First and Last

Chapter 47

Warning: MATURED CONTENT.

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I placed my hand on his nape as I let him kissed me the way he want. His hands carefully held my waist as I lean on my bedroom’s door. He locked the door behind me as soon as he pinched his body into me. 

My hands touched his nape smoothly as I run my fingers in his hairs. I heard his growl when I exchanged the energy his giving.  My legs encircled his waist when he moved me on the top of the table. Hinawi niya ang mga papel at ballpen na naroon sa ibabaw. I used those for works, and my sketches.

My long hair flows down. Ang iba ay nasa balikat na niya. Hinawi ko iyon at kumapit sa kanya. He kissed my neck with his tongue gently coming up on my earlobe. Halos sabunutan ko na ang sarili dahil sa sensasyong nararamdaman.

I trembled when I felt his hand cupping my breast. The wind enters my windows. Ang kurtina ay malayang sumasayaw sa kumpas ng hangin. Hindi ko na iayos iyon kaninang umaga kaya malaya itong sumasabay sa hangin. My body arched when his tongue traveled down on my front. Napasinghap ako ng maramdaman ang kamay niyang humahaplos sa hita ko. Bigla ay naalala ko ang minsang pagkwento sa akin ni Lean tungkol sa ganito.

“A-arrow…”

I moaned when he slid his hand on my core. Now I know how it feels. Nakakawala sa wisyo pala ang pakiramdam na ito. Kaya hindi ko masisisi ang karamihan kung bakit halos hindi na makapag-isip ng tuwid kapag nasa gitna na ng sensasyon na ito. Even me, I can’t think straight! All I want is to feel something in me to be released.

May kung ano sa akin na mas gusto pa. This thing should be done educatedly. Bagay na madaming namamali ng landas. It’s addicting! Totally addicting. Nalalango na ako sa dulot nito.

Hindi ko na alam kung ano na ang nangyayari sa amin. All I know is that we are drowning. Drowning to discover more of ourselves. I heard his gasped the way I return the pleasure. Tila nagkalat ang init sa paligid at wala na kaming magagawa doon kundi ang magpatangay pa. We both want it. At kung anupaman ang magiging kakalabasan nito, we have the capability to handle it.

“W-wait lang…yung buhok ko.” it seems like an utter. Dama ko ang gigil niya. When he moved his self, all I can do is to hold on my pillow and accept him.

“Shit! S-sorry.” he gasped. Inipon niya ang buhok ko sa isang gilid bago nagpatuloy muli sa paggalaw. He chuckled after he saw our position. Namumula ang dibdib habang habol ang paghinga. He moaned and gasped handsomely. Ang naiwang buhok sa noo ay basa na sa pawis.

He moved deeply while our eyes staring heatedly. We both catching our breath but it didn’t stop us to aim for our release. I clasped my fingers in his hairs. Napansin niya iyon kaya sumubsob siya sa leeg ko. I am enchanting his name like an enchantress trying to reach the heights. Hinawakan ko ang mukha niya para mariin iyong halikan. This feeling brought me into the midst of completeness like he is the only one who can complete the missing piece of me.

We held our hands when we felt that we were coming. “F*ck!” he cursed when he released inside of me. Parehas kaming hinihingal ng matapos. Arrow did not moved. Hinayaan niya muna ang sarili sa ibabaw habang kinakalma ang paghinga. It’s like we are both survival of war. I slightly moaned when I felt him squeezing my core. He smirked when he finally done.

Inabot niya ang panyo na nasa bedside table ko at masuyo akong pinunasan sa noo at leeg. I am staring at him the whole time he’s doing it. Nakangiti lang sa akin ang lalaki habang malamlam ang mata nito sa sumisinag na liwanag na mula sa katabing lampara. He repeating his constant “I love you” while he’s sweeping my sweat.