me.." the younger girl feels the sting in her eyes.

Karina lifts the girl's chin up to see crystal clear tears run down her cheeks and she doesn't hesitate to wipe them away with her own thumb.

"No baby, you do care.." Karina reasons.

"You care so much about me it makes me feel like you're the only one on the earth for me to ever trust and love."

Winter still disagrees.

Because never in her life, never in her years of dating has she believed in true love. Because Real love is bullshit and she refuses to believe it, no matter what.

Not a single man nor woman made her feel loved the way Karina did and she still refused to believe it.

"Why do you try so hard to love me?"

"Why do you always call me your love?" She breaks down into a million tears, clenching her fists tight against Karina's shirt.

The older girl just pulls her in as Minjeong's muffled cries vibrate against her chest. "I don't need to try hard to love you, Winter."

"Whether I did or didn't, it doesn't matter because in front of me, is the one I love nevertheless."

"Even if you won't call me my love in return, I'll wait."

"I'll wait day by day, each hour, each minute that passes, each second until those exact words leave your lips."

"And I'll say it again and again."

"Because in my heart lies my love for you."

"I'll forever call you my love, if it's the last thing I'll do." The older girl whispers.

She captures Karina's lips for the very first time herself in a languid, passionate kiss and it's a different feeling aside from Karina kissing her.

It felt right.

The younger one's eyes were red puffy but the more winter stared into those hazel brown eyes of Karina's, she really does see that Karina really meant all she said.

It was easy for her to understand that really, this could be her first love.

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