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It was a few mouths since everyone moved back to Alexandria, after Alpha everyone was not okay, Especially Payton we both weren't

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It was a few mouths since everyone moved back to Alexandria, after Alpha everyone was not okay, Especially Payton we both weren't. 

After Mom died, we all went by Thomas's grave. Mae started talking about Thomas to Tommy, I think it finally let her heal. 

Maggie came home, Payton went to go help her along with Daryl, to help some of her people. 

I stayed and helped Ethane look after Alexandria, as much as things were good, there was Quinn. I know how bad things got when I left. 

We barley talked. The only time we would ever talk would be to train Judith. 

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I didn't blame Quinn for the way she was, I was an asshole to her. But I still decited to give her space. 

Later that day, I was sitting outside my pateo, I got my cigerate and started smoking. Quinn started coming to my house. 

Since when did you start smoking? She asked. 

Since when did you start to finally talk to me? I asked. 

Quinn just looked at me and walked away. 

I know that was a shitty response, but the reason I started smoking  was to try to forget it all, on that day. 

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I've been searching five states by now, and there was no sign of Rick. I looked every part of every state I went to and nothing. 

I made it to California. Hollywood.  Los Angles was as worn down as the rest of the towns.     I went looking half the city, still nothing. 

I went by the beach and sat down. It was a while since I had seen the ocean. It reminded me of Oceanside I took out the picture I took of of Quinn when we first found Alexandria. I know how I left things was bad. I still remember her begging me to stay, I wanted to, I really did. But everyone I 'd known had died. When I saw that Rick's body wasn't found I wanted to find him, dead or not. If there was a chance I wanted to take it. 

Later that night I saw smoke coming from the far end of the beach. 

Rick? I thought. 

I grabbed my things and ran as fast as I could. Once I got there instead of Rick I found a kid, sitting by the fire. Once she saw me  she ran. 

Wait, I'm not going to hurt you. I said. 

The girl stayed hidden. 

I grabbed an apple I was able to find when I went by New Mexico. There was a garden I found, some of the food was still good so I took some. 

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