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Negan started asking for me. Dwight would yank me out of the cell and put me in a room with Negan's wives.
Everyday he would ask me if I changed my mind. And my answer stayed the same.
Damn, Payton you are really getting on my nerves. I'm am offering a a great deal and yet you still reject it. Well once again can't help the ones who made a dumb ass choice. Negan said as he ordered his men to take me back to the cell.
Once I got back to my cell Dwight slammed the door and started playing the music he played always. He played it again and again and again.
I just sat on the cold floor. I just wanted to see Daryl.
I than heard the door open, I looked and saw that it was Negan's son Ethane.
If your here to give me food than take it back. I'm not hungry. I said.
Ethane just sat against the wall.
Yeah, I know. I just wanted a break from all of it. Ethane said.
I looked at him. I just wanted a break from the killing, from the blame, from my father. Ethane said as I saw his hands shake.
Yesterday my father killed a man names Nick. He was a good person. All he did was just get food for his wife. But my father could not except that so he shot him. The last thing Nick said to me was please reason with him, he's your father. And I wanted to I really did, thing is Negan doesn't consider me as his son. Not after my mother died. And it's all my fault. Ethane said.
When I looked at this boy, I didn't see Negan's son. I saw a scared little boy who just needed help, and to get out of here.
How is it your fault? I asked.
Negan left me with my mother to take care of her, she had cancer and he needed medicine. So he was gone for mouths and mom got worse. The last thing she said to me was that she loved me. The next day she was dead and became a walker. It was my fault, I should've taken better care of her. I should've noticed things that she was trying to tell me. Ethane said.
To me that doesn't seem like your fault. Your mom just couldn't fight anymore, but that's not your fault. It's not. Don't listen to whatever shit Negan tells you because it's not true. I said.
Ethane, than looked at me like that was the first time he has ever heard that.
The next few days Dwight started getting physical with me. When ever I refused to eat he would shove the food down my through and if I fight back he would choke me until I agreed to eat the food. The only times that were good was when Ethane visited. He would let me know how Daryl was. Ethane told me how the sanctuary was, their was no family their only cold hearted people.
