My First Love [Spencer Reid Fanfic - 1]

Chapter 37- Revelations

"There is not a righteous man on Earth who does what is right and never sins." - Ecclesiastes 7:20

"Cassie. Cassie! Open your beautiful blue eyes, Pretty Girl."

My eyelids fluttered open and I saw Morgan by my side. My head was throbbing from the pain inflicted by Tobias Hankel. "Spencer! I shouted. "Where's Spence?"

Morgan looked at me with sorrow in his eyes. "Hankel took him."

I tried to get up but felt dizzy and fell again, but Morgan caught me. "We need to find him." Tears were threatening to fall.

"Easy there, Cass." Morgan spoke softly. "We need a medic!" He yelled.

A paramedic came immediately and put me on a gurney. "Morgan, Tobias is the only unsub and Spencer is in danger." I cried.

I was taken to the ambulance and the medic started to clean up my wound. "You need stitches, Dr. Porter."

"No! What I need is to find Spencer!" I screamed at the top of my lungs as I swatted the medic's hands off me.

Morgan got on his knees and held both my hands. "You might have a concussion, Cassie."

"I don't give a damn!" I was angry. "I'm not going to the hospital until we find Spencer."

He sighed. "Just stitch her up and let her stay."

I winced as the medic proceeded to stitch my wound. He gave me ice to put on my head. "Thank you."

"JJ said you split up and didn't wait for backup." Morgan's demeanor changed. He was mad.

"It was Spencer's idea." My lips started to quiver and I could feel the tears on my face. "I should have waited."

The paramedic finished stitching me and Morgan held me in his arms. "It's okay, Cass. We're gonna find him." My heart was racing due to shock and fear. I can't lose Spencer.

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Morgan took me to Hankel's house and I saw all the computer screens. He was spying on everyone he worked for. Garcia found out he was a computer tech, that's how he gained access to the victims' webcams.

"How are you, Cassie?" Gideon asked gently.

I glanced around the room where my colleagues were, all staring at me. "Just peachy! Spencer was abducted by a lunatic with multiple personalities and we're here instead of searching for him." I stated rudely.

"We're doing everything we can to track them down, Porter." Hotch said with the same stern expression.

"Bullshit!" I yelled. "You're here trying to profile a delusional killer who might be killing Spencer at this precise moment and don't seem to give a damn about him." I started sobbing.

Emily hugged me, trying to comfort me. "Everything's going to be okay. I promise." She said gently.

I let go of her embrace. "How can you promise that when you don't even know where he is?" The tears kept rolling down my face. "This is all my fault!"

Hotch stood in front of me. "No one blames you, Porter. Reid made a decision to chase after Hankel without backup. That is on him, not you."

"I should've protected him." I cried. "He was my partner and I let Tobias take him." I closed my eyes. "I'm not ready to be on the field. Even with a gun, I couldn't save him."

Morgan handed me a glass of water. "It's not your fault, Pretty Girl."

"Gideon, take her to another room an do a cognitive interview. We need every detail about the abduction." Hotch demanded and Gideon lead me to the kitchen. I clutched the medallion Spencer gave me and closed my eyes, thinking about his beautiful smile, hoping I will see it again.