LOVE BEYOND LESSONS (A Teacher and Student Romance)

XLIII - BI. LEAVING IT ALL BEHIND

I watched Rob changed in to his working clothes, I stare as he pulled his pants and tucked his shirt on it. He turned to looked at me

"Enjoying the view?" He smirked  as he fixed his belt on his pants.

"It's my favorite, I can't help it" I looked at him, he came near me and he kissed me I pulled him closer. I gently kiss his bottom lip while he kissed my top lip and I run my finger through his hair.

I leaned to the right as we continue to kiss, we part ways and I leaned down and he lightly kiss my neck, I moaned as he continue to plant kisses on it. We reluctantly pulled from each other and I pouted, he chuckled and kiss my lips again

"You go now, I might not release you if you stay longer" I laugh, he stood up and fix his hair

"You take care okay, I try to come by lunch time" he said, picking his bag

"No need Rob, the funeral will be at three in the afternoon let's just meet at the chapel" I told him

"Are you sure?" He asked me, I nod and smile at him

"One hundred percent" I told him, he walked to the door and I followed

"You take care okay?" He cupped my face and kiss my forehead then he went out. After my friends left last night Rob and Alex went to my house after the forensic cleaners finished their job.

They got all my things from the house. So there are boxes and suitcases all around my hotel room now. John mentioned that I can transfer anytime at the apartment he got for me, I was surprised but then again with his connections and money for sure that's an easy task to do, in addition to that John had asked Alex today to buy all the furnitures that I need to my new house.

Last night I was able to fully rest, I am glad that I don't have any nightmares, I chuckled when I think I have save John's money for therapy, my friends was amazed on how good I cope with what happened with me, if they only knew the things that I need to do for me to overcome, people have different coping mechanism and I am glad that I have my own unique ways on keeping my mind sane, maybe my mind was forced to think of ways to do it, or I just don't like to bother people's time.

I glanced at the time and I still have plenty of time to prepare before the funeral, am I completed heal? Of course not, time can only heal wounds, but sometimes I think that is not the case, your mind just accepts the pain of losing someone, but the pain will always be there you just learn how to deal with it everyday, so with a brave face I took a deep breath and got my keys, if I wanted to have a fresh start then I should face my fears.

I silently walked to the elevators and press the button for parking area, once out I went to my car and drive my way back to our house. Last night I told John that I don't like to go back there, and it is still true but I needed to do this for my own peace of mind. I stopped at front of my house, and went down at my car.

I leaned my body to my car as I stare our house the yellow tape were all already gone, so I just looked up the house that I stayed for eighteen years. The moment I was born I am already here, it was my first playground.

This is where I first learned to walk and this where I first learned to talk, I can't believe in an instant this house, once my safe haven feels like hell to me now. I opened the front door, and smile as I see the digital locks Rob installed is still in placed. I walked slowly and sat on the living room gazing around it, how many guests we allowed inside here? the laughters and stories we share, the little quarrels with my siblings, and of course this were most of my beatings happened.

I run my hand through the couch, and I recall the time I opened up with my friends regarding about Benjamin, I saw the remote control and turn on the television not to watch but to have a background noise.