Who Would Have Thought?!

Ch. 110

—Author's POV

Bakugo sat there, the hologram of All Might long gone, but he sat in his room staring at the envelope. His eyes red, cheeks puffy, throat still burning. "What should I do?" He murmured to himself, glancing up at his balcony wishing there was something, a sign, or rather... someone. But no. No one stood there, and no signs appeared. He was alone like he had been for the past few months..

"Izuku..." He murmured, calling his name again, hoping it would change something. But alone in his quiet and cold room, as the curtains sway from the wind that seeps through the crack from leaving his balcony door open, nothing changes. Just the sway the fabric flies higher and lower.

Pulling his knees and burying his face in them, hugging them close like it do bring some sort of comfort, but it never did. Midoriya vanished on him like he never mattered, that burning empty rage he saw in him that day was the last picture he could remember, that disappointment that hid behind those dark monstrous eyes, and all that which remain?... everyone was gone, everyone that mattered. So nothing, absolutely nothing remains.

"Izu-..." He cut himself off, feeling something against his feet through his socks. It made his heart stop, he swallow hard before slowly looking up and seeing a black envelope on the floor in front of him, but his eyes kept looking up... but no one stood there, just the envelope by his feet and his dancing curtains.

Slowly reaching out and bringing the hard envelope from the floor up to his chest and staring at it... 'To Katsuki', his heart dropped deeper. He could recognise that fools handwriting. It made him ache, yern, and torn between opening and leaving it closed.

"You better be setting up a meeting with me..." He murmured, slowly flipping it around and gently opening it by the red wax print. "Or I'll kill you." His eyes shut tightly for a second, gathering his courage before he slowly opened it fully and pulled out the pape from the inside.

His eyes widened by the words he first saw on the folded white paper . 'I love you' those words made him blush, even now even after being left all alone. His cheeks heat up, and those tears with joy run down his cheeks. "I love you too." He whispered like the letter would deliver it to his love.

Leaving the envelope on the floor, he just stared at the paper in hand, and those words ring in his head like bells of angels calling.

Unfolding the letter, he found a mountain of words... shutting his eyes quickly and tightly, swallowing his fear. 'Too many words...' he thought, why would he need to write so much in a letter... "When we could see each other...? Izu..." He murmured, holding back from crumbling the paper in hand. He swallowed again. Inhaling deeply, he slowly opens his eyes... Almost choking just from seeing them words again, stacked up on one another...

'To My Dear Katsuki....'

'I love you dear, I'm sorry for leaving you behind without a word. I know you cry. I can feel it, but it's best I'm not around. I still want to strange Chika for that day you know but, she has been crying ever since. She wants me to let you know that she is sorry. She keeps saying she won't ever show her face to you for it, so she is a handful. I know you probably wanted good with that, but reality is, Chika would have killed you.

You don't know because I keep things from you all the time, but she goes berserk once she tastes blood. And I have reprimanded Kazuya for that day as well. He hadn't dared to show his face to me yet and hidd away for me, and he better be, or i'll kill him.

It would have been nice spending time with you, but it seems what had happened triggered me quite a bit. For good reasons, I won't write down the things I have done since then, but... I miss you a lot, not the bloodthirst speaking... I just miss you.
Honestly, though, I had some pretty ugly ideas as to what to do with you, so you live through the pain I went through under you, but... It seems not being around you changed that too in me.

I'm not sure when I'll see you again, but congratulations on getting in.... I'm not too happy, hope you can understand that or not. Either way, I want you safe, happy, but I'll still hate that place.
But I miss you... I just don't know what to do anymore...if we are together, I will tear you away from your dream, but if we are not together... do we just keep crying? And will we move on?

I keep thinking of locking you up and keeping you to myself, but then I think you wouldn't be happy at the end, and I can't go back. I'm not allowed by my father, I can understand why, though. Everything was going according to plan, but... I got addicted to you.

Don't hate my father, please. He always had my best interest in mind. One day, you will understand. He never wanted me to leave you behind and be apart from you, but he also does not want me in pain if I were to hurt you. I'm his son. And our kind is very possessive, but it's out of love. If I were to die, he would likely take his own life, which would trigger a chain reaction and a whole hierarchy breaking down and apart...

So, currently, everyone who knows about the way I'm with you is wary of me being around you, and my father has responsibilities, not just over me but over our whole kind, so lesser don't start cussing him out that would honestly upset me.

But you have to understand, I love you, I do. It would have been easier to just spend time with you and go along with the way you acted out once you learned I'm leaving plus how you made me feel weird, I would have gotten use to it eventually. Guess it was my fault amd made it thoughter than it needed to be. We should have just talked. Then this wouldn't be the way I'm saying a long, long 'See you later' To you.

I love you, and I miss you. I'll get you one day that's for sure, even if it's going to be 60 years later or longer, I'll come get you, turn you into one of my kind and chain you to myself, so... enjoy life, my love, because you can never really run away from me.

Ps. Also, she told me I should let you know because apparently I never mentioned it, but Chika is my little sister. Love you, take care dear katsuki.'

'With endless love, from Izuku... Chika also said she loves you... but I'm your boyfriend, so keep that in mind... Love you, katsuki♡'

"... huh?" He stare at the paper in hand quietly, his eyes unabl to decide whether to cry or to twitch.

His hands slowly tremble as he swallow, taking in short breaths as he stare at the paper and the words got blury in his head... before everything went blank and...

*SNAP*

"W-wh-... huh...?" Katsuki felt... "WHAT THE FUCK?!"  angry, so angry he could strangle his love as he shot up from the floor gripping the paper with tears already forming in his eyes. "F-... FCUK YOU, IZUKU! FUCK YOU!" He scream so loud his dad, Masaru bolted into his room without knocking in worry! But he felt it was a stupid idea seeing his son's expression....

"GET THE FUCK OUT!"