chapter 40- I'm Sorry

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24th April 2015

You were at the radio station, waiting for MinSeok and Chanyeol to come. Since they will be running late, you did the opening segment by yourself. You thought that there will be guests today but the guests pulled out in the last minute due to an emergency situation. Hence, you and the producers changed the script completely and decided to do a game competition between MinSeok and Chanyeol. After the opening segment, they walked in and you instructed them to sit on the right hand side of you.

MinSeo: I don't normally sit there though

You: the guest pulled out. You'll be the guest for today.

Minseok: really. What are we going to do?

You: you'll find out later.

Luckily, the show was able to run smoothly. the three of you were having competitions which involves calling people up to answer questions, as well as making prank calls. After playing games for an hour, it was time for a closing segment, where you will normally read a letter from a listener. However, you decided to write a letter this time to EXO. Before that segment, you messaged every exo member to turn on their radio so they could hear this.

You: a letter to my love one...to my dongsang, EXO.

The OST dtsrtd playing in the background. You could see MinSeok and ChanYeol looking shocked. You took a breath before reading the letter. You weren't worried because SM approved the letter to be read on air.

You: Dongsangs - ar. Hello. Maybe I shouldn't call you guys dongsangs because you guys are older. I should be calling you guys oppa. I hope that you guys listened well to MinSeok oppa and my radio show, along with ChanYeol oppa as the guest. You guys are surprised that I wrote this right? I did have a debate whether I should write this or not. However, after asking the producers and the company, I was given this opportunity to write this. I know how tired you guys have been. How exhausted you guys are due to member after member leaving. I know you guys have a feeling that you couldn't trust anyone at all. Especially chinese people. It's hard to say it but the Chinese people in the company are also disappointed by the actions of these people. We really want to come to you. ZhouMi oppa, Victoria unnie and LiYin Unnie, as well as Canadian born chinese Henry and ABC: amber and I. Note: ABC means Australian born chinese or American born chinese. We really want to come to you and say everything is going to be alright. We want to hug and cover your pain away. However, we couldn't. We were too scared. We know that you wouldn't want more trouble from us and we know that you think that believing us is wrong. Especially when you guys said you guys always say "we are one" ever since you debut. However, after members leaving, you guys always question "are we still one? Are we still in this together?" It breaks my heart a lot when I see you guys suffer. When you guys are in pain due to this incident. Remember the first time that it happened, you guys would try to act strong in front of each other. However, when I see you guys individually, you guys will be crying in pain. Your sunbae try to comfort you. We really tried to. That's probably why you guys can stand up and make a wonderful performance for your first concert. Time after time that it happens, I want to be there to wipe your tears away. However, I'm always hesitated to. Especially when one of you pushed me away saying that chinese people are irrogant and selfish: unlike Koreans who will help and stick with each other until the end. I know that. However, not all chinese people are selfish and do everything to ourselves. If that is the case, wouldn't I left Girls Generation and develope at the chinese market when they become successful with Gee? Oppa. All I want to let you know is that if you're on any difficulties or pain, you can always lean on us, chinese people in the company, as well for comfort and support. The chinese oppas, unnies and I will always be by your side to support you. We really mean it when we say "you guys are the best". You guys are the best in the company. Us sunbae always admire your hard effort and teamwork. We "promise" that we will always be by your side regardless what happens. Ill like to dedicate the song "My Turn to Cry" to you. We dont want you guys to fry anymore. Please be happy again. EXO, Saranghamida

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