A Blast From The Past (Jungkook FF 21+)

chapter 23

FLASHBACK

Y/n pov

"Has anyone seen Jungkookie? Can't find him anywhere."
These were the last words I heard, before closing the bedroom door. Absentmindedly, I set on the bed. Guilt was rapidly washing over me. I couldn't believe I had kissed Jungkook and, at Namjoon's house, of all places. I was about to burst in tears when I heard the room door open. I jumped a little bit, not expecting anyone. Obviously, it was Namjoon.
"Did I scare you?" He said, tenderly and with a bit of concern in his voice.
"Oh, no, it's just that I was distracted, that's all." He came closer and set on the bed with me.
"You don't look fine, though." He cupped my chin and raised my head in order to look me in the eyes. I couldn't dare meet his gaze. In that moment, tears started streaming down my cheeks. He enveloped me in a tight hug.
"Hey, hey, calm down, babe." He started to pat my head.
"Did something happen? You were okay when I left you." He tried to brush the damp hair off of my face.
"It's because bad things happen when you leave me alone." I was trying to collect myself, not wanting to crumble down completely.
"What do you mean?" He asked, now fully worried.
"Nothing, just don't mind my stupid talk. I got overly emotional thinking that you'll leave in a few days. I guess, being alone in the dark emphasized the whole thing. Don't worry, I'll be okay." I tried to reassure him.
I had barely calmed down when I heard a knock on the door. I jumped again.
"What's with you being all jumpy, tonight." Naturally, my weird behavior didn't go unnoticed.
"I'm too distracted, I guess." I said, trying to justify my emotional state. It was Taehyung, again.
"I have prepared dinner. I wonder if guys wanted to join us. You haven't eaten anything." He asked, waiting for an answer.
"I'm not hungry. I just feel like laying on the bed and sleep. Joonie, if you want, you can join them, I don't mind." I said, in the hope that everyone would leave me alone.
"What's with her?" Taehyung asked Namjoon. Namjoon didn't answer but he just brushed it away with his hand. Meaning, not to enquire further. Taehyung nodded and left us alone. Namjoon got back to bed and crawled inside the covers with me. His tender gestures made me feel even worse. All I wanted to do now, was to cry. He switched off the lights and spooned me from behind, patting my head, softly, as if I were a little baby. I cried myself to sleep that night.
The next morning, I woke up with a major headache. When I opened my eyes, I realized Namjoon wasn't in bed. I lazily got up and dressed. Hopefully, everyone had left the house for I did not wish to see anyone, especially a certain person.
I wasn't ready to face him yet. I went downstairs, trying to detect any voice but the house was quiet. I almost made it to the kitchen when I heard a rumor coming from behind the fridge door.
"Boo!" Jin started laughing.
"Morning, lazy head. I was wondering when you would wake up." He smiled at me.
"Well, it is weekend so, I took my time." My mood was still off from yesterday evening.
"Everything okay? You have puffy eyes. Have you been crying?" He asked, while putting food on the plates.
"Yeah, it's just that I had a bit of a breakdown yesterday. With Namjoon leaving and the university...everything just felt like my heart was on my throat. I'll be okay, don't worry." He nodded.
"I knew you'd get up, sooner or later so, I made you breakfast." I was really hungry, having skipped evening's dinner.
"Don't tell the others but, you're the best." I winked at Jin.
"The best and...the most handsome one!" He said, with his usual confidence.
"By the way, where is everyone? Joonie didn't wake me up, nor did he leave a message." I decided to investigate a bit, not wanting to be faced with another surprise.
"Joonie went for a run and told me you were still asleep and not to wake you up. And Tae...I didn't see him, this morning. He's probably still sleeping." He laughed.
"He'll come down when he's hungry, as always." He sat down to eat with me. We were enjoying breakfast in silence when I heard a voice coming from the kitchen door.
"Good morning, everyone." Suddenly, my fork dropped from my hands and I chocked on whatever I was eating. It was Jungkook, in all of his glory; bare chested, wearing shorts and sweaty from head to toe. Drops of sweats dripping from his hair to his shoulders. He ran a hand through his hair to tuck them back. I barely managed to greet him back.
"JayKay, you left Y/n here pretty speechless." Jin exclaimed, cupping my chin, in order to close my mouth. I shook my head.
"You better put something on before Joonie sees you like that." Jin was still looking at me but I pretended to be interested at the plate of food in front of me.
"Noted, hyung. I'll go take a shower, then." Jeez, he had probably decided to kill me completely and finish off the work. I saw him looking at me from my peripherical vision but didn't try to engage in a conversation with me, either. Jin nodded at him and he left soon after. In that moment, Namjoon entered but he missed Jungkook by the second.
"Hi, babe!" He was also bare chested and sweaty.
"You've got to be kidding me!" I exclaimed. Jin started laughing out loud.
"What happened?" Namjoon asked, dumbfounded. Jin just shook his head. At least, he was being smart about not adding fuel to the fire.
"I just told Jin something funny, that's all." I stared at Jin whom, shaking his head in approval, immediately understood the assignment.
"I'm going to take a shower, then." He informed me.
"Wait, I'll join you." I put my plate on the dishwasher and thanked Jin before leaving the kitchen.
"So, how are you feeling today." Namjoon asked me, throwing the towel over my shoulders so he could pull me towards him.
"I'm better, thanks to you. I guess, all I needed was a good night sleep and you holding me all night." He closed the gap and kissed my lips. I tried to back off with the excuse that he was all sweaty.
"Y/n, idk if it's me but I'm feeling you a bit distant since last night." I instantly felt so bad.
"Oh, come on, it's just that you're sweaty." Why was I being such a liar when a few minutes ago the only image in my head was the one of me licking Jungkook dry of his sweat. I shook my head thinking I would shake off these dirty thoughts, too.
"I wanted to make love to you yesterday, before everything happened and your mood suddenly changed." He said, before starting to suck on the nape of my neck.
"Babe, I want to fuck your sweet little pussy, so badly." Thankfully, he was still distracted because the bathroom door on the corridor was left ajar. Behind it, I could see a dripping Jungkook with just a towel around his waist, he was smirking at me, listening to our conversation.
"And I...want you to fuck me." My eyes fixed on the crack of the bathroom door, looking Jungkook straight in the eyes.