Brewing the essence of love

Chapter 36

Vardhaan's POV

Mornings now a days are so good. It feels so good to look at Koyal early in the morning. "Not look but stare at her like a creep." My consciousness butted in. "What, I am not a creep stop saying that to me." I said. "You are, in fact as a matter of fact you are acting like one right now. Dude you have been staring at her since you woke up without blinking and you say you're not creep." My consciousness said again. "What!! she looks so cute in her sleep." I replied back. "Ever wondered what will happen if she wakes up?" My inner self questioned me, and before I could reply back, it happened she woke up. It was as if my conscience manifested for her to wake up. Shit!! What to do now. I quickly closed my eyes before she could notice me.

"Please don't notice please don't notice" I was praying silently. After some minutes she suddenly caressed my face. Her hands were so soft that I got goosebumps when I felt her touch. She was also looking at me I guess. Then she in a very soft voice she said, "I am sorry Vardhaan I am so sorry" Her voice was so low that if not for such quiet environment I wouldn't hear her. "You are not supposed to listen, remember you are asleep for her." My inner self made me guilty. But what is she sorry for? Should I open my eyes and ask. "Absolutely NO" my inner self disagreed instantly and for the first time I agreed with it. Then again she said "Sorry for not responding to your glances, your smiles and your efforts. For not making efforts to know you. But I will try to be a partner you deserve Vardhaan, just wait a little more for me Vardhaan. And don't go away. Just wait for me a little." Her voice cracked at the end. She caressed my hair and face again and went away.

Why did she say that? Last night was so good, it was perfect. Then why did she say sorry? Why did she a partner I deserve? Did I make her feel unwanted? And I would never leave her and go. At least not now when I like. Looks like I jinxed my morning. Aah, I think I should get up in a few minutes. Yeah I will just do that. "Yeah yeah or else she will cath your play." My inner self taunted. "For god sake I am you, can you agree with me for once and if not that then stay quiet." I silently groaned.

After some minutes which was probably like an hour or so, I felt someone shake me. I had slept off thinking various things. Slowly I opened my eyes to see Koyal shaking me trying to wake up, slightly panicked. "Good Morning Koyal" I said. "Good morning, are you ok?" She asked. "Yeah why?" I asked as if I was unware of the fact that I slept much longer than usual. "Actually it's 8 in the morning and I never seen you sleep so late, so I got a little worried." She said concerned. "WHAT it's 8:30 I AM SO LATE." What the hell, how did I sleep so much, I thought it was only few minutes, but I actually slept for three hours more.

"Koyal I am fine, I don't know how I slept this late, but I am so late, I have a meeting at 9 so talk to you later. And thank you." I said and rushed towards the bathroom. I got ready in somewhat 15 minutes. I was rushing towards the door, then I remembered Koyal. So I shouted, "Koyal I am going bye," "Vardhaan wait, breakfast" She said. "I am so sorry but I am running so late, I will have something in the office, bye." Saying this I rushed towards the door, when she suddenly came towards me and then handed me a bag "I knew you would run late so I packed some lunch and breakfast for you. Bye." I smiled at her and went towards my work.

The rest of the day passed in a blur. I was busy with so work. I hardly had any spare time, but for the ones I had all I could think about was today morning's incident. Why would she feel the need to say sorry? Why would she say that she would be someone I deserve? Did I make her feel wrong in any way? Godd I feel its time to have a nice talk with my wife again. Why can't she talk to me for once?

I finished my work a little early and then I went to my house. I had the keys and I don't know why I felt the need to open with my keys today. But I did what I felt. Yesterday was so good when I actually rang the doorbell to go in. When Koyal opened the door, it felt so homely. Anyways I made my way inside. Koyal was talking to someone on the phone. She was unaware of my arrival. "Of course she will be unaware. Did you ring the bell for her to know you are back" My innermost said. "Shut up"

I know its wrong to eavesdrop but I am only a human. "I don't know Payal, I don't have the answers to your questions but I surely want him in my life. Yesterday evening I felt so content.- I just feel that I am not someone who deserves him.-I just want him to hang a little more, I swear I am pushing myself. I am trying, trying hard to be his wife." She said during the call, I was unable to hear the other person but I assume it to be Payal. My patience and heart both broke when I heard her cry. "I just don't want him to leave me, I don't want to be alone again" She weeped. My heart was beating too fast. Who will leave her now? I had multiple questions and confusion in my brain.

Godd what is going on I need to know. I need to confront Koyal. "Good choice" My innermost finally agreed with me on something today. Clearing up my mind I I opened my room's door. 

"Koyal we need to speak now."

"Vardhaan you....aa"

"Yes Koyal me, lets have a conversation shall we?"

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