I Hate U | Jenlisa

Bonus Chapter I [M]

A/N

Graphic sexual scenes ahead, so read at your own risk (especially the innocent readers)!

(Whenever you see the "M" in a chapter you can be prepared)

I can't forbid my underage readers to read on, but here's a little reminder:

Sex is something incredibly intimate, emotional (depending on your partner and preferences), and never perfect, no matter how it's portrayed in stories. You may suddenly not feel like it, you may feel ashamed, you may accidentally lie on your partner's hair. You don't always have an orgasm. All of this happens, and it's absolutely okay! It's totally normal.

Of course you should just enjoy reading now, but don't let any depiction of sex (whether in movies, books, or anywhere else) give you the wrong idea of how it happens, and above all, don't put any pressure on yourself.

I've written too much... but I hope I've made my point.

Have fun reading.

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Jisoo was lying sideways on her bed, her stunningly beautiful, blonde girlfriend lying in her arms, pressed tightly against her, her eyes closed.
Jisoo pressed her lips to Chaeyoung's, again, who willingly opened her mouth a little and met Jisoo's tongue with her own.

They kissed incredibly slowly, probably for over twenty minutes already, and Jisoo's lips felt a little swollen.
She gently ran her thumb over Chaeyoung's cheek and brushed a strand of hair behind her ear. The taller girl's contented sigh practically shot Jisoo to the core, and a pleasant shiver ran down her spine.

Jisoo knew what she wanted, what she hoped for, but she was not prepared to interrupt and possibly destroy this perfect moment. Besides, she wasn't impatient, she had all the time in the world to lose herself in her girlfriend's kisses. In the gentle touches, her red cheeks and the teeth that gently bit her lower lip.

Jisoo felt her girlfriend's hot breath and how her chest rose and fell more than usual. The way her warm, delicate fingers, which by now had gotten under Jisoo's shirt, ran up and down, pulling her closer.

She didn't want to ruin the moment, really. But when Chaeyoung suddenly opened Jisoo's bra, pretty skillfully at that, Jisoo broke the kiss and looked at her girlfriend with wide eyes. The blonde returned the look, obviously embarrassed, but at the same time hopeful and... maybe even greedy. Her eyes were darker than usual.

"Is that okay?",

Chaeyoung breathed out, biting her lips nervously. Jisoo nodded hastily and sat up before pulling Chaeyoung up as well. Then she slowly took off her top, still keeping eye contact with her girlfriend.
It was her first time and she was afraid of making mistakes. But above all, she was afraid of hurting her girlfriend, of doing something she didn't feel comfortable with.

Chaeyoung looked as nervous as Jisoo felt, but her dark eyes immediately looked at her exposed skin. She licked her lips, and Jisoo wouldn't be Jisoo if she didn't comment on it.

"Hungry?",

she asked, amused, surprised to find that her own voice sounded much darker and raspier than usual.
Instead of answering, Chaeyoung pounced on her as soon as Jisoo had thrown her top on the floor and kissed her deeply. Then she pulled away for a second, her eyes falling on Jisoo's bra, which was hanging more or less loosely from her shoulders.

"It's in the way...",

she murmured softly.
Without hesitation Jisoo tore the bra from her body and was now at the mercy of Chaeyoung's gaze. She could feel her face getting hot and flushed.
She was not ashamed of her body. It wasn't the first time someone had seen her naked either, she bathed naked with Jennie often enough. But in front of Chaeyoung it was something completely different.