UNTIL WE FALL IN LOVE AGAIN !

THE PAST-7

Y/N pov:

But dad isn't it risky? You will be in a great trouble. And chances are very low about your survival. You must talk it out with your family about this.Yn must know that you're a Mafia. And how dangerous this mission is that it will cost you,your own life.

And when I heard his speech end,the world slipped under my foot.

My heart squeezed in a ruthless way.
It pierced and left no oxygen in it.
I felt helpless.
I needed to breathe.
But...
I couldn't...
I can't believe what came out of jungkook's mouth.

Tell me he's lying.
Tell me it's a lie.
It's a fucking lie,isn't it?

They didn't saw me enter the house, and I faltered on my steps too.

Standing in between the harsh reality and bitter truth was a pathetic "ME".

MY OWN FATHER HID HIS REAL IDENTIFY FROM ME.
ALSO MY SOON-TO-BE FIANCE KNEW ABOUT IT BUT NOT ME.

What else are you hiding,Dad?
I thought I was your heart dad.Do anybody keep lies hidden from their heart?

Because even though eyes tries to hide things, heart couldn't.

A painstaking tear cascaded from upon my face.

I reverse my direction and headed back to jungkook's house.

It's now or never situation.

I have decided, what I've to do next.

I continued my drive with a body devoid of any emotions.

Jungkook pov:

I can't,Jungkookah. And you must also not let her know about me. As you have promised, remember? Mr. Choi said with a heavy heart.

Yeah,I will not. Rest is in your hand. Know that I will always support you Appa. I told and left feeling uneasiness took over my entire body.

I sense something is wrong.
My gut never fails to suprise me with its indication.

This time it's indicating something bad or worst.

I must head home as soon as possible.

I miss yn sooooo much.
Maybe after taking her in my arms,this feeling will fade away.

Gosh,yn what are you doing to this poor boy?

Haedo pov:

Yn,Why are you packing this suitcase? Where are we going? Can you tell me please? I don't know but watching her is making me more panic than already I'm.

She came towards me and took my hands in her.

Trust me,please. Just once and I will make sure you never regret it. We are leaving to Paris. She spoke and it took me a few minutes to understand what she said.

We are going Paris?
Why?
Is it real?
Am I finally gonna be free from that monster?
Oh gosh!
But why does it seems a blessing in disguise?

Due to pregnancy my hormones always gets to its peak and unwantedly I erupted into an ocean of tears.

Yn saw me in this state and got petrified,she looked worried too.

Haedo-ah,sorry but why are you crying? Did I say something wrong?
She asked in bewilderment.

I nodded my head as an indication of disapproval.

I'm such a nincompoop,yn. Who thought she will never have the brightness by her side. But look what I ended up with having a brightest star. I said sniffing.
And yn hugged me immediately.

She is just like my long lost sister, I guess.

I unwantedly smiled.
I smiled as if their's no tomorrow.
I genuinely smiled for the first time in years.

This feels too good to be true.

Y/N pov:

I wrote a small note for Jungkook.
Even though my heart is ripping and I thought it was a start of a beautiful story only for it to knock me badly on my heels.

Jungkook, I really wanted to shower all my love on you but maybe this is what fate is!

I feel so lonely already,this separation is killing me.
It's suffocating me.
Why did you kept those lies hidden from me?
Why?

I want to scream on top of my lungs,until my ears becomes deaf, my soul leaves my body and I'm completely dead.

THE NOTE:

Mr.Jeon,
I always learnt from my parents about values, etiquettes and morals. From which "speaking lies and keeping it hidden" is the thing I hate the most. I might have started falling for you until I heard something I shouldn't have. Hence I'm leaving. Let's not cross paths again. Let's not meet ever in this life time because I'm gonna hate you.
Y/N.

And I couldn't stop these drops of water which I failed to wipe.
Cause I don't want to wipe them.
I want them to fall,until they stop on their own.

Until they realise their worth!

Time skipped----------

We were currently in our flight. Due to Granny's help I was able to manage everything.

Granny is my last hope. And I'm damn sure she wouldn't be knowing about dad's profession too.

And lastly, my mother. I'm avoiding  her because if I would have told her about my whereabouts she's definitely gonna tell dad.

I want to stay away from them.
For how long that's something I will think later.

Plus none of them know about Haedo and her douchebag husband.

Till now jungkook would have read the note.
Will he be devastated,just like me?
Will his heart be shattered into pieces like mine?
Will he be regretting it too?

What's done is done!
It's no use crying over split milk!

I must take care of Haedo and her coming child.
For now she's my responsibility.
I should focus on her.

Unknowingly my eyes drifted to sleep.

But my mind filled with questions and one of them is making me restless.

"Is my decision helping people or destroying me?"

Jungkook pov:

When I reached home, I was welcomed with pin drop silence.

The warmth which was spread my yn's presence is all gone.

I knew it!
Something's up!
But this is not what I expected!

I searched for yn even though,at the corner of my heart I felt she had disappeared from my life.

But is it forever or for time being?

I saw a note laying on the table beside the couch in the living room.

I picked it up and the ache in my heart widen.

It surpassed the entire body leaving me shaken.

My hands and legs felt cold.

This was it!

Once again I was barking up the wrong tree for love.

She left, instead of solving and talking out the issue.

But the question arises what exactly did she meant by "speaking lies and keeping it hidden"?

Did she overheard the conversation between me and Mr.Choi?