Risk it, Lose it (Remington Series 3)

Chapter 15 - Tangled Desires

Rylee's POV

Umakyat ako sa kwarto nang mabigat ang puso. Binalingan kong muli si Tristan na nakatulala habang nilalaro ang baso na may lamang alak. I know I did something wrong, and I can't blame him. I didn't even tell him that I won't be going to Serene Smiles.

Agad akong naligo nang makapasok sa loob. Hindi ko matanggal sa isip ko ang lungkot at galit na mata ni Tristan. Pumikit ako nang mariin at nagmadali sa pagbihis. I want to talk to him.

Paglabas ng walk-in closet niya ay nakita kong nakaupo na siya sa kama. His gaze, fiery, locked onto me. He examined me from head to toe, I had on one of the nightwear sets he got for me. It's in black and incredibly short.

I was about to speak when he abruptly stood up and hurried towards me. He gently cupped my cheeks and kissed me with intensity. It was as if my body instinctively knew how to respond, I kissed him back with the same intensity.

Humiwalay siya upang titigan ako.

"I'm sorry, Tristan," saad ko.

Hindi siya sumagot at muli akong hinalikan. I felt his hands exploring my body, and he placed it on my hips to lift me up. I wrapped my legs around him while still engrossed in our kiss. I felt dizzy again, he's my toxin. He makes me feel intoxicated, like my drug. I can't resist indulging in him even though I know it might not be good for me.

Marahan akong umungol nang maibaba niya na ako sa kama. The first time we did this, I was so eager to take control, but now, I am willingly surrendering myself to him. I am willingly allowing myself to be vulnerable beneath him.

"Tristan," saad ko.

Sinubukan kong hawakan ang pisngi niya pero agad niya itong iniwas. Napakunot ang noo ko sa ginawa niya. Galit pa rin ba siya? If he's still upset, then why is he kissing me?

Bumaba ang halik niya sa leeg ko. I felt him leaving a mark there, but I couldn't bring myself to stop him. It felt like his privilege, his right to claim what's his. I bit my lip, attempting to reconsider what I had just said to myself. Did I just say that Tristan owns me?

"I'm sorry," bulong kong muli.

He didn't stop, instead, he continued to kiss me on my chest. Ensuring he left plenty of marks there too. I felt so dizzy that I didn't even realize he had already removed my top.

Nang tumingin siya sa akin ay nakita ko ang lalong pagdilim ng mga mata niya. Umangat siya at muli akong hinalikan. I attempted to hold his head, but his hands restrained mine. He pinned both of my hands above my head, causing me to feel flushed. He bit my lip to prevent me from touching him, and I became absorbed in his kisses. When I tried to reach for him again, I couldn't because my hands were already tied to the bed frame.

Lito ko siyang tinignan. He smirked when he saw my hands trying to break free.

"Tristan, what is this?" tanong ko.

He didn't answer me, instead, he continued kissing me. Every time his lips touched my skin, I felt my heart beating wildly. It seemed like my body had completely betrayed me, it no longer listened to my commands. It had found its new owner, and that owner was Tristan.

Tristan removed his top, revealing his chiseled body. He stood beside the bed, gazing at my body, with my hands still tied. Naramdaman ko ang pag-init ng pisngi ko. I felt so exposed in front of him. He approached me and gently brushed my hair. We locked eyes, his gaze filled with burning passion.

"You always leave, Rylee," panimula niya. "You always slip through my fingers, always find a way to leave."

Binuksan niya ang drawer sa gilid ng kama at may kinuha siyang itim na tela. Kunot noo ko iyong tinignan. Lumapit siya sa akin at marahan niyang itinukod ang mga tuhod niya sa magkabilang gilid ko.